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“Panties are over the top?”
He didn’t even bother answering that.
“Come on,” she said. “If you don’t want your brothers to know you’re into guys, a little lingerie left in your bedroom might be just the ticket.”
Nick slammed another rock into the sand and didn’t bother answering that, either.
Quinn was relentless. “Have you seen Adam since that night I caught you kissing?”
“No.” At least not in reality. But Quinn’s dance partner had occupied nearly every waking moment of Nick’s thoughts. And a lot of the sleeping moments, too.
Adam was the first—the only—boy he’d ever kissed.
Nick’s brothers had no idea. They still thought he was infatu-ated with Quinn. And Quinn was all too happy to keep up the
“illusion,” as she put it.
“Have you talked to him?” Quinn pressed.
“No.” But he read over Adam’s last text message about twenty times a day.
When you know what you want, I’ll be right here.
Nick knew what he wanted, all right. He just wasn’t sure he wanted to want it. His life was already complicated enough. He reached for another stone.
“He asked about you,” said Quinn.
Nick dropped the stone on his fingers. He swore again and flexed them to ease the pain. “Yeah?”
“He asked how you were doing.”
Nick didn’t say anything, just rocked the stone into place.
“Hmm,” said Quinn. “What did I tell him about you . . . ?”
Nick’s heart tripped and stumbled along. He waited.
And waited.
Finally, he looked up. “There’s a pool around back. Don’t think I won’t drop you in it.”
Quinn smiled, but it was a little cautious, a little sad. “He asked if you’d be coming with me to the studio anytime soon.”
She meant the dance studio at the Y, where he’d first met Adam. Nick enjoyed watching Quinn dance, and he loved the way music coursed through the air to seep into his skin. Then he’d seen Adam, and it was like a missing puzzle piece finally snapped into place.
He’d loved watching Adam dance, too.
Nick grabbed a hand roller and flattened the next expanse of sand. “I don’t want to be a distraction.”
“I think you need a little distraction.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means you’re completely stressed out.” Quinn rolled off the bench and walked behind him, putting her hands on his shoulders. She dug her thumbs into the muscles there. It almost hurt, but it felt good, too, so he didn’t stop her.
“Quinn, it’s fine. I have a lot on my mind.”
Like the fact that he and his brothers were still marked for death for the Elemental abilities they struggled to control.
Or the fact that a bunch of younger Elementals had nearly destroyed the town a week ago.
Or maybe that the Guide who’d come to town to kill them all was sitting in a jail cell, and could be released at any time.
Not to mention the stack of college responses hidden in his desk at home. Or his family’s struggling landscaping business, which was barely turning a profit now, to say nothing of getting through the winter.
Oh, and the fact that he was g*y, and one of the only two people who knew was sitting right here ragging on him about it.
“Why don’t you come to the studio tonight?” she said.
“I have a physics test tomorrow. I need to study.”
“Please. Like you couldn’t pass that in your sleep. And if you really needed to study, why aren’t your brothers doing this job?”
Nick shook her hands off and reached for another stone.
“Hannah was off tonight, and Mike needed a break. I offered.”
“Of course you did.” She paused. “And Gabriel? Chris?”
“Busy, and busy.” His youngest brother, Chris, had plans with his girlfriend. And Gabriel, his twin, was trying to catch up on math so he could apply for firefighter school in the spring.
“Come on,” said Quinn. “You know you want to.”
He did want to. A lot.
A lot more than he wanted to admit.
Too complicated. He shook his head.
“Come on,” said Quinn. “You could bring your textbook.
Wear some glasses. He’d probably think it was sexy.”
Nick told himself to stop imagining it.
Quinn grinned. “Nicholas Merrick. You are blushing.”
“Seriously. Pool. Out back. Get ready to be all wet.”
“If you don’t come with me, I’m going to tell him to stop pining, because you’re not interested.”
“You are not going to tell him that.”
“Yes. I am. In fact—” She pulled out her cell phone. “I’m going to tell him right now.”
Her hands were flying across the keys. Nick was on his feet yanking it out of her hands before he even knew he was moving.
She didn’t fight him.
Then he looked down at what she’d typed. Not a message to Adam. A message to him.
You deserve a break, too, Nick.
He sighed. “I don’t know.”
Her voice gentled. “I know you still like him.” She paused.
“It’s not a date. It’s an hour in the studio.”
An hour watching Adam dance. He’d almost come undone the first time. But eager butterflies were hanging streamers for a party in his stomach. “All right. I’ll come with you.”
He didn’t even bother answering that.
“Come on,” she said. “If you don’t want your brothers to know you’re into guys, a little lingerie left in your bedroom might be just the ticket.”
Nick slammed another rock into the sand and didn’t bother answering that, either.
Quinn was relentless. “Have you seen Adam since that night I caught you kissing?”
“No.” At least not in reality. But Quinn’s dance partner had occupied nearly every waking moment of Nick’s thoughts. And a lot of the sleeping moments, too.
Adam was the first—the only—boy he’d ever kissed.
Nick’s brothers had no idea. They still thought he was infatu-ated with Quinn. And Quinn was all too happy to keep up the
“illusion,” as she put it.
“Have you talked to him?” Quinn pressed.
“No.” But he read over Adam’s last text message about twenty times a day.
When you know what you want, I’ll be right here.
Nick knew what he wanted, all right. He just wasn’t sure he wanted to want it. His life was already complicated enough. He reached for another stone.
“He asked about you,” said Quinn.
Nick dropped the stone on his fingers. He swore again and flexed them to ease the pain. “Yeah?”
“He asked how you were doing.”
Nick didn’t say anything, just rocked the stone into place.
“Hmm,” said Quinn. “What did I tell him about you . . . ?”
Nick’s heart tripped and stumbled along. He waited.
And waited.
Finally, he looked up. “There’s a pool around back. Don’t think I won’t drop you in it.”
Quinn smiled, but it was a little cautious, a little sad. “He asked if you’d be coming with me to the studio anytime soon.”
She meant the dance studio at the Y, where he’d first met Adam. Nick enjoyed watching Quinn dance, and he loved the way music coursed through the air to seep into his skin. Then he’d seen Adam, and it was like a missing puzzle piece finally snapped into place.
He’d loved watching Adam dance, too.
Nick grabbed a hand roller and flattened the next expanse of sand. “I don’t want to be a distraction.”
“I think you need a little distraction.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means you’re completely stressed out.” Quinn rolled off the bench and walked behind him, putting her hands on his shoulders. She dug her thumbs into the muscles there. It almost hurt, but it felt good, too, so he didn’t stop her.
“Quinn, it’s fine. I have a lot on my mind.”
Like the fact that he and his brothers were still marked for death for the Elemental abilities they struggled to control.
Or the fact that a bunch of younger Elementals had nearly destroyed the town a week ago.
Or maybe that the Guide who’d come to town to kill them all was sitting in a jail cell, and could be released at any time.
Not to mention the stack of college responses hidden in his desk at home. Or his family’s struggling landscaping business, which was barely turning a profit now, to say nothing of getting through the winter.
Oh, and the fact that he was g*y, and one of the only two people who knew was sitting right here ragging on him about it.
“Why don’t you come to the studio tonight?” she said.
“I have a physics test tomorrow. I need to study.”
“Please. Like you couldn’t pass that in your sleep. And if you really needed to study, why aren’t your brothers doing this job?”
Nick shook her hands off and reached for another stone.
“Hannah was off tonight, and Mike needed a break. I offered.”
“Of course you did.” She paused. “And Gabriel? Chris?”
“Busy, and busy.” His youngest brother, Chris, had plans with his girlfriend. And Gabriel, his twin, was trying to catch up on math so he could apply for firefighter school in the spring.
“Come on,” said Quinn. “You know you want to.”
He did want to. A lot.
A lot more than he wanted to admit.
Too complicated. He shook his head.
“Come on,” said Quinn. “You could bring your textbook.
Wear some glasses. He’d probably think it was sexy.”
Nick told himself to stop imagining it.
Quinn grinned. “Nicholas Merrick. You are blushing.”
“Seriously. Pool. Out back. Get ready to be all wet.”
“If you don’t come with me, I’m going to tell him to stop pining, because you’re not interested.”
“You are not going to tell him that.”
“Yes. I am. In fact—” She pulled out her cell phone. “I’m going to tell him right now.”
Her hands were flying across the keys. Nick was on his feet yanking it out of her hands before he even knew he was moving.
She didn’t fight him.
Then he looked down at what she’d typed. Not a message to Adam. A message to him.
You deserve a break, too, Nick.
He sighed. “I don’t know.”
Her voice gentled. “I know you still like him.” She paused.
“It’s not a date. It’s an hour in the studio.”
An hour watching Adam dance. He’d almost come undone the first time. But eager butterflies were hanging streamers for a party in his stomach. “All right. I’ll come with you.”
