Shadowfever
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I rolled my eyes and, squaring my shoulders, stepped over the runes.
Or rather I tried to step over the runes.
They repelled me violently, and every alarm in the building went off.
Im not carrying the Book! You saw me naked. Get off me!
Lors arm was around my throat, crushing my windpipe. A bit more pressure and Id pass out from lack of oxygen.
What happened? Ryodan demanded, storming up.
She tripped the wards.
Why is that, I wonder, Mac?
Get this prick off me, I said.
Let her go. Barrons had joined Ryodan in the hall. Now.
Ryodan looked at Barrons and something passed between them, and I realized theyd been expecting this. Theyd known at some point I would demand to see my parents. The only reason Ryodan had let me up was to subject me to this test. But what had it proved?
Doesnt change anything, Barrons said finally.
No, Ryodan agreed.
What? I demanded.
The wards recognize you as Fae, Barrons said.
Impossible. We all know Im not. It must be picking up that Ive eaten Fae.
Youve eaten Fae? Adam sounded disgusted.
Do you recognize her? You looked at her oddly when she passed, Lor said.
Only that shes Fae-touched, Adam replied. Somewhere in her bloodline. Royal. Dont know the house. Not mine.
They were all staring at me. You guys should talk. None of you is human. Well, maybe Cian and Drustan, but theres that whole chosen-by-the-queen, trained-as-her-Druids thing. So dont be staring at me like Im the freak du jour. Maybe any sidhe-seer would set it off. Supposedly the UK had a hand in making us. I never set off the alarms at the abbey that were designed to keep Fae out.
Or had I? Each time Id gone there, Id been found remarkably quickly. Then there was the blond woman whod barred the corridor with her implacable You are not permitted here. You are not one of us. What wasnt I? A sidhe-seer? A Haven member? A human?
I want to see my parents, I said coolly.
Barrons and Ryodan exchanged a look again, then Ryodan shrugged. Let her. Set them up in the room next door.
Mac! Jack exclaimed, rushing me the moment I stepped in the door. Oh, God, weve missed you, baby!
I disappeared into a bear hug that smelled of peppermint and aftershave. They say scent is the strongest memory association we possess. The smell of my daddys hug peeled away the months like calendar pages tossed into a trash can.
I wasnt Fae, I wasnt possibly the Unseelie King, I wasnt going to doom the world. I was safe, protected, right, loved. I was his little girl. Always would be.
Daddy! I pressed my nose to his shirt. And, Mom, I choked out, burying my face in her shoulder. The three of us clung to one another, hugging like there was no tomorrow.
I pulled back and looked at them. Jack Lane was tall, handsome, and composed as ever. Rainey was smiling radiantly.
You guys look fantastic. And, Mom, look at you! There was no trace of grief or fear in her gently lined face. Her eyes were clear, her fine features glowing.
Doesnt she look great? Jack said, giving her hand a squeeze. Your moms a changed woman.
What happened?
Rainey laughed. Living in a glass room with the queen of fairies might have something to do with it. Then theres the music coming up through the floors at all hours. And lets not forget all the naked people dropping by.
Dad growled.
I smiled. Id wondered how my parents were handling that. Mom was getting a crash course in bizarreness. Welcome to Dublin, I told her.
Not that weve gotten to see much of it. She shot a pointed look at the glass, as if she knew exactly where Ryodan was standing. Anytime now would be nice. She glanced back at me. Dont get me wrong. I had a difficult time when we first got here. Your father had his hands full. But one morning I woke up and it was as if all my fears had melted away while I slept. They never came back.
Because so much was weird that fear didnt have any place anymore? I asked.
Exactly! None of the rules that Id lived by for so long applied. Things were so far outside my box, I had to either go crazy or throw the box away. Im excited to be alive in a way I havent felt since you girls were little, since before I began to worry about you and your sister all the time. Now the only thing Ive been worried about was when I might get to see you again, and here you are and you look amazing, and, Mac, I love your hair! The shorter look is perfect on you. But youve lost weight, honey. Too much. Are you eating? I dont think youre eating. You cant be eating enough and be so thin. What did you have for breakfast? she demanded.
I looked at Daddy and shook my head. Is she still making cheese grits and pork chops for breakfast? Are they letting her in the kitchen here?
Lor sneaks her in every now and then.
Lor?
He likes her hoecakes.
I blinked. Lor snuck my mother into the kitchen to make hoecakes?
Your Barrons prefers my apple pie, Rainey said, beaming.
Hes not my Barrons, and theres no way that man eats apple pie. Barrons and apple pie were as wrong together as well, vampires and puppies. It was hard to even hold them in the same thought.
Or rather I tried to step over the runes.
They repelled me violently, and every alarm in the building went off.
Im not carrying the Book! You saw me naked. Get off me!
Lors arm was around my throat, crushing my windpipe. A bit more pressure and Id pass out from lack of oxygen.
What happened? Ryodan demanded, storming up.
She tripped the wards.
Why is that, I wonder, Mac?
Get this prick off me, I said.
Let her go. Barrons had joined Ryodan in the hall. Now.
Ryodan looked at Barrons and something passed between them, and I realized theyd been expecting this. Theyd known at some point I would demand to see my parents. The only reason Ryodan had let me up was to subject me to this test. But what had it proved?
Doesnt change anything, Barrons said finally.
No, Ryodan agreed.
What? I demanded.
The wards recognize you as Fae, Barrons said.
Impossible. We all know Im not. It must be picking up that Ive eaten Fae.
Youve eaten Fae? Adam sounded disgusted.
Do you recognize her? You looked at her oddly when she passed, Lor said.
Only that shes Fae-touched, Adam replied. Somewhere in her bloodline. Royal. Dont know the house. Not mine.
They were all staring at me. You guys should talk. None of you is human. Well, maybe Cian and Drustan, but theres that whole chosen-by-the-queen, trained-as-her-Druids thing. So dont be staring at me like Im the freak du jour. Maybe any sidhe-seer would set it off. Supposedly the UK had a hand in making us. I never set off the alarms at the abbey that were designed to keep Fae out.
Or had I? Each time Id gone there, Id been found remarkably quickly. Then there was the blond woman whod barred the corridor with her implacable You are not permitted here. You are not one of us. What wasnt I? A sidhe-seer? A Haven member? A human?
I want to see my parents, I said coolly.
Barrons and Ryodan exchanged a look again, then Ryodan shrugged. Let her. Set them up in the room next door.
Mac! Jack exclaimed, rushing me the moment I stepped in the door. Oh, God, weve missed you, baby!
I disappeared into a bear hug that smelled of peppermint and aftershave. They say scent is the strongest memory association we possess. The smell of my daddys hug peeled away the months like calendar pages tossed into a trash can.
I wasnt Fae, I wasnt possibly the Unseelie King, I wasnt going to doom the world. I was safe, protected, right, loved. I was his little girl. Always would be.
Daddy! I pressed my nose to his shirt. And, Mom, I choked out, burying my face in her shoulder. The three of us clung to one another, hugging like there was no tomorrow.
I pulled back and looked at them. Jack Lane was tall, handsome, and composed as ever. Rainey was smiling radiantly.
You guys look fantastic. And, Mom, look at you! There was no trace of grief or fear in her gently lined face. Her eyes were clear, her fine features glowing.
Doesnt she look great? Jack said, giving her hand a squeeze. Your moms a changed woman.
What happened?
Rainey laughed. Living in a glass room with the queen of fairies might have something to do with it. Then theres the music coming up through the floors at all hours. And lets not forget all the naked people dropping by.
Dad growled.
I smiled. Id wondered how my parents were handling that. Mom was getting a crash course in bizarreness. Welcome to Dublin, I told her.
Not that weve gotten to see much of it. She shot a pointed look at the glass, as if she knew exactly where Ryodan was standing. Anytime now would be nice. She glanced back at me. Dont get me wrong. I had a difficult time when we first got here. Your father had his hands full. But one morning I woke up and it was as if all my fears had melted away while I slept. They never came back.
Because so much was weird that fear didnt have any place anymore? I asked.
Exactly! None of the rules that Id lived by for so long applied. Things were so far outside my box, I had to either go crazy or throw the box away. Im excited to be alive in a way I havent felt since you girls were little, since before I began to worry about you and your sister all the time. Now the only thing Ive been worried about was when I might get to see you again, and here you are and you look amazing, and, Mac, I love your hair! The shorter look is perfect on you. But youve lost weight, honey. Too much. Are you eating? I dont think youre eating. You cant be eating enough and be so thin. What did you have for breakfast? she demanded.
I looked at Daddy and shook my head. Is she still making cheese grits and pork chops for breakfast? Are they letting her in the kitchen here?
Lor sneaks her in every now and then.
Lor?
He likes her hoecakes.
I blinked. Lor snuck my mother into the kitchen to make hoecakes?
Your Barrons prefers my apple pie, Rainey said, beaming.
Hes not my Barrons, and theres no way that man eats apple pie. Barrons and apple pie were as wrong together as well, vampires and puppies. It was hard to even hold them in the same thought.
