The Calling
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So when did you make it?
I came close to a conclusion when I sent that helicopter pilot flying, but I wasnt really ready to commit until Sams story sank in. With you? I wasnt sure until that Moreno guy mentioned Annie. Rafes sister. I remembered the signs of a cougar around their cabin. I was worried. You brushed it off. Then Rafe freaked out about her going missing, and you two were whispering. When Moreno mentioned her, I flashed back to the cougar who appeared at your party. The young female with a mark on her flank. Annies a skin-walker, isnt she? She changes into a cougar.
Yes.
Thats what the mark means. Her mark and yours.
Yes.
I told him the story. About Annie. About Rafe. About why Rafe came to Salmon Creek. About what he found there: me. What he told me about us, about my mother, about the experiment.
Then, slowly, I crawled out of the dead brush until I could see him sitting there, arms wrapped around his knees, listening. Just listening.
So thats why Rafe came to Salmon Creek, I said. He was looking for the skin-walker. Thats why he was going through the girls. Thats why he focused on me. He figured it out.
Daniel shifted over until he was kneeling, his face a foot from mine.
He did like you, he said softly. That wasnt an act. Im sure of it.
And Id liked him. Really liked him. I realized that now. Too late, I realized that.
When Id first felt an attraction to Rafe, I told myself it was just that. Attraction. Then I discovered we were both skin-walkers and that seemed to explain it. Id probably have felt the same for any skin-walker guy who showed up, and hed have felt the same for any skin-walker girl.
That made it easier. Easier than admitting Id fallen for a guy whod conned me. For a guy who might not really like me back. But now I realized how wrong Id been.
When I thought of Rafe, I did remember his touch, his kiss. But what I thought about most of all was him. Just him. His laugh. His eyes. His serious side. His fears for his sister. His worries for her, for himself, for me. His honesty that night on the roof, when hed opened up. Wanting me to get to know him better.
Now I never would get to know him better, and thats what really hurt. Too much pride. Too few opportunities.
I rubbed my face.
Its back to normal, Daniel said.
What? I peered at him through my fingers.
Your face. It looks normal, so you can stop rubbing. It wasnt bad before anyway. Just a little different.
He reached to pull one hand from my face. I know youre worried about what happened to Annie and whether it will happen toyou. Youre probably worried about the whole changing into a cat part, too. But its going to be okay. Well figure this out and well find help and itll be okay. I promise.
I nodded.
Im sorry, he said.
About what?
Yesterday. I made that bone-headed comment about werewolves, and you decided not to tell me yet.
No, thats not
Liar. It was a dumb thing to say.
Um, no, Im pretty sure that changing into an animal does qualify as a crazy idea.
Sure, but in a crazy cool way. Im jealous. What do I get? Some kind of sonic boom shout? As superpowers go, very lame. He settled in beside me. So tell me everything else. Have you ever started changing like that before?
I smiled. Later. Lets start with you. You mentioned dreams and other things. Tell me whats been happening.
He leaned back. I looked over at him, his face turned up to catch a few rays of sun streaming through the treetops.
The dreams started a few months ago, he said. Dreams of fields. Fields of grapes and olives, which is weird enough. Im not even sure if I knew how olives grow, but in the dream, I knew thats what they were. I
Daniel? Sams voice.
We could hear all three of them tramping through the bushes. Kenjii got up, growling.
You tell them, girl, Daniel muttered. No rest for the weary.
No, I said. No rest for the endangered. We have to I stopped. Nicole. Oh my God, I forgot about Nicole.
What about Nicole? Sam asked as they came into view.
They were still eyeing me warily, but I ignored it. Explanations later. Right now, I had to tell them what Moreno had said about Nicole. And, admittedly, I was happy for the diversion.
So Nicoles alive, Sam said after I finished talking.
Somewhere. Daniels look said he knew exactly where this was headed. They wont be holding her around here.
Why not? I said. Shes their best source of information about us. And shed be the perfect lure.
Which is exactly why we cant try to rescue her. Its a setup.
As Daniel and I argued, the others were quiet, still assimilating the news.
Corey spoke first. Okay, its freaking amazing that Nic is alive. I have no idea whether we should look for her or not, but Im pretty sure we need to discuss a few other things. Like what the hell happened to Maya back there.
I came close to a conclusion when I sent that helicopter pilot flying, but I wasnt really ready to commit until Sams story sank in. With you? I wasnt sure until that Moreno guy mentioned Annie. Rafes sister. I remembered the signs of a cougar around their cabin. I was worried. You brushed it off. Then Rafe freaked out about her going missing, and you two were whispering. When Moreno mentioned her, I flashed back to the cougar who appeared at your party. The young female with a mark on her flank. Annies a skin-walker, isnt she? She changes into a cougar.
Yes.
Thats what the mark means. Her mark and yours.
Yes.
I told him the story. About Annie. About Rafe. About why Rafe came to Salmon Creek. About what he found there: me. What he told me about us, about my mother, about the experiment.
Then, slowly, I crawled out of the dead brush until I could see him sitting there, arms wrapped around his knees, listening. Just listening.
So thats why Rafe came to Salmon Creek, I said. He was looking for the skin-walker. Thats why he was going through the girls. Thats why he focused on me. He figured it out.
Daniel shifted over until he was kneeling, his face a foot from mine.
He did like you, he said softly. That wasnt an act. Im sure of it.
And Id liked him. Really liked him. I realized that now. Too late, I realized that.
When Id first felt an attraction to Rafe, I told myself it was just that. Attraction. Then I discovered we were both skin-walkers and that seemed to explain it. Id probably have felt the same for any skin-walker guy who showed up, and hed have felt the same for any skin-walker girl.
That made it easier. Easier than admitting Id fallen for a guy whod conned me. For a guy who might not really like me back. But now I realized how wrong Id been.
When I thought of Rafe, I did remember his touch, his kiss. But what I thought about most of all was him. Just him. His laugh. His eyes. His serious side. His fears for his sister. His worries for her, for himself, for me. His honesty that night on the roof, when hed opened up. Wanting me to get to know him better.
Now I never would get to know him better, and thats what really hurt. Too much pride. Too few opportunities.
I rubbed my face.
Its back to normal, Daniel said.
What? I peered at him through my fingers.
Your face. It looks normal, so you can stop rubbing. It wasnt bad before anyway. Just a little different.
He reached to pull one hand from my face. I know youre worried about what happened to Annie and whether it will happen toyou. Youre probably worried about the whole changing into a cat part, too. But its going to be okay. Well figure this out and well find help and itll be okay. I promise.
I nodded.
Im sorry, he said.
About what?
Yesterday. I made that bone-headed comment about werewolves, and you decided not to tell me yet.
No, thats not
Liar. It was a dumb thing to say.
Um, no, Im pretty sure that changing into an animal does qualify as a crazy idea.
Sure, but in a crazy cool way. Im jealous. What do I get? Some kind of sonic boom shout? As superpowers go, very lame. He settled in beside me. So tell me everything else. Have you ever started changing like that before?
I smiled. Later. Lets start with you. You mentioned dreams and other things. Tell me whats been happening.
He leaned back. I looked over at him, his face turned up to catch a few rays of sun streaming through the treetops.
The dreams started a few months ago, he said. Dreams of fields. Fields of grapes and olives, which is weird enough. Im not even sure if I knew how olives grow, but in the dream, I knew thats what they were. I
Daniel? Sams voice.
We could hear all three of them tramping through the bushes. Kenjii got up, growling.
You tell them, girl, Daniel muttered. No rest for the weary.
No, I said. No rest for the endangered. We have to I stopped. Nicole. Oh my God, I forgot about Nicole.
What about Nicole? Sam asked as they came into view.
They were still eyeing me warily, but I ignored it. Explanations later. Right now, I had to tell them what Moreno had said about Nicole. And, admittedly, I was happy for the diversion.
So Nicoles alive, Sam said after I finished talking.
Somewhere. Daniels look said he knew exactly where this was headed. They wont be holding her around here.
Why not? I said. Shes their best source of information about us. And shed be the perfect lure.
Which is exactly why we cant try to rescue her. Its a setup.
As Daniel and I argued, the others were quiet, still assimilating the news.
Corey spoke first. Okay, its freaking amazing that Nic is alive. I have no idea whether we should look for her or not, but Im pretty sure we need to discuss a few other things. Like what the hell happened to Maya back there.
