The Queen of Traitors
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“Yes.”
My heart’s thundering, though I don’t let on that it is. I’m afraid, I’m desperately afraid of what this man is going to tell me about Serenity. Special news from Goldstein is almost always unwelcome.
“What is it?”
“Her injury’s fully healed. The Sleeper is removing the malignant tissue it has detected. It should be done in another two hours, then she’ll be out.”
I already know this.
“If nothing is done for her … the cancer will eventually overtake her system. It’s only a matter of time. If you want her to live, not just for the next year, but for as long as you intend to, then I’d advise you to consider leaving Serenity in there for … a longer stretch of time.”
He wants me to leave her in there like some sort of vegetable until we find a cure for her cancer. Marco advised the same thing while he was still alive. And if we were talking about anyone other than Serenity, I might. But now that my oldest friend’s gone, my wife is my closest companion, and she’s swiftly becoming something more.
She could be in there for years, imprisoned in a box. A coffin, really. All that ferocity of hers forced to lay dormant. For Goldstein to even suggest that has my blood pressure rising.
I rub my knuckles. “No.” I feel selfish, even as I say it. “We’ll continue with treatment as we have been. Is that all?”
He lingers. “That … wasn’t what I came here to talk to you about.”
My cheeks suck in. “Then get it out already.” If he gives me one more piece of bad news …
“Your Majesty, when I was looking at the imaging of the queen’s cancer, the machine captured something else as well.” He takes a breath. “Congratulations, my king, the queen is pregnant.”
CHAPTER 15
The King
THE NEWS DOESN’T immediately take. I stare at the tiled floor as the doctor’s words sink in.
Serenity is … pregnant?
With my child?
My gaze moves up slowly to the doctor. “She is?”
He nods.
She’s carrying my child.
Serenity’s carrying our child.
I draw in a lungful of air.
Now it takes.
Fierce joy surges through my system, followed on its heels by possessive, masculine pride. I can’t stop my reaction. Now my heart’s pounding for an entirely different reason.
A child.
We hadn’t planned on this. I wasn’t trying to get her pregnant, despite my eventual plans for an heir. I’d never considered kids, and now I don’t know what to do with this strange elation I feel. If I’d have known I’d have this reaction, I’d have pushed the issue sooner.
I want to grab my wife and hold her. My eyes move to the Sleeper. Instead she’s unconscious, hurt once again.
She and our child.
A burst of anger punches through my joy. Someone needs to die, and Serenity and I need to leave the palace. It’s clear that if we remain, this will continue to happen. It grates me to flee my own home, but I’ll do it for her and the baby.
I’m going to be a father.
Had I once worried that no one who knows me will love me? Already my wife’s long-standing hatred is toppling. And my child—I rub my mouth. I’ll make damn sure they love me.
“How far along is she?” I ask.
“Just shy of eight weeks—Your Majesty, I need to caution you, the child might not survive. Women like Serenity who have been exposed to high levels of radiation often have fertility issues. And if the child does survive, it might have problems of its own.”
These words, too, don’t immediately sink in. But when they do—and they eventually do—they slaughter me.
This is karma, giving me everything I want only to steal it away.
I’m shaking my head. I won’t believe it.
Usually I’m a reasonable man. But reasonableness has nothing to do with this. Not now that I have a future to look forward to and something to hope for.
“The Sleeper can fix this.” Serenity is a survivor. Maybe our child will be as well.
“The Sleeper, as we’ve previously discussed, has limits.”
“Then fucking enhance it! Goddamnit, I will not sit here and listen to you tell me all the ways this won’t work.” I rise to my feet and get in Goldstein’s face. “You’re the royal physician. Consider your life now tied to my child’s.” I mean every word.
He blanches.
Good. Perhaps the threat will be enough to prompt him into usefulness.
Once he recovers, the doctor bows his head. “As you wish, Your Majesty.”
“Leave—and tell no one of this.” If my enemies knew of the pregnancy, they’d redouble their efforts to kill Serenity.
Goldstein exits the room, leaving me with my sick, pregnant wife.
I stare at the Sleeper, my excitement offset by Goldstein’swarnings. I place a hand on the machine.
Deadly, savage woman.
Now that I’m alone with her, I realize Serenity won’t react to the news like I have. I don’t know quite how she’ll take it, but I doubt joy will top her list. I remember her barely masked revulsion on our wedding day when the subject came up. It burns me raw to remember. She still hates me; I haven’t won her over enough for her to forget the bad blood between us. And when she finds out she’s pregnant with my child … it will set off all sorts of her triggers.
I’m a wise enough man to know telling her will earn me her famous wrath. I might not survive an angry, hormonal Serenity. Better she figure it out on her own.
I smile at the prospect of a pregnant Serenity stomping around.
I’ve only gotten the barest taste of this future, but already I know I want no other.
Serenity
WHEN I WAKE up, it’s in the king’s bed.
I push myself up and rest my back against the headboard.
How did I get here?
I have to jog my memory to recall the knife wound.
The Sleeper. Of course.
Now I wear a dress someone else slid onto my body while I slept. I try not to think about that too hard. Same goes for the underwear I see when I lift the hem of the dress up. There really isn’t anyone who I’d want to see me naked.
I continue to raise the material until I see the smooth expanse of my stomach. I touch the skin that had been split open last time I’d seen it. Nothing remains of that wound, not even a scar.
My heart’s thundering, though I don’t let on that it is. I’m afraid, I’m desperately afraid of what this man is going to tell me about Serenity. Special news from Goldstein is almost always unwelcome.
“What is it?”
“Her injury’s fully healed. The Sleeper is removing the malignant tissue it has detected. It should be done in another two hours, then she’ll be out.”
I already know this.
“If nothing is done for her … the cancer will eventually overtake her system. It’s only a matter of time. If you want her to live, not just for the next year, but for as long as you intend to, then I’d advise you to consider leaving Serenity in there for … a longer stretch of time.”
He wants me to leave her in there like some sort of vegetable until we find a cure for her cancer. Marco advised the same thing while he was still alive. And if we were talking about anyone other than Serenity, I might. But now that my oldest friend’s gone, my wife is my closest companion, and she’s swiftly becoming something more.
She could be in there for years, imprisoned in a box. A coffin, really. All that ferocity of hers forced to lay dormant. For Goldstein to even suggest that has my blood pressure rising.
I rub my knuckles. “No.” I feel selfish, even as I say it. “We’ll continue with treatment as we have been. Is that all?”
He lingers. “That … wasn’t what I came here to talk to you about.”
My cheeks suck in. “Then get it out already.” If he gives me one more piece of bad news …
“Your Majesty, when I was looking at the imaging of the queen’s cancer, the machine captured something else as well.” He takes a breath. “Congratulations, my king, the queen is pregnant.”
CHAPTER 15
The King
THE NEWS DOESN’T immediately take. I stare at the tiled floor as the doctor’s words sink in.
Serenity is … pregnant?
With my child?
My gaze moves up slowly to the doctor. “She is?”
He nods.
She’s carrying my child.
Serenity’s carrying our child.
I draw in a lungful of air.
Now it takes.
Fierce joy surges through my system, followed on its heels by possessive, masculine pride. I can’t stop my reaction. Now my heart’s pounding for an entirely different reason.
A child.
We hadn’t planned on this. I wasn’t trying to get her pregnant, despite my eventual plans for an heir. I’d never considered kids, and now I don’t know what to do with this strange elation I feel. If I’d have known I’d have this reaction, I’d have pushed the issue sooner.
I want to grab my wife and hold her. My eyes move to the Sleeper. Instead she’s unconscious, hurt once again.
She and our child.
A burst of anger punches through my joy. Someone needs to die, and Serenity and I need to leave the palace. It’s clear that if we remain, this will continue to happen. It grates me to flee my own home, but I’ll do it for her and the baby.
I’m going to be a father.
Had I once worried that no one who knows me will love me? Already my wife’s long-standing hatred is toppling. And my child—I rub my mouth. I’ll make damn sure they love me.
“How far along is she?” I ask.
“Just shy of eight weeks—Your Majesty, I need to caution you, the child might not survive. Women like Serenity who have been exposed to high levels of radiation often have fertility issues. And if the child does survive, it might have problems of its own.”
These words, too, don’t immediately sink in. But when they do—and they eventually do—they slaughter me.
This is karma, giving me everything I want only to steal it away.
I’m shaking my head. I won’t believe it.
Usually I’m a reasonable man. But reasonableness has nothing to do with this. Not now that I have a future to look forward to and something to hope for.
“The Sleeper can fix this.” Serenity is a survivor. Maybe our child will be as well.
“The Sleeper, as we’ve previously discussed, has limits.”
“Then fucking enhance it! Goddamnit, I will not sit here and listen to you tell me all the ways this won’t work.” I rise to my feet and get in Goldstein’s face. “You’re the royal physician. Consider your life now tied to my child’s.” I mean every word.
He blanches.
Good. Perhaps the threat will be enough to prompt him into usefulness.
Once he recovers, the doctor bows his head. “As you wish, Your Majesty.”
“Leave—and tell no one of this.” If my enemies knew of the pregnancy, they’d redouble their efforts to kill Serenity.
Goldstein exits the room, leaving me with my sick, pregnant wife.
I stare at the Sleeper, my excitement offset by Goldstein’swarnings. I place a hand on the machine.
Deadly, savage woman.
Now that I’m alone with her, I realize Serenity won’t react to the news like I have. I don’t know quite how she’ll take it, but I doubt joy will top her list. I remember her barely masked revulsion on our wedding day when the subject came up. It burns me raw to remember. She still hates me; I haven’t won her over enough for her to forget the bad blood between us. And when she finds out she’s pregnant with my child … it will set off all sorts of her triggers.
I’m a wise enough man to know telling her will earn me her famous wrath. I might not survive an angry, hormonal Serenity. Better she figure it out on her own.
I smile at the prospect of a pregnant Serenity stomping around.
I’ve only gotten the barest taste of this future, but already I know I want no other.
Serenity
WHEN I WAKE up, it’s in the king’s bed.
I push myself up and rest my back against the headboard.
How did I get here?
I have to jog my memory to recall the knife wound.
The Sleeper. Of course.
Now I wear a dress someone else slid onto my body while I slept. I try not to think about that too hard. Same goes for the underwear I see when I lift the hem of the dress up. There really isn’t anyone who I’d want to see me naked.
I continue to raise the material until I see the smooth expanse of my stomach. I touch the skin that had been split open last time I’d seen it. Nothing remains of that wound, not even a scar.
