The Broken Eye
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The masks slammed back in place, and the immortal said, “I am Abaddon, the King, one of the Two Hundred who marched out of the Tyrant’s palaces and went to make our own way in this wilderness, and a thousand worlds like it. I am a lover of queens and a father of gods. I am the Day Star, ushered from the heavens in glory.”
Stand.
Kip couldn’t tell if the voice came from within his head or outside of it, but his stubbornness agreed it was a good idea. He found strength, a little anyway, and stood slowly. “Marched out? Or were thrown out? So out of two hundred failures, I only rate you? What’s the fat son of a whore got to do to get some respect?”
The immortal laughed. “Save yourself, Kip. He won’t. Though if you do, He’ll take credit. Like always, sapping the achievements of the good and the great, making you doubt your own worth. If you’re strong enough to save yourself today, I’ll be back. When you’re ready. I have eternity. You have … minutes, or fifteen years, or seventy years at the most. It’s all the same to me. I will come again, in your hour of need, when your own strength fails. If you live so long.”
For some reason, that seemed a little more menacing than, ‘Fare thee well, see thee anon!’ Kip cleared his throat. “Not sure I’m understanding. If I live so long?”
“You man. Why do you think you’re here, in the Great Library where all the knowledge of your race’s five ages is stored?”
I’ve kind of been wondering that.
Abaddon seemed incredulous that Kip still didn’t get it, even with what he seemed to think was a generous hint. He shook his head. “Know this, O Kip. Your being here involves a compromise. Your mind is not structured to understand timelessness. So instead of being outside of time, you are instead carrying around with you a bubble of causality.”
“Hammerfist centaur granite,” Kip said gravely.
Ancient eyes wrinkled, irritated. “What?”
“I was, uh, trying to demonstrate how I could understand each of the three words in a three-word phrase and still have no clue what they mean together.” Kip grinned weakly.
Monster eyes flashed, and something seemed terribly wrong with that mouth as it spoke: “This library is outside of time, but your mind isn’t made to understand timelessness. So while you’re here, cause precedes effect. Which means you’re not fully removed from time. Your body is dying right now. You’re not breathing. Your heart has stopped. If you could go back now, you’d be yourself when you arrived. If you don’t get back soon, you’ll be alive, but a simpleton, perhaps with no control of your limbs, or your bowels, perhaps too gone to even care. You wait a few seconds more back in time, and you’ll simply be dead.”
Oh.
Oh, shit!
“You think I’m being awfully helpful for a villain, don’t you?”
Actually, Kip hadn’t gotten that far yet. He was still a little hung up on the bubble of causality part. But now that he mentioned it …
Abaddon folded his wings. They slipped easily back into slits in the sides of his human-leather coat. There was something about the greatcoat that drew the eye, more than simply its repulsive materials. It shimmered. Everything about this godling breathed extravagance, from the delicate ivory lace at his cuffs to the subtle blue silk pinstriping in his straight-legged trousers. He assumed his posture again, left hand on cane, right hand on hip. He noticed Kip’s glance fall to his pistol.
“There are rules here,” Abaddon said. “These very clothes come from hundreds of years in your future. It’s forbidden that I show a mortal things from after his time. Never was much for rules.”
“What are you?” Kip asked instead.
“In this form? A lone wanderer, an icon, a card from a deck not yet painted. Your descendants, like you, will believe that every excellence is praiseworthy. This figure is good at killing. Nothing more. Killing and moving on, with impunity, as if above their petty laws, as if a god. And how they will worship it. Indeed, they would worship you, O … Kip,” he said, the word like a popping bubble, as if he were delighted by insubstantiality of it. “By this time you’ve already killed a god and a king and fought a sea demon at the very walls of—oh, my, no, not that, not yet.”
He smiled, and Kip thought that was a trap, a little false prophecy that would probably get him killed. If he made it that far.
“You want to see it?” In a move faster than human thought, the pistol was in Abaddon’s hand. “I made it with my own hands, sacrificing precious days out of eternity to Make. It has been long and long since I have done such, and it will be millennia, I think, before I do so again. I named her Comfort. Do you think that your chromaturgy is magic? What is the most irritating thing about a pistol?”
This wasn’t right. There was more going on here than Kip could grasp. “I don’t know. The inaccuracy. The black powder blinding and burning you after you fire.”
“I fixed those, too, but think bigger.”
Kip was fascinated, but this … this was a smokescreen, just like the black powder. “I don’t care,” he lied. “Why are you doing this?”
“Reloading. Reloading is the most irritating part of a pistol. Some two hundred years hence, they discover a reliable rotating cylinder to give multiple shots before reloading is necessary. I copied the form so as to not stand out, but this pistol … no reloading. Ever. Reloads itself. That, that is magic. Do you want to know how I did it? I came perilously close to violating the basic laws of the universe to do so. A magic engine, within an inanimate object?”
“So you infused an object with Will, so what?” This was all a trap, but Kip couldn’t see what the trap was. And what the hell was an engine? He’d heard of siege engines, of course, but Abaddon was using the word as if it meant something else.
“It’s one thing to infuse an arrow’s feathers to seek a target that you lock in your mind. It’s something altogether different to make an item that uses magic itself. It is an act of creation, one might say.”
Kip ignored the answer, searching, searching. If he made it out of this, he could remember this conversation and comb through it to find out what mattered. But right now, he had to cast about, find the teeth of the trap. “What did you mean, precious days of your eternity? If you’re outside of time, what does it matter how long you spend?”
“Even as there are compromises when your kind comes here, carrying with you cause and effect in rigid order, so too are there compromises when my kind goes to your lands. Even I. We’re immortal, not omnipresent.”
Suddenly Kip wished he hadn’t skipped his theology lectures so often. ‘Attributes of Orholam’ had seemed a little outside of what would be useful in his life. If only he’d known. “I don’t follow,” he said.
“We can enter your time at any point and place we wish.”
“But you can’t be two places or more at the same time.”
“So your mortal mind can slowly churn out the obvious.”
Kip suddenly got it. “So if you spent two weeks in the Angari archipelago this year, crafting your pistol, you couldn’t leave and come back to that same two weeks ever again. You could leave and come back to some other place, either before or after, but you couldn’t inhabit the same time. You have all eternity to visit as you please, but you can only visit it once. That’s why you call them your ‘precious days of eternity.’ Eternity is limitless, but our time is finite, and so, when you visit here, your time is finite, too. Which means if you go to the wrong place at a certain time, you can never fix what you did there. It means you can be fooled!” Kip laughed, delighted. “That has to be a burr under the blanket, huh? All eternity to visit except for the bits where you need to go. You made a pistol, but you have to fear forever that those very two weeks you spent in our time were the two weeks you needed to be somewhere else. Ha ha ha!”
Stand.
Kip couldn’t tell if the voice came from within his head or outside of it, but his stubbornness agreed it was a good idea. He found strength, a little anyway, and stood slowly. “Marched out? Or were thrown out? So out of two hundred failures, I only rate you? What’s the fat son of a whore got to do to get some respect?”
The immortal laughed. “Save yourself, Kip. He won’t. Though if you do, He’ll take credit. Like always, sapping the achievements of the good and the great, making you doubt your own worth. If you’re strong enough to save yourself today, I’ll be back. When you’re ready. I have eternity. You have … minutes, or fifteen years, or seventy years at the most. It’s all the same to me. I will come again, in your hour of need, when your own strength fails. If you live so long.”
For some reason, that seemed a little more menacing than, ‘Fare thee well, see thee anon!’ Kip cleared his throat. “Not sure I’m understanding. If I live so long?”
“You man. Why do you think you’re here, in the Great Library where all the knowledge of your race’s five ages is stored?”
I’ve kind of been wondering that.
Abaddon seemed incredulous that Kip still didn’t get it, even with what he seemed to think was a generous hint. He shook his head. “Know this, O Kip. Your being here involves a compromise. Your mind is not structured to understand timelessness. So instead of being outside of time, you are instead carrying around with you a bubble of causality.”
“Hammerfist centaur granite,” Kip said gravely.
Ancient eyes wrinkled, irritated. “What?”
“I was, uh, trying to demonstrate how I could understand each of the three words in a three-word phrase and still have no clue what they mean together.” Kip grinned weakly.
Monster eyes flashed, and something seemed terribly wrong with that mouth as it spoke: “This library is outside of time, but your mind isn’t made to understand timelessness. So while you’re here, cause precedes effect. Which means you’re not fully removed from time. Your body is dying right now. You’re not breathing. Your heart has stopped. If you could go back now, you’d be yourself when you arrived. If you don’t get back soon, you’ll be alive, but a simpleton, perhaps with no control of your limbs, or your bowels, perhaps too gone to even care. You wait a few seconds more back in time, and you’ll simply be dead.”
Oh.
Oh, shit!
“You think I’m being awfully helpful for a villain, don’t you?”
Actually, Kip hadn’t gotten that far yet. He was still a little hung up on the bubble of causality part. But now that he mentioned it …
Abaddon folded his wings. They slipped easily back into slits in the sides of his human-leather coat. There was something about the greatcoat that drew the eye, more than simply its repulsive materials. It shimmered. Everything about this godling breathed extravagance, from the delicate ivory lace at his cuffs to the subtle blue silk pinstriping in his straight-legged trousers. He assumed his posture again, left hand on cane, right hand on hip. He noticed Kip’s glance fall to his pistol.
“There are rules here,” Abaddon said. “These very clothes come from hundreds of years in your future. It’s forbidden that I show a mortal things from after his time. Never was much for rules.”
“What are you?” Kip asked instead.
“In this form? A lone wanderer, an icon, a card from a deck not yet painted. Your descendants, like you, will believe that every excellence is praiseworthy. This figure is good at killing. Nothing more. Killing and moving on, with impunity, as if above their petty laws, as if a god. And how they will worship it. Indeed, they would worship you, O … Kip,” he said, the word like a popping bubble, as if he were delighted by insubstantiality of it. “By this time you’ve already killed a god and a king and fought a sea demon at the very walls of—oh, my, no, not that, not yet.”
He smiled, and Kip thought that was a trap, a little false prophecy that would probably get him killed. If he made it that far.
“You want to see it?” In a move faster than human thought, the pistol was in Abaddon’s hand. “I made it with my own hands, sacrificing precious days out of eternity to Make. It has been long and long since I have done such, and it will be millennia, I think, before I do so again. I named her Comfort. Do you think that your chromaturgy is magic? What is the most irritating thing about a pistol?”
This wasn’t right. There was more going on here than Kip could grasp. “I don’t know. The inaccuracy. The black powder blinding and burning you after you fire.”
“I fixed those, too, but think bigger.”
Kip was fascinated, but this … this was a smokescreen, just like the black powder. “I don’t care,” he lied. “Why are you doing this?”
“Reloading. Reloading is the most irritating part of a pistol. Some two hundred years hence, they discover a reliable rotating cylinder to give multiple shots before reloading is necessary. I copied the form so as to not stand out, but this pistol … no reloading. Ever. Reloads itself. That, that is magic. Do you want to know how I did it? I came perilously close to violating the basic laws of the universe to do so. A magic engine, within an inanimate object?”
“So you infused an object with Will, so what?” This was all a trap, but Kip couldn’t see what the trap was. And what the hell was an engine? He’d heard of siege engines, of course, but Abaddon was using the word as if it meant something else.
“It’s one thing to infuse an arrow’s feathers to seek a target that you lock in your mind. It’s something altogether different to make an item that uses magic itself. It is an act of creation, one might say.”
Kip ignored the answer, searching, searching. If he made it out of this, he could remember this conversation and comb through it to find out what mattered. But right now, he had to cast about, find the teeth of the trap. “What did you mean, precious days of your eternity? If you’re outside of time, what does it matter how long you spend?”
“Even as there are compromises when your kind comes here, carrying with you cause and effect in rigid order, so too are there compromises when my kind goes to your lands. Even I. We’re immortal, not omnipresent.”
Suddenly Kip wished he hadn’t skipped his theology lectures so often. ‘Attributes of Orholam’ had seemed a little outside of what would be useful in his life. If only he’d known. “I don’t follow,” he said.
“We can enter your time at any point and place we wish.”
“But you can’t be two places or more at the same time.”
“So your mortal mind can slowly churn out the obvious.”
Kip suddenly got it. “So if you spent two weeks in the Angari archipelago this year, crafting your pistol, you couldn’t leave and come back to that same two weeks ever again. You could leave and come back to some other place, either before or after, but you couldn’t inhabit the same time. You have all eternity to visit as you please, but you can only visit it once. That’s why you call them your ‘precious days of eternity.’ Eternity is limitless, but our time is finite, and so, when you visit here, your time is finite, too. Which means if you go to the wrong place at a certain time, you can never fix what you did there. It means you can be fooled!” Kip laughed, delighted. “That has to be a burr under the blanket, huh? All eternity to visit except for the bits where you need to go. You made a pistol, but you have to fear forever that those very two weeks you spent in our time were the two weeks you needed to be somewhere else. Ha ha ha!”
