The Lonely Hearts Club
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Nate removed my grip from his arm. "Penny, stop it."
"Stop what? You can't possibly be scared of my mother?"
I couldn't believe I was able to say that with a straight face.
"You know what!' I went on. "Something good did come from this summer. I deserve so much better than you. I always have. So I guess I should thank you for being a complete and utter jerk so I would wake up and see what I'm worth. But in the end, the people who matter the most to me are my friends, not someone like you. You mean absolutely nothing to me. Yes, in a way your actions are responsible for the Club, which is the best thing that ever happened to me. But I owe you nothing."
I turned around and started to leave my room, but had a second thought.
"And, Nate? You kiss like a slobbering dog, you have bad breath, and you wouldn't know how to push the right buttons on a girl if we came with manuals. Happy thanksgiving, Jackass."
All right, I am going to be a bigger person starting right now.
Chapter Thirty one
'No YOU DIDN'T!" TRACY WAS screaming on the phone after I gave her the details.
"Can you believe it? I think I may have gone a little overboard in the end, but I just feel this incredible weight lifted off my shoulders." I was lying in bed with my pajamas on, feeling so giddy the Taylor's had left, and Rita had brought me a big piece of pumpkin pie before heading out for the evening. Life was grand,
"Seriously next meeting I want you to do a complete reenactment for the Club. I'll be more than happy to play the part of Nate. I'll just grunt a lot and shove food in my face. Priceless! Who else knows?"
"Just you and Rita. She thinks I'm a goddess!"
"You have got to call the Club. Everybody's dying to know what happened."
"I will -- t just can't believe that seeing him was a good thing; I don't know what I was thinking. He changed so much."
"Penny it wasn't Nate who changed, it was you. You know that I've never liked him. I always told you that you could do better, but you didn't listen and now you know the truth. Pretty sweet, huh?"
Very sweet indeed.
I fell into bed exhausted after calling Diane, Jen, Amy, and Morgan.
I had done it. I had stood up to Nate.
I went over to my desk and picked up my old journal and went to the last entry. the one that had broken my heart so many times in the past. I ran my finger along the indentations the pen left. there was so much pain in those words. But now I knew that everything would be okay.
I grabbed a pen off my desk and wrote below my "Yesterday" entry. I wasn't rewriting history, I was just reminding myself that I could get over heartbreak if it happened another time.
. . . I'll he back again.
Yes, I would be back. I could take chances with my heart and I would be able to bounce back, and anything that might hurt me would just make me stronger in the end.
And I did deserve everything I wanted -- somebody who would appreciate me, someone I could trust, someone who liked me for me.
My heart sank as I thought of Ryan.
Chapter Thirty two
"NOW, PENNY LANE, THIS IS our little secret, pinky swear." Dad held out his pinky and I locked mine with his. "Your mother would kill me if she knew we did this with all of the leftovers still in the house."
Dad and I were on our own for Saturday dinner, and neither of us had been able to stand looking at the leftover to furkey... so we'd thrown it down the garbage disposal. Mom was never going to buy the story that I'd helped him finish it off.
"So what's the Club up to tonight?" Dad asked.
"Were going to catch a movie so you guys don't have to worry about a zillion screaming girls in the house."
Dad smiled. "Well, that's a relief. No karaoke planning?"
Ugh, that was the purpose of us going to a movie -- to try to distract Jen from the following weekend's party. She had been totally stressing out. Not only had I promised to sing a solo, I had also agreed to lead the Club in a rendition of "Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band." the phone rang and Dad went over and picked it up. "Oh, hello, Ryan!' he said after listening for a moment.
It cant be . . ,
I looked over and saw that my dad's forehead was creasing.
"No, no, you did the right thing. I'll be in my office in five minutes. Meet me there."
Medical emergency. "Is everything all right?"
"No, actually that was Ryan Bauer -- his sister fell and hit her mouth against a table and is bleeding. I need to get over to the office," He grabbed his jacket. "Actually, Penny Lane, can you come with me? I might need an extra set of hands."
"Umm..."
"Plus," he added, "Ryan seems a little shaken up. it might be good for him to have a friend there."
Before I could protest, Dad threw my jacket at me and was out the door.
Ryan was waiting for us when we pulled up. He was holding his eight-year-old stepsister, Katie, in his arms, her long black hair covering her face. Dad ran over to him and reached out to touch Katie's head. "Sweetie," he told her, "its going to be okay." He handed me his keys. "Penny Lane, open up the office, get the lights on in my exam room, turn everything on, and get a clean set of instruments." Ryan looked at me, noticing that I was with my father, and I saw that his eyes were filled with panic.
I nervously reached for the keys and sprinted into the office. I flipped on the overhead lights and then ran in the back to my dad's main exam room. Like an automatic reflex, I turned on all of the equipment, grabbed a fresh set of instruments, and placed them down on the counter.
"Stop what? You can't possibly be scared of my mother?"
I couldn't believe I was able to say that with a straight face.
"You know what!' I went on. "Something good did come from this summer. I deserve so much better than you. I always have. So I guess I should thank you for being a complete and utter jerk so I would wake up and see what I'm worth. But in the end, the people who matter the most to me are my friends, not someone like you. You mean absolutely nothing to me. Yes, in a way your actions are responsible for the Club, which is the best thing that ever happened to me. But I owe you nothing."
I turned around and started to leave my room, but had a second thought.
"And, Nate? You kiss like a slobbering dog, you have bad breath, and you wouldn't know how to push the right buttons on a girl if we came with manuals. Happy thanksgiving, Jackass."
All right, I am going to be a bigger person starting right now.
Chapter Thirty one
'No YOU DIDN'T!" TRACY WAS screaming on the phone after I gave her the details.
"Can you believe it? I think I may have gone a little overboard in the end, but I just feel this incredible weight lifted off my shoulders." I was lying in bed with my pajamas on, feeling so giddy the Taylor's had left, and Rita had brought me a big piece of pumpkin pie before heading out for the evening. Life was grand,
"Seriously next meeting I want you to do a complete reenactment for the Club. I'll be more than happy to play the part of Nate. I'll just grunt a lot and shove food in my face. Priceless! Who else knows?"
"Just you and Rita. She thinks I'm a goddess!"
"You have got to call the Club. Everybody's dying to know what happened."
"I will -- t just can't believe that seeing him was a good thing; I don't know what I was thinking. He changed so much."
"Penny it wasn't Nate who changed, it was you. You know that I've never liked him. I always told you that you could do better, but you didn't listen and now you know the truth. Pretty sweet, huh?"
Very sweet indeed.
I fell into bed exhausted after calling Diane, Jen, Amy, and Morgan.
I had done it. I had stood up to Nate.
I went over to my desk and picked up my old journal and went to the last entry. the one that had broken my heart so many times in the past. I ran my finger along the indentations the pen left. there was so much pain in those words. But now I knew that everything would be okay.
I grabbed a pen off my desk and wrote below my "Yesterday" entry. I wasn't rewriting history, I was just reminding myself that I could get over heartbreak if it happened another time.
. . . I'll he back again.
Yes, I would be back. I could take chances with my heart and I would be able to bounce back, and anything that might hurt me would just make me stronger in the end.
And I did deserve everything I wanted -- somebody who would appreciate me, someone I could trust, someone who liked me for me.
My heart sank as I thought of Ryan.
Chapter Thirty two
"NOW, PENNY LANE, THIS IS our little secret, pinky swear." Dad held out his pinky and I locked mine with his. "Your mother would kill me if she knew we did this with all of the leftovers still in the house."
Dad and I were on our own for Saturday dinner, and neither of us had been able to stand looking at the leftover to furkey... so we'd thrown it down the garbage disposal. Mom was never going to buy the story that I'd helped him finish it off.
"So what's the Club up to tonight?" Dad asked.
"Were going to catch a movie so you guys don't have to worry about a zillion screaming girls in the house."
Dad smiled. "Well, that's a relief. No karaoke planning?"
Ugh, that was the purpose of us going to a movie -- to try to distract Jen from the following weekend's party. She had been totally stressing out. Not only had I promised to sing a solo, I had also agreed to lead the Club in a rendition of "Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band." the phone rang and Dad went over and picked it up. "Oh, hello, Ryan!' he said after listening for a moment.
It cant be . . ,
I looked over and saw that my dad's forehead was creasing.
"No, no, you did the right thing. I'll be in my office in five minutes. Meet me there."
Medical emergency. "Is everything all right?"
"No, actually that was Ryan Bauer -- his sister fell and hit her mouth against a table and is bleeding. I need to get over to the office," He grabbed his jacket. "Actually, Penny Lane, can you come with me? I might need an extra set of hands."
"Umm..."
"Plus," he added, "Ryan seems a little shaken up. it might be good for him to have a friend there."
Before I could protest, Dad threw my jacket at me and was out the door.
Ryan was waiting for us when we pulled up. He was holding his eight-year-old stepsister, Katie, in his arms, her long black hair covering her face. Dad ran over to him and reached out to touch Katie's head. "Sweetie," he told her, "its going to be okay." He handed me his keys. "Penny Lane, open up the office, get the lights on in my exam room, turn everything on, and get a clean set of instruments." Ryan looked at me, noticing that I was with my father, and I saw that his eyes were filled with panic.
I nervously reached for the keys and sprinted into the office. I flipped on the overhead lights and then ran in the back to my dad's main exam room. Like an automatic reflex, I turned on all of the equipment, grabbed a fresh set of instruments, and placed them down on the counter.
