The Singer
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Karen reached out a hand. “She won’t do anything. Not unless it’s necessary. And she’ll always tell you ahead of time. Our songs say that is why empathy and influence go hand in hand. Only those with extreme empathy for another can be trusted not to use that influence to manipulate.”
Damien said, “In short, Ava, Orsala could influence your mind to do almost anything, but since she would feel your emotions—feel the consequences of forcing you to do something against your will and the mental agony that would produce—she would never do it. Does that make sense?”
“I guess.” Ava felt herself start to relax.
“It’s the reason that Sarihöfn is protected,” Bruno said. “Orsala gives everyone a mental prompt—a safety—so we are unable to reveal its location. This is what keeps us safe from Grigori who might try to kidnap one of our people and make her talk.”
“Has that happened?” A chill went down her neck.
“Yes,” Karen said softly. “A number of times. The Grigori finally realized that kidnapping us wouldn’t work. So now they just kill us on sight.”
“Orsala will give you that mental prompt when you meet her, Ava,” Damien said. “You won’t have a choice about it.”
“I’m fine with that.”
“Good.”
The thought of being forced to lead the Grigori to this peaceful place made Ava want to throw up. Instead, she steadied her hands on her coffee cup and took another bite of bread, deciding to steer the conversation into less dangerous waters.
“So, Karen, if I baked, I’d ask you for this recipe. But I don’t, so I’m just going to ask that you bring it by a lot.”
Karen gave her a bright smile. “Would you like to learn how to bake?”
“Unless you want your kitchen in flames, it’s probably a bad idea.”
Ava was walking between Sari and Damien on the path to Orsala’s house. The older woman lived about a mile away from the main house and surrounding cottages. The energy between the two mates crackled despite their silence, and Ava tried to ignore the rush of voices that flew from their minds. Both obviously had a lot to say, but they had no intention of sharing.
Finally, Ava had to break the silence, if for no other reason than to stave off the approaching headache. “So, why does she live so far away? Is it because of the empath thing?”
“Hmm?” Sari looked over her shoulder, as if surprised that Ava was still there.
“Orsala. Why does she live away from everyone else?”
“She can shield herself from the emotions around her, but it costs energy she knew she was going to need to read you the first time. So she went to her house. She likes her solitude, but she’s often in the main house.”
“That’s why you haven’t seen her,” Damien said. “After today, she’ll be around more.”
“I feel bad she had to keep away.”
Sari shrugged. “She doesn’t have to do anything. She chose it. It’s no responsibility of yours, so don’t feel bad.”
“Still, I’m sorry—”
“Don’t apologize. My grandmother hates it when Irina apologize too much.”
Ava bristled at Sari’s tone but bit back her reply. The woman was brusque, to be sure. Probably more so than Damien. Ava found herself on the “get Sari and Damien back together” train, despite her initial dislike of the woman. Both of them obviously needed to get laid.
Finally, Sari spoke again, but this time it wasn’t to Ava. “You didn’t need to accompany her.”
“I’m paying my respects to your grandmother, Sari. It would be rude of me not to see her.”
“She’s not your grandmother.”
“No, but she’s yours. And, unless you’ve forgotten, I am your mate. Therefore, she’s my family, too.”
Their inner voices were practically shouting at each other. Ava wanted to put her fingers in her ears and sing something. Sadly, that didn’t really work.
“Trust me,” Sari said. “I have not forgotten.”
“Are you sure about that?”
Ava groaned. “You guys are impossible. You should hear yourselves.”
Sari cut her eyes to Ava. “Then stop listening. It’s rude.”
“Don’t you think I would if I could?”
Ava saw Damien fighting a smile, but he didn’t say a word.
She practically cried in relief when they crested the hill to see a cheerful blue house tucked into the hills. It was low to the ground with a white porch and a traditional turf roof. A few flowers still bloomed in buckets on the porch, though most of the garden around the house was dying for the season. As they approached, a willowy woman opened the door, raising her hand in greeting. She wore a thick blue sweater and her blond hair hung loose around her shoulders. As Ava approached, she could see the woman’s temples were touched with silver, and crow’s feet creased the corners of her vivid blue eyes. But her round face was still stunning, and her smile was wide.
“Damien,” she called, holding out her arms. “Oh, my son! I was wondering when you would come visit me.”
Ava could practically feel the waves of annoyance rolling off Sari as Damien embraced her grandmother. They exchanged words in what Ava guessed was Norwegian, then Orsala turned to Ava and held out her hands. “And you must be Ava.”
She smiled, and Ava tried not to stare. Damien had told her that Orsala was close to a thousand years old, but the woman barely looked older than Ava’s own mother.
Damien said, “In short, Ava, Orsala could influence your mind to do almost anything, but since she would feel your emotions—feel the consequences of forcing you to do something against your will and the mental agony that would produce—she would never do it. Does that make sense?”
“I guess.” Ava felt herself start to relax.
“It’s the reason that Sarihöfn is protected,” Bruno said. “Orsala gives everyone a mental prompt—a safety—so we are unable to reveal its location. This is what keeps us safe from Grigori who might try to kidnap one of our people and make her talk.”
“Has that happened?” A chill went down her neck.
“Yes,” Karen said softly. “A number of times. The Grigori finally realized that kidnapping us wouldn’t work. So now they just kill us on sight.”
“Orsala will give you that mental prompt when you meet her, Ava,” Damien said. “You won’t have a choice about it.”
“I’m fine with that.”
“Good.”
The thought of being forced to lead the Grigori to this peaceful place made Ava want to throw up. Instead, she steadied her hands on her coffee cup and took another bite of bread, deciding to steer the conversation into less dangerous waters.
“So, Karen, if I baked, I’d ask you for this recipe. But I don’t, so I’m just going to ask that you bring it by a lot.”
Karen gave her a bright smile. “Would you like to learn how to bake?”
“Unless you want your kitchen in flames, it’s probably a bad idea.”
Ava was walking between Sari and Damien on the path to Orsala’s house. The older woman lived about a mile away from the main house and surrounding cottages. The energy between the two mates crackled despite their silence, and Ava tried to ignore the rush of voices that flew from their minds. Both obviously had a lot to say, but they had no intention of sharing.
Finally, Ava had to break the silence, if for no other reason than to stave off the approaching headache. “So, why does she live so far away? Is it because of the empath thing?”
“Hmm?” Sari looked over her shoulder, as if surprised that Ava was still there.
“Orsala. Why does she live away from everyone else?”
“She can shield herself from the emotions around her, but it costs energy she knew she was going to need to read you the first time. So she went to her house. She likes her solitude, but she’s often in the main house.”
“That’s why you haven’t seen her,” Damien said. “After today, she’ll be around more.”
“I feel bad she had to keep away.”
Sari shrugged. “She doesn’t have to do anything. She chose it. It’s no responsibility of yours, so don’t feel bad.”
“Still, I’m sorry—”
“Don’t apologize. My grandmother hates it when Irina apologize too much.”
Ava bristled at Sari’s tone but bit back her reply. The woman was brusque, to be sure. Probably more so than Damien. Ava found herself on the “get Sari and Damien back together” train, despite her initial dislike of the woman. Both of them obviously needed to get laid.
Finally, Sari spoke again, but this time it wasn’t to Ava. “You didn’t need to accompany her.”
“I’m paying my respects to your grandmother, Sari. It would be rude of me not to see her.”
“She’s not your grandmother.”
“No, but she’s yours. And, unless you’ve forgotten, I am your mate. Therefore, she’s my family, too.”
Their inner voices were practically shouting at each other. Ava wanted to put her fingers in her ears and sing something. Sadly, that didn’t really work.
“Trust me,” Sari said. “I have not forgotten.”
“Are you sure about that?”
Ava groaned. “You guys are impossible. You should hear yourselves.”
Sari cut her eyes to Ava. “Then stop listening. It’s rude.”
“Don’t you think I would if I could?”
Ava saw Damien fighting a smile, but he didn’t say a word.
She practically cried in relief when they crested the hill to see a cheerful blue house tucked into the hills. It was low to the ground with a white porch and a traditional turf roof. A few flowers still bloomed in buckets on the porch, though most of the garden around the house was dying for the season. As they approached, a willowy woman opened the door, raising her hand in greeting. She wore a thick blue sweater and her blond hair hung loose around her shoulders. As Ava approached, she could see the woman’s temples were touched with silver, and crow’s feet creased the corners of her vivid blue eyes. But her round face was still stunning, and her smile was wide.
“Damien,” she called, holding out her arms. “Oh, my son! I was wondering when you would come visit me.”
Ava could practically feel the waves of annoyance rolling off Sari as Damien embraced her grandmother. They exchanged words in what Ava guessed was Norwegian, then Orsala turned to Ava and held out her hands. “And you must be Ava.”
She smiled, and Ava tried not to stare. Damien had told her that Orsala was close to a thousand years old, but the woman barely looked older than Ava’s own mother.
