The Night Watch
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'Only just now.'
'What's going on?' exclaimed Svetlana. 'Anton, tell me what's going on.'
Gesar answered her.
'Everyone has his or her own destiny, my dear. For some it means changing other people's lives and destroying empires. For others it simply means getting on with life.'
'While the Day Watch was waiting for you to act,' I explained, 'Olga took the other half of the chalk and rewrote someone else's destiny. The way the Light wanted it to be.'
Gesar sighed. He reached out and touched Egor. The boy stirred and tried to get up.
'No hurry, no hurry,' the boss said gently. 'It's all over now, or almost.'
I put my arm round the boy's shoulders and rested his head on my knees. He calmed down again.
'Why all this?' I asked. 'If you knew in advance what would happen?'
'Even I can't know everything.'
'But why all this?'
'Because everything had to look natural,' Gesar said, slightly annoyed. 'That was the only way Zabulon would believe what was happening. He had to believe in our plans, and believe that we failed.'
'That's not the full answer, Gesar,' I said, looking into his eyes. 'It's not even close!'
The boss sighed.
'All right. Yes, I could have done things differently. Svetlana would have become a Great Sorceress. Against her own wishes. And Egor would have become our instrument, despite the fact that the Watch was already in his debt.'
I waited. I was very interested to see if Gesar would tell the whole truth. Just once.
'Yes, I could have done it that way,' said Gesar, and sighed again. 'But you know, my boy . . . Everything that I've done in the twentieth century, apart from the great struggle between the Light and the Dark, has been dedicated to a single purpose that, naturally, brought no harm to our cause. . .'
I suddenly felt sorry for him. Incredibly sorry. Perhaps for the first time in a thousand years the Great Magician, the Most Light Gesar, destroyer of monsters and guardian of states, had been forced to tell the entire truth. Not the beautiful and exalted truth that he was used to telling.
'Don't, don't. I know!' I shouted.
But the Great Magician shook his head.
'Everything I've done was dedicated to that purpose. To force the senior levels to repeal Olga's punishment completely. To force them to restore her powers and allow her to pick up the chalk of Destiny once again. She had to become my equal. Otherwise our love was doomed. And I love her, Anton.'
Svetlana laughed. Very, very quietly. I thought she was going to slap the boss's face, but I suppose I still didn't understand her completely. Svetlana went down on her knees in front of Gesar and kissed his right hand.
The magician trembled. He seemed for a moment to have lost his infinite powers: the protective dome began shuddering and dissolving. Once more we were deafened by the roar of the hurricane.
'Are we going to change the destiny of the world again?' I asked. 'Apart from our own little personal concerns?'
He nodded and asked in return:
'Why, don't you like the idea?'
'No.'
'Well, Anton, you can't always be a winner. I haven't, and you won't be either.'
'I know that,' I said. 'Of course I know it, Gesar. But still, it would be nice.'
January–August 1998
Moscow
Read on for an extract of
The Day Watch
PROLOGUE
THE ENTRANCE DID not inspire respect. The coded lock was broken and not working, the floor was littered with the trampled butts of cheap cigarettes. Inside the lift the walls were covered with illiterate graffiti, in which the word 'Spartak' figured as often as the usual crude obscenities; the plastic buttons had been burned through with cigarettes and painstakingly plugged with chewing-gum that was now rock-hard.
The door into the apartment on the fourth floor was a good match for the entrance: some hideous old kind of Soviet artificial leather, cheap aluminium numbers barely held up by their crookedly inserted screws.
Natasha hesitated for a moment before she pressed the doorbell. She must be insane to hope for anything from a place like this. If you were so crazy or desperate that you decided to try magic, you could just open the newspaper, switch on the TV or listen to the radio. There were serious spiritualist salons, experienced mediums with internationally recognised diplomas ... It was all still a con, of course. But at least you'd be in pleasant surroundings, with pleasant people, not like this last resort for hopeless losers.
She rang the bell anyway. She didn't want to waste the time she'd spent on the journey.
For a few moments it seemed that the apartment was empty. Then she heard hasty footsteps, the steps of someone in a hurry whose worn slippers are slipping off their feet as they shuffle along. For a brief instant the tiny spy-hole went dark, then the lock grated and the door opened.
'Oh, Natasha, is it? Come in, come in . . .'
She had never liked people who spoke too familiarly from the very first meeting. There ought to be a little more formality at first.
But the woman who had opened the door was already pulling her into the apartment, clutching her unceremoniously by the hand, and with an expression of such sincere hospitality on her ageing, brightly made-up face that Natasha didn't feel strong enough to object.
'My friend told me that you . . .' Natasha began.
'I don't know, I don't know about that, my dear,' said her hostess, waving her hands in the air. 'Oh, don't take your shoes off, I was just going to clean the place up . . . oh, all right then, I'll try to find you a pair of slippers.'
Natasha looked around, concealing her disgust with difficulty.
The hall wasn't so very small, but it was crammed incredibly full. The light bulb hanging from the ceiling was dull, maybe thirty watts at best, but even that couldn't conceal the general squalor. The hallstand was heaped high with clothes, including a musquash winter coat to feed the moths. The lino of the small area of floor that could be seen was an indistinct grey colour. Natasha's hostess must have been planning her cleaning session for a long time.
'Your name's Natasha, isn't it, my daughter? Mine's Dasha.'
Dasha was fifteen or twenty years older than her. At least. She could have been Natasha's mother, but with a mother like that you'd want to hang yourself ... A pudgy figure, with dirty, dull hair and bright nail varnish peeling from her fingernails, wearing a washed-out house coat and crumbling slippers on her bare feet. Her toenails glittered with nail varnish too. God, how vulgar!
'Are you a seer?' Natasha asked. And in her own mind she cried: 'What a fool I am.'
Dasha nodded. She bent down and extracted a pair of rubber slippers from a tangled heap of footwear. The most idiotic kind of slippers ever invented – with all those rubber prongs sticking out on the inside. A Yogi's dream. Some of them had fallen off long before, but that didn't make the slippers look any more comfortable.
'Put them on!' Dasha suggested joyfully.
As if hypnotised, Natasha took off her sandals and put on the slippers. Goodbye, tights. She was bound to end up with a couple of ladders. Even in her famous Omsa tights with their famous Lycra. Everything in this world was a swindle invented by cunning fools. And for some reason intelligent people always fell for it.
'Yes, I'm a seer,' Dasha declared as she attentively supervised the donning of the slippers. 'I got it from my grandma. And my mum too. They were all seers, they all helped people, it runs in our family . . . Come through into the kitchen, Natasha, I haven't tidied up the rooms yet . . .'
Still cursing herself for being so stupid, Natasha went into the kitchen, which fulfilled all her expectations. A heap of dirty dishes in the sink and a filthy table – as they appeared, a cockroach crawled lazily off the table-top and round under it. A sticky floor. The windows had obviously not been spring-cleaned and the ceiling was fly-spotted.
'Sit down.' Dasha deftly pulled out a stool from under the table and moved it over to the place of honour – between the table and the fridge, a convulsively twitching Saratov.
'Thank you, I'll stand.' Natasha had made her mind up definitely not to sit down. The stool inspired even less confidence than the table or the floor. 'Dasha . . . That's Darya?'
'Yes, Darya.'
'Darya, I really only wanted to find out . . .'
The woman shrugged. She flicked the switch on the electric kettle – probably the only object in the kitchen that didn't look as if it had been retrieved from a rubbish tip. She looked at Natasha.
'Find out? There's nothing to find out. Everything's just as clear as can be.'
For a moment Natasha had an unpleasant, oppressive sensation, as if there wasn't enough light in the kitchen. Everything went grey, the agonised rumbling of the refrigerator and the traffic outside on the avenue fell silent. She wiped the icy perspiration from her forehead. It was the heat. The summer, the heat, the long journey in the metro, the crush in the trolleybus . . .Why hadn't she taken a taxi? She'd sent away the driver with the car – well, she'd been embarrassed to give anyone even a hint of where she was going and why . . . but why hadn't she taken a taxi?
'Your husband's left you, Natashenka,' Darya said affectionately. 'Two weeks ago. Left all of a sudden, packed, threw his things into a suitcase and just upped and left you. Without any quarrels, without any arguments. He left the apartment, left the car. And he went to the other woman, that pretty young bitch with black eyebrows . . . but you're not old yet, my daughter.'
This time Natasha didn't even react to the words 'my daughter'. She was trying desperately to remember what she'd told her friend and what she hadn't. She didn't think she'd mentioned black eyebrows. Although the girl really did have dark skin, and black hair . . . Natasha was again overcome by a wild, blind fury.
'And I know why he left, Natashenka . . . Forgive me for calling you my daughter, you're a strong woman, used to making up your own mind about things, but you're all like my own daughters to me . . .You didn't have any children, Natasha. Did you?'
'No,' Natasha whispered.
'But why not, my dear?' the seer asked, shaking her head reproachfully. 'He wants a daughter, right?'
'Yes, a daughter . . .'
'Then why didn't you have one?' Darya asked with a shrug. 'I've got five children. Two of them went into the army, the eldest. One daughter's married, she's nursing her baby now, the other's studying. And the youngest, the wild one . . .' She waved her hand through the air. 'Sit down, why don't you . . .'
Natasha reluctantly lowered herself onto the stool, holding her handbag firmly on her knees. Trying to seize the initiative, she said:
'It's just the way life worked out. Well ... I would have had a child for him, but you can't ruin your career for that.'
'That's true too.' The seer didn't try to argue. She rubbed her face with her hands. 'It's your choice . . . Right then, you want to bring him back? But why did he leave? The other woman's already carrying his child . . . and she made a real effort too. Listening to him, and sympathising with him, and getting up to all sorts of tricks in bed . . .You had a good man, the kind every woman wants to get. Do you want to bring him back? Even now?'
Natasha pursed her lips.
'Yes.'
The seer sighed.
'We can bring him back . . . we can . . .' Her tone of voice had changed subtly, become firm and emphatic.'. . . only it won't be easy. Just bringing him back isn't all that hard, it's keeping him that's the problem!'
'What's going on?' exclaimed Svetlana. 'Anton, tell me what's going on.'
Gesar answered her.
'Everyone has his or her own destiny, my dear. For some it means changing other people's lives and destroying empires. For others it simply means getting on with life.'
'While the Day Watch was waiting for you to act,' I explained, 'Olga took the other half of the chalk and rewrote someone else's destiny. The way the Light wanted it to be.'
Gesar sighed. He reached out and touched Egor. The boy stirred and tried to get up.
'No hurry, no hurry,' the boss said gently. 'It's all over now, or almost.'
I put my arm round the boy's shoulders and rested his head on my knees. He calmed down again.
'Why all this?' I asked. 'If you knew in advance what would happen?'
'Even I can't know everything.'
'But why all this?'
'Because everything had to look natural,' Gesar said, slightly annoyed. 'That was the only way Zabulon would believe what was happening. He had to believe in our plans, and believe that we failed.'
'That's not the full answer, Gesar,' I said, looking into his eyes. 'It's not even close!'
The boss sighed.
'All right. Yes, I could have done things differently. Svetlana would have become a Great Sorceress. Against her own wishes. And Egor would have become our instrument, despite the fact that the Watch was already in his debt.'
I waited. I was very interested to see if Gesar would tell the whole truth. Just once.
'Yes, I could have done it that way,' said Gesar, and sighed again. 'But you know, my boy . . . Everything that I've done in the twentieth century, apart from the great struggle between the Light and the Dark, has been dedicated to a single purpose that, naturally, brought no harm to our cause. . .'
I suddenly felt sorry for him. Incredibly sorry. Perhaps for the first time in a thousand years the Great Magician, the Most Light Gesar, destroyer of monsters and guardian of states, had been forced to tell the entire truth. Not the beautiful and exalted truth that he was used to telling.
'Don't, don't. I know!' I shouted.
But the Great Magician shook his head.
'Everything I've done was dedicated to that purpose. To force the senior levels to repeal Olga's punishment completely. To force them to restore her powers and allow her to pick up the chalk of Destiny once again. She had to become my equal. Otherwise our love was doomed. And I love her, Anton.'
Svetlana laughed. Very, very quietly. I thought she was going to slap the boss's face, but I suppose I still didn't understand her completely. Svetlana went down on her knees in front of Gesar and kissed his right hand.
The magician trembled. He seemed for a moment to have lost his infinite powers: the protective dome began shuddering and dissolving. Once more we were deafened by the roar of the hurricane.
'Are we going to change the destiny of the world again?' I asked. 'Apart from our own little personal concerns?'
He nodded and asked in return:
'Why, don't you like the idea?'
'No.'
'Well, Anton, you can't always be a winner. I haven't, and you won't be either.'
'I know that,' I said. 'Of course I know it, Gesar. But still, it would be nice.'
January–August 1998
Moscow
Read on for an extract of
The Day Watch
PROLOGUE
THE ENTRANCE DID not inspire respect. The coded lock was broken and not working, the floor was littered with the trampled butts of cheap cigarettes. Inside the lift the walls were covered with illiterate graffiti, in which the word 'Spartak' figured as often as the usual crude obscenities; the plastic buttons had been burned through with cigarettes and painstakingly plugged with chewing-gum that was now rock-hard.
The door into the apartment on the fourth floor was a good match for the entrance: some hideous old kind of Soviet artificial leather, cheap aluminium numbers barely held up by their crookedly inserted screws.
Natasha hesitated for a moment before she pressed the doorbell. She must be insane to hope for anything from a place like this. If you were so crazy or desperate that you decided to try magic, you could just open the newspaper, switch on the TV or listen to the radio. There were serious spiritualist salons, experienced mediums with internationally recognised diplomas ... It was all still a con, of course. But at least you'd be in pleasant surroundings, with pleasant people, not like this last resort for hopeless losers.
She rang the bell anyway. She didn't want to waste the time she'd spent on the journey.
For a few moments it seemed that the apartment was empty. Then she heard hasty footsteps, the steps of someone in a hurry whose worn slippers are slipping off their feet as they shuffle along. For a brief instant the tiny spy-hole went dark, then the lock grated and the door opened.
'Oh, Natasha, is it? Come in, come in . . .'
She had never liked people who spoke too familiarly from the very first meeting. There ought to be a little more formality at first.
But the woman who had opened the door was already pulling her into the apartment, clutching her unceremoniously by the hand, and with an expression of such sincere hospitality on her ageing, brightly made-up face that Natasha didn't feel strong enough to object.
'My friend told me that you . . .' Natasha began.
'I don't know, I don't know about that, my dear,' said her hostess, waving her hands in the air. 'Oh, don't take your shoes off, I was just going to clean the place up . . . oh, all right then, I'll try to find you a pair of slippers.'
Natasha looked around, concealing her disgust with difficulty.
The hall wasn't so very small, but it was crammed incredibly full. The light bulb hanging from the ceiling was dull, maybe thirty watts at best, but even that couldn't conceal the general squalor. The hallstand was heaped high with clothes, including a musquash winter coat to feed the moths. The lino of the small area of floor that could be seen was an indistinct grey colour. Natasha's hostess must have been planning her cleaning session for a long time.
'Your name's Natasha, isn't it, my daughter? Mine's Dasha.'
Dasha was fifteen or twenty years older than her. At least. She could have been Natasha's mother, but with a mother like that you'd want to hang yourself ... A pudgy figure, with dirty, dull hair and bright nail varnish peeling from her fingernails, wearing a washed-out house coat and crumbling slippers on her bare feet. Her toenails glittered with nail varnish too. God, how vulgar!
'Are you a seer?' Natasha asked. And in her own mind she cried: 'What a fool I am.'
Dasha nodded. She bent down and extracted a pair of rubber slippers from a tangled heap of footwear. The most idiotic kind of slippers ever invented – with all those rubber prongs sticking out on the inside. A Yogi's dream. Some of them had fallen off long before, but that didn't make the slippers look any more comfortable.
'Put them on!' Dasha suggested joyfully.
As if hypnotised, Natasha took off her sandals and put on the slippers. Goodbye, tights. She was bound to end up with a couple of ladders. Even in her famous Omsa tights with their famous Lycra. Everything in this world was a swindle invented by cunning fools. And for some reason intelligent people always fell for it.
'Yes, I'm a seer,' Dasha declared as she attentively supervised the donning of the slippers. 'I got it from my grandma. And my mum too. They were all seers, they all helped people, it runs in our family . . . Come through into the kitchen, Natasha, I haven't tidied up the rooms yet . . .'
Still cursing herself for being so stupid, Natasha went into the kitchen, which fulfilled all her expectations. A heap of dirty dishes in the sink and a filthy table – as they appeared, a cockroach crawled lazily off the table-top and round under it. A sticky floor. The windows had obviously not been spring-cleaned and the ceiling was fly-spotted.
'Sit down.' Dasha deftly pulled out a stool from under the table and moved it over to the place of honour – between the table and the fridge, a convulsively twitching Saratov.
'Thank you, I'll stand.' Natasha had made her mind up definitely not to sit down. The stool inspired even less confidence than the table or the floor. 'Dasha . . . That's Darya?'
'Yes, Darya.'
'Darya, I really only wanted to find out . . .'
The woman shrugged. She flicked the switch on the electric kettle – probably the only object in the kitchen that didn't look as if it had been retrieved from a rubbish tip. She looked at Natasha.
'Find out? There's nothing to find out. Everything's just as clear as can be.'
For a moment Natasha had an unpleasant, oppressive sensation, as if there wasn't enough light in the kitchen. Everything went grey, the agonised rumbling of the refrigerator and the traffic outside on the avenue fell silent. She wiped the icy perspiration from her forehead. It was the heat. The summer, the heat, the long journey in the metro, the crush in the trolleybus . . .Why hadn't she taken a taxi? She'd sent away the driver with the car – well, she'd been embarrassed to give anyone even a hint of where she was going and why . . . but why hadn't she taken a taxi?
'Your husband's left you, Natashenka,' Darya said affectionately. 'Two weeks ago. Left all of a sudden, packed, threw his things into a suitcase and just upped and left you. Without any quarrels, without any arguments. He left the apartment, left the car. And he went to the other woman, that pretty young bitch with black eyebrows . . . but you're not old yet, my daughter.'
This time Natasha didn't even react to the words 'my daughter'. She was trying desperately to remember what she'd told her friend and what she hadn't. She didn't think she'd mentioned black eyebrows. Although the girl really did have dark skin, and black hair . . . Natasha was again overcome by a wild, blind fury.
'And I know why he left, Natashenka . . . Forgive me for calling you my daughter, you're a strong woman, used to making up your own mind about things, but you're all like my own daughters to me . . .You didn't have any children, Natasha. Did you?'
'No,' Natasha whispered.
'But why not, my dear?' the seer asked, shaking her head reproachfully. 'He wants a daughter, right?'
'Yes, a daughter . . .'
'Then why didn't you have one?' Darya asked with a shrug. 'I've got five children. Two of them went into the army, the eldest. One daughter's married, she's nursing her baby now, the other's studying. And the youngest, the wild one . . .' She waved her hand through the air. 'Sit down, why don't you . . .'
Natasha reluctantly lowered herself onto the stool, holding her handbag firmly on her knees. Trying to seize the initiative, she said:
'It's just the way life worked out. Well ... I would have had a child for him, but you can't ruin your career for that.'
'That's true too.' The seer didn't try to argue. She rubbed her face with her hands. 'It's your choice . . . Right then, you want to bring him back? But why did he leave? The other woman's already carrying his child . . . and she made a real effort too. Listening to him, and sympathising with him, and getting up to all sorts of tricks in bed . . .You had a good man, the kind every woman wants to get. Do you want to bring him back? Even now?'
Natasha pursed her lips.
'Yes.'
The seer sighed.
'We can bring him back . . . we can . . .' Her tone of voice had changed subtly, become firm and emphatic.'. . . only it won't be easy. Just bringing him back isn't all that hard, it's keeping him that's the problem!'
