Sacrifice of Love
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Sally felt herself growing even weaker. Im tired Costin, she whispered to him.
Lay down, Sally mine, Im here with you.
She did as he told her and lay on her side so she could see him. Her breaths were so shallow now; she knew at any second she would take her last. I love you, she told him and the words were slurred but she hoped he understood. I. am. S-sso glad. You. Were. Mine. her words were choppy and so soft she wondered if he heard her.
Am yours, Sally mine, not were. I am yours in life and in death and you are mine, he told her, And I will join you very soon, my love.
Sally wanted to tell him no, she wanted to tell him to live, to find love again but she was out of time. She saw his incredibly handsome face move closer and caught his scent just as death took her.
Costin gathered her into his arms as the force that had been holding him in place let go. He wanted to scream, to maim, and kill. Most of all, he wanted his mate back. He buried his face in her neck and breathed deeply, taking her scent deep in his lungs. His chest ached as he tried to hold himself together and when he heard Jacques hysterical screams he nearly lost it. He knew she would want to see her friend and would want to hold her, but he wasnt ready to let her go, couldnt let her go, not yet, and maybe not ever. His time with her had been so very short. There was still so much they hadnt experienced together and so many things left to do and say, and yet one little pill and the evil heart of one man had ripped her from him.
Jacque couldnt believe what had just happened. In fact, she was waiting for herself to wake up and for all of this to be some horrific dream that she could tell the girls about over hot chocolate. But there would be no more hot chocolate, not without Sally, not ever again. She watched as Costin rocked her best friend in his arms and her heart broke right along with his. She felt Fanes arms come around her and even without the bond she felt his love engulf her and knew that he ached for her and would take all of her pain if he could. Her mind flashed to Jen and she felt tears well up in her eyes. This would break Jen. Sally may have meant the world to her, but Jen had a different sort of bond with Sally. Jacque didnt even know if Jen was aware of it, but Sally was what kept Jen grounded. Sally was to Jen what a tornado shelter was to those who needed a safe place to run to in the storms of life and now she was gone. Jacque felt her knees go weak and knew that if Fanes arms hadnt been around her, she would have crumbled to the ground like a house of cards. She heard Fanes voice in her ear, but she couldnt discern what he was saying. Her mind was too much of a mess. Her heart hurt for the death of her mother-in-law, but something inside of her died right along with Sally and she didnt know if it would ever live again.
We must continue, Decebel finally spoke up. I mourn the death of our little healer, but there are theothers who still need us and we must find the strength to go on.
I cant leave her, Costins voice was hoarse and he sounded completely defeated.
She wont be alone, Jacque spoke up, I will stay with her.
Jacquelyn, Fane began, but was cut off when she pushed away from him whipping around at the same time to face him.
Im staying Fane. I wont leave her here in this forsaken place alone. You all go on and finish this and kill that bastard who took from me what is mine! Then you come back for us. Jacques jaw was set and it was obvious that it would take an army to get her away from Sally. She walked over to Costin and placed a hand on his shoulder. Costin, Ive got her, honey. Ill watch her. You go and do what you know she would want you to. She waited silently for him to respond to her.
He nodded his head and kissed Sally one more time. Jacque sat down and opened her arms for him to lay Sallys head in her lap. He did so gently and then looked into Jacques eyes with his glowing ones. Thank you, he told her simply. Jacque bit the inside of her cheek to keep from sobbing. She gave him a short nod. As he stepped away Fane replaced him and knelt down in front of her.
I love you, he told her, you have no idea how hard it is for me to leave you here.
Yes I do, she said, but part of loving each other is letting go when we have to. Ill be here waiting for you. I love you, Fane Lupei.
He leaned forward and kissed her being careful of Sallys still form, and then stood. Jacque watched as they began to move back into the forest. Peri was still standing there after everyone else had already moved on. Jacque looked up at the fae and saw that Peri had tears running down her cheeks. She didnt know if she could remember a time Peri had ever cried, at least not in front of her.
She shouldnt have done it, Peri said. Not for me.
You know her well enough to know that she wouldnt let a fly die for her, not if she could stop it, Jacque said.
I should have been able to stop him. I should have been able to stop this.
Peri, Jacque nearly growled, you are not all powerful. You cant prevent the death of every person you love, no matter how badly you want to.
Perhaps not, but I can sure as hell die trying.
She was gone before Jacque could reply.
Houston, we have a problem, Jen said breathlessly.
Cynthia stood up from where she had been sitting at the entrance to the cave. She walked back to where Jen was pacing. Whats wrong? she asked while taking in Jens flushed skin and rapid breathing. Crap, youre in labor, she answered her own question.
Lay down, Sally mine, Im here with you.
She did as he told her and lay on her side so she could see him. Her breaths were so shallow now; she knew at any second she would take her last. I love you, she told him and the words were slurred but she hoped he understood. I. am. S-sso glad. You. Were. Mine. her words were choppy and so soft she wondered if he heard her.
Am yours, Sally mine, not were. I am yours in life and in death and you are mine, he told her, And I will join you very soon, my love.
Sally wanted to tell him no, she wanted to tell him to live, to find love again but she was out of time. She saw his incredibly handsome face move closer and caught his scent just as death took her.
Costin gathered her into his arms as the force that had been holding him in place let go. He wanted to scream, to maim, and kill. Most of all, he wanted his mate back. He buried his face in her neck and breathed deeply, taking her scent deep in his lungs. His chest ached as he tried to hold himself together and when he heard Jacques hysterical screams he nearly lost it. He knew she would want to see her friend and would want to hold her, but he wasnt ready to let her go, couldnt let her go, not yet, and maybe not ever. His time with her had been so very short. There was still so much they hadnt experienced together and so many things left to do and say, and yet one little pill and the evil heart of one man had ripped her from him.
Jacque couldnt believe what had just happened. In fact, she was waiting for herself to wake up and for all of this to be some horrific dream that she could tell the girls about over hot chocolate. But there would be no more hot chocolate, not without Sally, not ever again. She watched as Costin rocked her best friend in his arms and her heart broke right along with his. She felt Fanes arms come around her and even without the bond she felt his love engulf her and knew that he ached for her and would take all of her pain if he could. Her mind flashed to Jen and she felt tears well up in her eyes. This would break Jen. Sally may have meant the world to her, but Jen had a different sort of bond with Sally. Jacque didnt even know if Jen was aware of it, but Sally was what kept Jen grounded. Sally was to Jen what a tornado shelter was to those who needed a safe place to run to in the storms of life and now she was gone. Jacque felt her knees go weak and knew that if Fanes arms hadnt been around her, she would have crumbled to the ground like a house of cards. She heard Fanes voice in her ear, but she couldnt discern what he was saying. Her mind was too much of a mess. Her heart hurt for the death of her mother-in-law, but something inside of her died right along with Sally and she didnt know if it would ever live again.
We must continue, Decebel finally spoke up. I mourn the death of our little healer, but there are theothers who still need us and we must find the strength to go on.
I cant leave her, Costins voice was hoarse and he sounded completely defeated.
She wont be alone, Jacque spoke up, I will stay with her.
Jacquelyn, Fane began, but was cut off when she pushed away from him whipping around at the same time to face him.
Im staying Fane. I wont leave her here in this forsaken place alone. You all go on and finish this and kill that bastard who took from me what is mine! Then you come back for us. Jacques jaw was set and it was obvious that it would take an army to get her away from Sally. She walked over to Costin and placed a hand on his shoulder. Costin, Ive got her, honey. Ill watch her. You go and do what you know she would want you to. She waited silently for him to respond to her.
He nodded his head and kissed Sally one more time. Jacque sat down and opened her arms for him to lay Sallys head in her lap. He did so gently and then looked into Jacques eyes with his glowing ones. Thank you, he told her simply. Jacque bit the inside of her cheek to keep from sobbing. She gave him a short nod. As he stepped away Fane replaced him and knelt down in front of her.
I love you, he told her, you have no idea how hard it is for me to leave you here.
Yes I do, she said, but part of loving each other is letting go when we have to. Ill be here waiting for you. I love you, Fane Lupei.
He leaned forward and kissed her being careful of Sallys still form, and then stood. Jacque watched as they began to move back into the forest. Peri was still standing there after everyone else had already moved on. Jacque looked up at the fae and saw that Peri had tears running down her cheeks. She didnt know if she could remember a time Peri had ever cried, at least not in front of her.
She shouldnt have done it, Peri said. Not for me.
You know her well enough to know that she wouldnt let a fly die for her, not if she could stop it, Jacque said.
I should have been able to stop him. I should have been able to stop this.
Peri, Jacque nearly growled, you are not all powerful. You cant prevent the death of every person you love, no matter how badly you want to.
Perhaps not, but I can sure as hell die trying.
She was gone before Jacque could reply.
Houston, we have a problem, Jen said breathlessly.
Cynthia stood up from where she had been sitting at the entrance to the cave. She walked back to where Jen was pacing. Whats wrong? she asked while taking in Jens flushed skin and rapid breathing. Crap, youre in labor, she answered her own question.
