The Promise
Page 141
“Yeah,” Benny agreed.
I gave him a squeeze. “Okay, you get Gus. I’ll call Chrissy.”
He nodded before he dipped his head, and I held my breath at the exquisite feeling of Benny skimming the tip of my nose with his before he returned my squeeze and let me go.
I decided to take a fortifying sip of coffee before calling Chrissy. This also afforded me the opportunity to watch Ben walk out of the kitchen. Then I leaned over the counter to watch him get in a tug-of-war with Gus over the rug.
Ben won.
Although not surprising, Gus felt the consolation prize was attacking the hems of Benny’s jeans as he walked back into the kitchen with my rug. This was cute. It was cuter when Ben bent over, grabbed Gus, brought him up, and held him, doggie nose to hot guy nose.
“No rugs. No jeans. You got chew toys, bud,” he told the dog, then finished with, “Let’s go get one.”
He then tucked the puppy under his arm and sauntered out. I watched Ben’s ass move, alternately watching Gus’s booty swaying with his wagging tail, and I watched this until they disappeared down the hall.
It was a good show and a nice reprieve.
But I was me.
I could delay no further. I had loved ones to sort out.
So I put my cup down, grabbed my phone, and found Chrissy’s number.
* * * * *
“Thought I was dead to you.”
This was Nat’s greeting.
Obviously, I was on my second call.
Shockingly, the first one went great.
Dad was done with Chrissy probably only because Chrissy was done with Dad.
And during the call, she had declared, “He’ll sell this house before I move out and get situated over my dead body.”
I took this to mean he’d sell it over his dead body, because if he tried that shit, she’d kill him.
I was learning that Chrissy was no pushover. She was smart, and even if she fell in love with the wrong guy, she was a new mom who doted on her baby, thus, she had her priorities straight.
“Anyway, Frankie, I do hair. It’s not hard to find a job doin’ hair,” she’d told me. “And my clients are all dyin’ to have me back. I mean, I didn’t wanna go back to work so soon but…whatever. And my mom will watch Eva. Mom wasn’t a big fan of Enzo’s, but she adores Eva. It’s cool you called to check in, but it’ll all be okay.”
Eva, by the way, was Domino. Dad had gotten to the birth certificate first and named her the name he wanted. A name Chrissy had told him, in a way she told me could not be misconstrued, that there was no way in hell she was naming her daughter Domino.
This was not the beginning of the end of them, but it definitely (and not surprisingly) was a factor.
My baby sister’s middle name was Eva, which was what Chrissy called her and wanted everyone else to call her.
Eva was very pretty, but weirdly, I’d become partial to Minnie.
I didn’t tell Chrissy this.
I just silently marveled at her togetherness as I told her I was there for her as best I could be while I lived in the ’burg, but I’d be around more to help out when I was back in Chicago.
She’d thanked me, told me to come around and meet Eva when I was home again, and promised to send me pictures of my new sister. After we hung up, she made good on that promise in about a nanosecond by texting me fifteen of them.
Fifteen.
Eva was adorable.
Even Benny thought so.
The easy one down, the hard one to go.
And at my sister’s greeting, I realized I should have fortified myself with another donut (or two) before I got to the hard stuff.
“Nat—” I began but was cut off.
“Got enough shit swirlin’ around me, don’t need yours.”
“Please, listen to me.”
“He hit me,” she snapped.
I had to admit, I didn’t like this, even as I had to admit in knowing Nat that she probably gave him no choice.
Needing a dose of him, I looked across the counter to where Benny was lounging on the couch, feet up on my coffee table, TV on, and tuned to a game, but his eyes were on me.
And this time, I felt soothed.
“Cat told me you clocked him with a plate,” I said to Nat.
“It wasn’t a plate. It was a vase. And he deserved that shit.”
God. My sister.
I shook my head and looked down to the counter, asking, “He deserved that because you cheated on him and he’s finally done with you?”
“Okay, which part of me not needin’ your shit did you not understand?” she asked sharply.
“Has it occurred to you you’re cuttin’ me off from discussin’ this with you because you don’t want me holdin’ that mirror up to your face?”
“And what is it, oh wise Frankie, that you think you’re gonna make me see?” she returned snottily.
I was used to Nat’s snotty and I’d learned to ignore it, give it back, or get in there another way.
This was important enough for me to find another way.
So when I replied, I did it quietly.
“The image of a woman who’s in love with a man she’s done wrong.”
Nat said nothing.
I kept going.
“Davey’s a good man and he loves you. He does not deserve this, Nat. And as f**ked up as it was how we were brought up, I know deep down somewhere inside you, you know at least that.”
“So he can hit me?” she asked.
“Did he haul off and do that to hurt you, or did he do it because he had no choice?”
“Does it matter?”
“Well, if you live in black-and-white, no. It doesn’t matter. But if you hit him in the head with a vase and gave him a concussion, then didn’t let up on him and you’d lost it like I know you can lose it so he did it in self-defense, that’s pretty gray. So, no. He can’t hit you. But if you’re whalin’ on him and he’s got no choice but to take it and further damage or get physical to get you off him, it sucks to say it, but he can.”
My sister had no reply.
So I pushed, “Did he have a choice?”
She remained silent.
“Natalia, did he have a choice?”
“I never thought Davey would hit me.”
I went still at her words and the way she said them. All but my head, which I lifted, my eyes flying to Benny, who was still watching me.
I could tell by her voice that she was hurt, probably not physically, but emotionally.
Nat didn’t show a lot of emotion. She was Ninette times a thousand. The only thing she wanted was whatever she wanted and nothing dragging on that. That didn’t mean she didn’t have emotion. It just meant she’d learned a long time ago not to show it.
I gave him a squeeze. “Okay, you get Gus. I’ll call Chrissy.”
He nodded before he dipped his head, and I held my breath at the exquisite feeling of Benny skimming the tip of my nose with his before he returned my squeeze and let me go.
I decided to take a fortifying sip of coffee before calling Chrissy. This also afforded me the opportunity to watch Ben walk out of the kitchen. Then I leaned over the counter to watch him get in a tug-of-war with Gus over the rug.
Ben won.
Although not surprising, Gus felt the consolation prize was attacking the hems of Benny’s jeans as he walked back into the kitchen with my rug. This was cute. It was cuter when Ben bent over, grabbed Gus, brought him up, and held him, doggie nose to hot guy nose.
“No rugs. No jeans. You got chew toys, bud,” he told the dog, then finished with, “Let’s go get one.”
He then tucked the puppy under his arm and sauntered out. I watched Ben’s ass move, alternately watching Gus’s booty swaying with his wagging tail, and I watched this until they disappeared down the hall.
It was a good show and a nice reprieve.
But I was me.
I could delay no further. I had loved ones to sort out.
So I put my cup down, grabbed my phone, and found Chrissy’s number.
* * * * *
“Thought I was dead to you.”
This was Nat’s greeting.
Obviously, I was on my second call.
Shockingly, the first one went great.
Dad was done with Chrissy probably only because Chrissy was done with Dad.
And during the call, she had declared, “He’ll sell this house before I move out and get situated over my dead body.”
I took this to mean he’d sell it over his dead body, because if he tried that shit, she’d kill him.
I was learning that Chrissy was no pushover. She was smart, and even if she fell in love with the wrong guy, she was a new mom who doted on her baby, thus, she had her priorities straight.
“Anyway, Frankie, I do hair. It’s not hard to find a job doin’ hair,” she’d told me. “And my clients are all dyin’ to have me back. I mean, I didn’t wanna go back to work so soon but…whatever. And my mom will watch Eva. Mom wasn’t a big fan of Enzo’s, but she adores Eva. It’s cool you called to check in, but it’ll all be okay.”
Eva, by the way, was Domino. Dad had gotten to the birth certificate first and named her the name he wanted. A name Chrissy had told him, in a way she told me could not be misconstrued, that there was no way in hell she was naming her daughter Domino.
This was not the beginning of the end of them, but it definitely (and not surprisingly) was a factor.
My baby sister’s middle name was Eva, which was what Chrissy called her and wanted everyone else to call her.
Eva was very pretty, but weirdly, I’d become partial to Minnie.
I didn’t tell Chrissy this.
I just silently marveled at her togetherness as I told her I was there for her as best I could be while I lived in the ’burg, but I’d be around more to help out when I was back in Chicago.
She’d thanked me, told me to come around and meet Eva when I was home again, and promised to send me pictures of my new sister. After we hung up, she made good on that promise in about a nanosecond by texting me fifteen of them.
Fifteen.
Eva was adorable.
Even Benny thought so.
The easy one down, the hard one to go.
And at my sister’s greeting, I realized I should have fortified myself with another donut (or two) before I got to the hard stuff.
“Nat—” I began but was cut off.
“Got enough shit swirlin’ around me, don’t need yours.”
“Please, listen to me.”
“He hit me,” she snapped.
I had to admit, I didn’t like this, even as I had to admit in knowing Nat that she probably gave him no choice.
Needing a dose of him, I looked across the counter to where Benny was lounging on the couch, feet up on my coffee table, TV on, and tuned to a game, but his eyes were on me.
And this time, I felt soothed.
“Cat told me you clocked him with a plate,” I said to Nat.
“It wasn’t a plate. It was a vase. And he deserved that shit.”
God. My sister.
I shook my head and looked down to the counter, asking, “He deserved that because you cheated on him and he’s finally done with you?”
“Okay, which part of me not needin’ your shit did you not understand?” she asked sharply.
“Has it occurred to you you’re cuttin’ me off from discussin’ this with you because you don’t want me holdin’ that mirror up to your face?”
“And what is it, oh wise Frankie, that you think you’re gonna make me see?” she returned snottily.
I was used to Nat’s snotty and I’d learned to ignore it, give it back, or get in there another way.
This was important enough for me to find another way.
So when I replied, I did it quietly.
“The image of a woman who’s in love with a man she’s done wrong.”
Nat said nothing.
I kept going.
“Davey’s a good man and he loves you. He does not deserve this, Nat. And as f**ked up as it was how we were brought up, I know deep down somewhere inside you, you know at least that.”
“So he can hit me?” she asked.
“Did he haul off and do that to hurt you, or did he do it because he had no choice?”
“Does it matter?”
“Well, if you live in black-and-white, no. It doesn’t matter. But if you hit him in the head with a vase and gave him a concussion, then didn’t let up on him and you’d lost it like I know you can lose it so he did it in self-defense, that’s pretty gray. So, no. He can’t hit you. But if you’re whalin’ on him and he’s got no choice but to take it and further damage or get physical to get you off him, it sucks to say it, but he can.”
My sister had no reply.
So I pushed, “Did he have a choice?”
She remained silent.
“Natalia, did he have a choice?”
“I never thought Davey would hit me.”
I went still at her words and the way she said them. All but my head, which I lifted, my eyes flying to Benny, who was still watching me.
I could tell by her voice that she was hurt, probably not physically, but emotionally.
Nat didn’t show a lot of emotion. She was Ninette times a thousand. The only thing she wanted was whatever she wanted and nothing dragging on that. That didn’t mean she didn’t have emotion. It just meant she’d learned a long time ago not to show it.
