Skin Game
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I checked to be sure that my arm wasnt bleeding. It wasnt, but I nearly crashed into a car that had come to a stop in front of me while I was looking. Whatever the mantle of the Winter Knight did for me, the damage was catching up to me now. Maybe I couldnt feel the pain, but the mantle had to draw its energy from something, and the most logical source was me. The pain didnt hurt, but it was still being caused by a very real injury, and covering that pain was costing me in exhaustion and focus.
I needed help.
Right. Help. I should drive to Butters, get him to set the arm and splint it.
But instead I found myself parking the car in front of a pretty, simple, Colonial home in Bucktown. It was a lovely house, unpretentious and carefully maintained. There was a large oak tree out front, a couple more in the back, and a freshly painted white picket fence surrounded the front yard. A new mailbox, handmade and hand-carved, rested on a post beside the fences gate. Metallic gold lettering on the mailboxs side read: THE CARPENTERS.
I put the car in park and eyed the house nervously.
I hadnt been there since my last trip to Chicago, the year before. Id stopped by when Id been pretty sure no one was home, like a big old coward, to collect my dog, Mouse, for a secret mission.
Doing so had permitted me to craftily dodge my first meeting with my daughter since Id carried her from the blood-soaked temple in Chichn Itz, from the deaths of thousands of vampires of the Red Courtand from her mothers body, dead by my hand.
Her name was Maggie. She had dark hair and eyes, just like Susan, her mother.
Beautiful Susan, who Id failed, just like Id failed Harvey.
And after that, Id taken Molly Carpenter out and gotten her involved with some of the most dangerous beings I knew. Because shed been helping me, Molly had fallen prey to the power games of the Sidheand now, for all I knew, she wasnt even truly human anymore.
Molly, who Id failed, just like Id failed Harvey.
What the hell was I doing here?
I left the car and shambled up to the gate. After a brief pause, I opened it, and continued to the front door.
I knocked, wondering who might be home. It was the middle of the day. The kids would all be in school. For a second, I debated fleeing, driving away. What was I hoping to accomplish here? What could I possibly do here that would make victory in my treach-off with Nicodemus any more likely?
It was wholly against reason.
I stood on the front porch of Michael Carpenters house, and only then did I realize that I was crying, and had been for a while. Again, I considered simple, childish flight. But my feet didnt move.
A moment later, a good man opened the door.
Michael Carpenter was well over six feet tall, and if he didnthave quite the same musculature hed carried when hed been an active Knight of the Cross, he still looked like he could take most men apart without breaking a sweat. His brown hair was more deeply threaded with silver than it had been before, and his beard was even more markedly grizzled. There were a few more lines on his face, especially around the eyes and mouthsmile lines, I thought. He wore jeans and a blue flannel work shirt, and he walked with the aid of a cane.
Hed gotten the injury fighting beside me because I hadnt acted fast enough to prevent it. Id failed Michael, too.
My view of him went watery and vague and fuzzed out completely.
I think I need help, I heard myself whisper, voice little more than a rasp. I think Im lost.
There was not an instants hesitation in his answer or in his deep, gentle voice.
Come in, my friend said.
I felt something break in my chest, and let out a single sob that came out sounding like a harsh, strangled groan.
* * *
I sat down at Michaels kitchen table.
Michaels house had a big kitchen that looked neater and a lot less cluttered than the last time Id seen it. There were two big pantries, necessary for the provisioning of his platoon-sized family. The table could seat a dozen without putting the leaves in.
I squinted around. The whole place looked neater and better organized, though it had always been kept scrupulously clean.
Michael took note of my gaze and smiled quietly. Fewer people occupying the same space, he said. There was both pride and regret in his voice. Its true, you know. They grow up fast.
He went to the fridge, pulled out a couple of beers in plain brown bottles, and brought them back to the table. He used a bottle opener shaped like Thors war hammer, Mjolnir, to open them.
I picked up the bottle opener and read the inscription on it. Whosoever holds this hammer, if he be worthy, shall wield the power of Thor. Or at least to crack open a beer.
Michael grinned. We clinked bottles and drank a pull, and I put my arm up on the table.
He took one look at my sleeve and exhaled slowly. Then he said, Let me help.
I eased out of my duster, with his aid, my arm and wrist flickering with silvery twinges of sensation as the sleeve came off. Then I eyed my arm.
The bone hadnt actually come out of the skin, but it looked like it would only take a little push to make it happen. My forearm was swollen up like a sausage. The area around the upraised bone was purple and blotchy, and something that looked like blisters had come up on my skin. Michael took my arm and laid it out straight on the table. He began to prod it gently with his fingertips.
I needed help.
Right. Help. I should drive to Butters, get him to set the arm and splint it.
But instead I found myself parking the car in front of a pretty, simple, Colonial home in Bucktown. It was a lovely house, unpretentious and carefully maintained. There was a large oak tree out front, a couple more in the back, and a freshly painted white picket fence surrounded the front yard. A new mailbox, handmade and hand-carved, rested on a post beside the fences gate. Metallic gold lettering on the mailboxs side read: THE CARPENTERS.
I put the car in park and eyed the house nervously.
I hadnt been there since my last trip to Chicago, the year before. Id stopped by when Id been pretty sure no one was home, like a big old coward, to collect my dog, Mouse, for a secret mission.
Doing so had permitted me to craftily dodge my first meeting with my daughter since Id carried her from the blood-soaked temple in Chichn Itz, from the deaths of thousands of vampires of the Red Courtand from her mothers body, dead by my hand.
Her name was Maggie. She had dark hair and eyes, just like Susan, her mother.
Beautiful Susan, who Id failed, just like Id failed Harvey.
And after that, Id taken Molly Carpenter out and gotten her involved with some of the most dangerous beings I knew. Because shed been helping me, Molly had fallen prey to the power games of the Sidheand now, for all I knew, she wasnt even truly human anymore.
Molly, who Id failed, just like Id failed Harvey.
What the hell was I doing here?
I left the car and shambled up to the gate. After a brief pause, I opened it, and continued to the front door.
I knocked, wondering who might be home. It was the middle of the day. The kids would all be in school. For a second, I debated fleeing, driving away. What was I hoping to accomplish here? What could I possibly do here that would make victory in my treach-off with Nicodemus any more likely?
It was wholly against reason.
I stood on the front porch of Michael Carpenters house, and only then did I realize that I was crying, and had been for a while. Again, I considered simple, childish flight. But my feet didnt move.
A moment later, a good man opened the door.
Michael Carpenter was well over six feet tall, and if he didnthave quite the same musculature hed carried when hed been an active Knight of the Cross, he still looked like he could take most men apart without breaking a sweat. His brown hair was more deeply threaded with silver than it had been before, and his beard was even more markedly grizzled. There were a few more lines on his face, especially around the eyes and mouthsmile lines, I thought. He wore jeans and a blue flannel work shirt, and he walked with the aid of a cane.
Hed gotten the injury fighting beside me because I hadnt acted fast enough to prevent it. Id failed Michael, too.
My view of him went watery and vague and fuzzed out completely.
I think I need help, I heard myself whisper, voice little more than a rasp. I think Im lost.
There was not an instants hesitation in his answer or in his deep, gentle voice.
Come in, my friend said.
I felt something break in my chest, and let out a single sob that came out sounding like a harsh, strangled groan.
* * *
I sat down at Michaels kitchen table.
Michaels house had a big kitchen that looked neater and a lot less cluttered than the last time Id seen it. There were two big pantries, necessary for the provisioning of his platoon-sized family. The table could seat a dozen without putting the leaves in.
I squinted around. The whole place looked neater and better organized, though it had always been kept scrupulously clean.
Michael took note of my gaze and smiled quietly. Fewer people occupying the same space, he said. There was both pride and regret in his voice. Its true, you know. They grow up fast.
He went to the fridge, pulled out a couple of beers in plain brown bottles, and brought them back to the table. He used a bottle opener shaped like Thors war hammer, Mjolnir, to open them.
I picked up the bottle opener and read the inscription on it. Whosoever holds this hammer, if he be worthy, shall wield the power of Thor. Or at least to crack open a beer.
Michael grinned. We clinked bottles and drank a pull, and I put my arm up on the table.
He took one look at my sleeve and exhaled slowly. Then he said, Let me help.
I eased out of my duster, with his aid, my arm and wrist flickering with silvery twinges of sensation as the sleeve came off. Then I eyed my arm.
The bone hadnt actually come out of the skin, but it looked like it would only take a little push to make it happen. My forearm was swollen up like a sausage. The area around the upraised bone was purple and blotchy, and something that looked like blisters had come up on my skin. Michael took my arm and laid it out straight on the table. He began to prod it gently with his fingertips.
