Shadowfever
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A chilling, bitter wind would gust down and tangle my hair. I would stand, debating, before moving to the sepulchre.
The lid would be elaborately carved with ancient symbols. I would press my hands to the runes at ten and two, slide the lid away, and look inside.
And I would scream.
My steps faltered.
I closed my eyes, but, try as I might, I couldnt see what was inside the coffin that made me scream. Apparently I was going to have to actually perform the deed to know how my recurring nightmare ended.
I squared my shoulders, marched to the top, and stopped, startled.
There was the icy tomb, elaborately carved and embellished, precisely as Id just pictured it. It certainly didnt look big enough to hold the king.
But who was he?
This was a new twist. In all my nightmares, thered never been anyone else here but me and whoever was inside that tomb.
Tall, beautifully formed, ice-white, and smooth as marble, with long jet hair, he sat on a bank of crusted snow beside the coffin, face buried in his hands.
I stood at the top of the ridge, staring. Wind gusted down from high cliffs and tangled my hair. Was he a residue? A memory? There was none of that fading at the edges, no transparency.
Was he my king?
As soon as I thought the question, I knew he wasnt.
Then who was he?
What I could see of his ivory skina hand on his cheek, one sleek, strong white armraced with dark shapes and symbols.
Was it possible there were five Unseelie Princes? This wasnt one of the three whod raped me, and he had no wings, which meant he wasnt War/Cruce, either.
So who was he?
Its about bloody damned time, he tossed over his shoulder, without turning. Been waiting weeks.
I jerked. Hed spoken in that awful chiming and, while my mind understood it, my ears would never get used to it. That was only part of what made me jerk, though. Needing to crack my ice was another part of it. But the majority was horror at the realization of who I was looking at.
Christian MacKeltar, I said, and grimaced. I was speaking the language of my enemies, a language Id never learned, with a mouth incapable of shaping it. I couldnt get back to my side of the mirror soon enough. Is that you?
In the flesh, lass. Well mostly.
I wasnt sure if he meant it was mostly him or mostly flesh. I didnt ask.
He raised his head and shot me a savage look over his shoulder. He was beautiful. He was wrong. His eyes were full black. He blinked and had whites again.
In another life, I would have gone crazy over Christian MacKeltar. Or at least I would have gone nuts for the Christian I met back in Dublin. He was so different now that, if he hadnt spoken to me, Im not sure how long it might have taken me to figure outwho he was. The good-looking college student with the great body, Druid heart, and killer smile was gone. As I watched shapes and symbols move under his skin, I wondered: If we werent inside the prison that leached color from everything, would his tattoos still be black or kaleidoscopic?
I stood still too long and was suddenly staring at him through a thin sheeting of ice. Hed been sitting still and was ice-free. Why? Then there was that short-sleeved shirt he was wearing. Wasnt he cold? When I cracked it, he spoke.
The majority of what happens here is in your mind. Whatever you permit yourself to feel intensifies. The words were dark bells hammered on a bent xylophone. I shuddered. I could hear the hint of Scots brogue in the chiming, and the element of humanity in the inhuman tongue made it all the more disturbing.
You mean if I dont think about icing, I wont? I said. My stomach growled and I was suddenly frosted with thick, creamy blue icing.
Thought about food, did you now, lass? Amusement leavened the tubular tones, made it slightly more bearable. He stood up but made no move toward me. Youll find you do that a lot here.
I thought about turning the icing to ice. It was that simple. When I stepped forward, it shattered from my skin. Does this mean if I think of a warm, tropical beach
No. The fabric of this place is what it is. You can make it worse, but you can never make it better. You can only destroy, not create. That was a bit of added nastiness on the queens part. I suspect its not icing on you but flakes of frost creamed with the innards of a thing youd rather not look at too closely.
I glanced at the sepulchre. I couldnt help it. It hulked, dark and silent, the boogeyman of twenty years of bad dreams. Id been trying to ignore it but couldnt. It gnawed at my awareness.
I would stand beside it.
I would open it, look inside, and scream.
Right. Not in a hurry to do that.
I looked back at Christian. What was he doing here? Whatever had brought me to this place had consumed all my nightly hours for most of my life. I was entitled to a few minutes of my own before whatever was fated happened.
If they were indeed my own.
It didnt escape me that Id just found exactly what I needed. How lucky to find the fifth of the five Druids necessary to perform the ritual right here, next to whatever it was Id been led to!
Too bad I didnt believe in luck anymore.
I felt bitterly manipulated. But by whom and why?
What happened to you? I asked.
Och, what happened to me? Laughter screeched like metal spikes across chalkboard bells. That would be you, lass. You happened to me. You fed me Unseelie.
The lid would be elaborately carved with ancient symbols. I would press my hands to the runes at ten and two, slide the lid away, and look inside.
And I would scream.
My steps faltered.
I closed my eyes, but, try as I might, I couldnt see what was inside the coffin that made me scream. Apparently I was going to have to actually perform the deed to know how my recurring nightmare ended.
I squared my shoulders, marched to the top, and stopped, startled.
There was the icy tomb, elaborately carved and embellished, precisely as Id just pictured it. It certainly didnt look big enough to hold the king.
But who was he?
This was a new twist. In all my nightmares, thered never been anyone else here but me and whoever was inside that tomb.
Tall, beautifully formed, ice-white, and smooth as marble, with long jet hair, he sat on a bank of crusted snow beside the coffin, face buried in his hands.
I stood at the top of the ridge, staring. Wind gusted down from high cliffs and tangled my hair. Was he a residue? A memory? There was none of that fading at the edges, no transparency.
Was he my king?
As soon as I thought the question, I knew he wasnt.
Then who was he?
What I could see of his ivory skina hand on his cheek, one sleek, strong white armraced with dark shapes and symbols.
Was it possible there were five Unseelie Princes? This wasnt one of the three whod raped me, and he had no wings, which meant he wasnt War/Cruce, either.
So who was he?
Its about bloody damned time, he tossed over his shoulder, without turning. Been waiting weeks.
I jerked. Hed spoken in that awful chiming and, while my mind understood it, my ears would never get used to it. That was only part of what made me jerk, though. Needing to crack my ice was another part of it. But the majority was horror at the realization of who I was looking at.
Christian MacKeltar, I said, and grimaced. I was speaking the language of my enemies, a language Id never learned, with a mouth incapable of shaping it. I couldnt get back to my side of the mirror soon enough. Is that you?
In the flesh, lass. Well mostly.
I wasnt sure if he meant it was mostly him or mostly flesh. I didnt ask.
He raised his head and shot me a savage look over his shoulder. He was beautiful. He was wrong. His eyes were full black. He blinked and had whites again.
In another life, I would have gone crazy over Christian MacKeltar. Or at least I would have gone nuts for the Christian I met back in Dublin. He was so different now that, if he hadnt spoken to me, Im not sure how long it might have taken me to figure outwho he was. The good-looking college student with the great body, Druid heart, and killer smile was gone. As I watched shapes and symbols move under his skin, I wondered: If we werent inside the prison that leached color from everything, would his tattoos still be black or kaleidoscopic?
I stood still too long and was suddenly staring at him through a thin sheeting of ice. Hed been sitting still and was ice-free. Why? Then there was that short-sleeved shirt he was wearing. Wasnt he cold? When I cracked it, he spoke.
The majority of what happens here is in your mind. Whatever you permit yourself to feel intensifies. The words were dark bells hammered on a bent xylophone. I shuddered. I could hear the hint of Scots brogue in the chiming, and the element of humanity in the inhuman tongue made it all the more disturbing.
You mean if I dont think about icing, I wont? I said. My stomach growled and I was suddenly frosted with thick, creamy blue icing.
Thought about food, did you now, lass? Amusement leavened the tubular tones, made it slightly more bearable. He stood up but made no move toward me. Youll find you do that a lot here.
I thought about turning the icing to ice. It was that simple. When I stepped forward, it shattered from my skin. Does this mean if I think of a warm, tropical beach
No. The fabric of this place is what it is. You can make it worse, but you can never make it better. You can only destroy, not create. That was a bit of added nastiness on the queens part. I suspect its not icing on you but flakes of frost creamed with the innards of a thing youd rather not look at too closely.
I glanced at the sepulchre. I couldnt help it. It hulked, dark and silent, the boogeyman of twenty years of bad dreams. Id been trying to ignore it but couldnt. It gnawed at my awareness.
I would stand beside it.
I would open it, look inside, and scream.
Right. Not in a hurry to do that.
I looked back at Christian. What was he doing here? Whatever had brought me to this place had consumed all my nightly hours for most of my life. I was entitled to a few minutes of my own before whatever was fated happened.
If they were indeed my own.
It didnt escape me that Id just found exactly what I needed. How lucky to find the fifth of the five Druids necessary to perform the ritual right here, next to whatever it was Id been led to!
Too bad I didnt believe in luck anymore.
I felt bitterly manipulated. But by whom and why?
What happened to you? I asked.
Och, what happened to me? Laughter screeched like metal spikes across chalkboard bells. That would be you, lass. You happened to me. You fed me Unseelie.
