Shadowfever
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I was thrilled my parents had decided to stay in Dublin. Theyd taken a house in the city, so we could visit. One of these days, I would give Mom most of Alinas stuff back. We would sit and talk, go visit her apartment. Id take Mom to the college where Alina had been happy for a time. Wed remember her and celebrate what wed had with her while we had it. Mom was a different woman now, stronger, more alive than ever before.
Dad was going to be some kind of brehon, or lawmaker, and work with Jayne and his crew to maintain order in New Dublin. He wanted to fight, but Mom wasnt real keen on that idea.
She was spearheading a group called NDGU. New Dublin Green-Up was devoted to making the city green againfertilizing the soil, filling the planters, putting down sod, and eventually bringing the parks and commons back to life. It was the perfect job for her. She was the ultimate nester, and Dublins nest was sorely in need of some feathering.
Its open, come on up, I called. Mom was carrying two pretty ceramic pots, and I could see the green tips of bulbs sprouting. All my window boxes and planters were still empty. I hadnt had time to get out to the abbey yet and dig a few things up. I hoped they were a housewarming gift.
I turned and checked the table. The drinks were chilled, the plates out, the napkins folded. It was my first garden party.
Barrons was looming over a gas grill, searing thick steaks and trying,unsuccessfully, to hide his disgust. I wasnt sure if he found the act of cooking meat revoltingas opposed to eating it rawor if he just wasnt much for dead cow because he preferred live cow. Or live something.
I didnt ask. Some things are better left unsaid.
He looked at me and I shivered. I never get enough of him. Never will.
He lives.
I breathe.
I want. Him. Always.
Fire to my ice. Ice to my fever.
Later we would go to bed, and when he rose over me, dark and vast and eternal, Id know joy. Who knew? Much later we might fly a couple of Hunters to the moon.
While I waited for our dinner company to come up the stairs, I stared at the city. It was mostly dark, with only a few lights flickering. It wasnt remotely the same city Id met last August; still, I loved her. One day she would be filled with life, teeming with craic again.
Dani was out there in the streets somewhere. Soon I would go looking for her.
But not to kill her.
Wed fight back to back.
Sisters and all.
I think Alina would understand.
The good guys and bad guys arent as easy to tell apart as I used to think they were. You cant look at someone with your eyes and take their measure.
You have to look with the heart.
The end
Dad was going to be some kind of brehon, or lawmaker, and work with Jayne and his crew to maintain order in New Dublin. He wanted to fight, but Mom wasnt real keen on that idea.
She was spearheading a group called NDGU. New Dublin Green-Up was devoted to making the city green againfertilizing the soil, filling the planters, putting down sod, and eventually bringing the parks and commons back to life. It was the perfect job for her. She was the ultimate nester, and Dublins nest was sorely in need of some feathering.
Its open, come on up, I called. Mom was carrying two pretty ceramic pots, and I could see the green tips of bulbs sprouting. All my window boxes and planters were still empty. I hadnt had time to get out to the abbey yet and dig a few things up. I hoped they were a housewarming gift.
I turned and checked the table. The drinks were chilled, the plates out, the napkins folded. It was my first garden party.
Barrons was looming over a gas grill, searing thick steaks and trying,unsuccessfully, to hide his disgust. I wasnt sure if he found the act of cooking meat revoltingas opposed to eating it rawor if he just wasnt much for dead cow because he preferred live cow. Or live something.
I didnt ask. Some things are better left unsaid.
He looked at me and I shivered. I never get enough of him. Never will.
He lives.
I breathe.
I want. Him. Always.
Fire to my ice. Ice to my fever.
Later we would go to bed, and when he rose over me, dark and vast and eternal, Id know joy. Who knew? Much later we might fly a couple of Hunters to the moon.
While I waited for our dinner company to come up the stairs, I stared at the city. It was mostly dark, with only a few lights flickering. It wasnt remotely the same city Id met last August; still, I loved her. One day she would be filled with life, teeming with craic again.
Dani was out there in the streets somewhere. Soon I would go looking for her.
But not to kill her.
Wed fight back to back.
Sisters and all.
I think Alina would understand.
The good guys and bad guys arent as easy to tell apart as I used to think they were. You cant look at someone with your eyes and take their measure.
You have to look with the heart.
The end
