The Singer
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She shook her head and wiped the tears from her red, angry cheeks. “I’m leaving. Now. You people are crazy. Rhys, let me go.”
“Listen,” Renata commanded. “Listen to him! I can hear his voice, and I’m not even his mate.”
“Ava, please!”
A muffled shout echoed down the hall, and everyone fell silent.
Her heart stopped, and her mind went blank.
It couldn’t be.
She’d finally broken. She’d been expecting it for years. Maybe it had all been an illusion. Some desperate construct of a sick and lonely mind. Her knees buckled and she went limp as Rhys lifted her.
“Take her to him,” Leo said.
“No.” Ava shook her head.
Rhys carried her down the hall. Ava fought the urge to vomit. Her head swam. The crawling feeling came to her skin again, and the dark voices fluttered at the edges of her mind.
“Rhys,” she whispered, eyeing the door with painful dread. “Don’t. Please, let me go.”
“You have to see,” he said. “You have to see it’s real.”
“Don’t. Please don’t.”
They were at the door. Rhys set her down and pushed it open. Ava drew back but could not stop her eyes from peering into the dimly lit room.
A dark figure was pacing in the lamplight, his hands tearing at his hair. He turned to her, and tortured grey eyes met her own.
A ghost. A dream.
“Ava.”
She slammed the door and ran.
Chapter Twenty-one
He shot out of the room. Waiting in the bedroom while she cried had almost broken him. He couldn’t lose her.
“Ava!”
They all got out of his way. He caught up to her before she could make it to the door.
“Ava, please!”
“No! No no no no no…” She said it over and over. She closed her eyes when his arms wrapped around her. She shook her head and turned her face away.
“I’m alive.”
“No.”
“It’s me.” He buried his face in her neck, inhaling the sweet smell of her skin. She was shivering, but her mating marks glowed against his. Gold on silver. Shining as he held her back from bolting to the door.
“You’re dead,” she whispered. “I felt it. I can’t—”
“I’m not dead. I came back.”
There was nothing from her but a sob. The tears leaked from her closed eyes, and he sank to the ground with Ava in his arms.
“I came back to you,” he whispered, his lips pressed to her temple. “Vashama canem, reshon. I heard you. It was the only thing I heard.”
She had stopped struggling, but her eyes were still closed.
“Look at me, Ava.”
She shook her head.
“You think you’re crazy, don’t you?”
She nodded, still silent.
“You’re not crazy.” Malachi forced his voice to harden, even as he held her as softly as he could. “Ava, look at me.”
Her head did not lift.
“Look at your mate.”
He felt her shoulders begin to soften. And the fists he gripped in his hands tentatively turned their palms to his.
“I saw you in the spice market,” he began, thinking back to the dreams he thought had only been illusions. The flickers of memory his mind had recovered. “It smelled of cloves and honey.”
Her head lifted a little.
“And you were carrying an old leather case. I followed you because… you fascinated me.”
She finally opened her eyes but didn’t look directly at him. Their friends stood, surrounding them, holding their collective breath, but Malachi pretended they weren’t even there.
He leaned down to her ear and whispered, “I met you in the forest. I found you, and I picked you up off the ground. I held you, and I loved you under the stars. You thought they were only dreams. I did, too.”
Ava finally turned to him, her eyes wide and wet with tears.
“I tried to ask you where you were. From the moment I woke, all I have searched for is you.”
She lifted a hand, tentatively touching his jaw. He saw her lips form his name, but no sound escaped.
“I was helpless in the forest. I lost you again, and I thought I would lose my mind.”
“This is real?”
He nodded.
“This is real?” she asked again, her voice rising. Her other hand joined the first, touching his face. Tracing his lips, then moving down his body. She turned in his arms, but her hands never left his face. His neck. His shoulders.
“It’s me, Ava.”
She laughed once. Sharp. Painful to his ears. Then she buried her face in his neck and inhaled. “Your smell,” she said, her lips pressed against his neck as his arms tightened around her. “It’s you. I smelled you on Leo’s shirt, and I thought—”
“It’s me, Ava. I promise. It’s not a trick.”
“It’s… impossible!”
“I know.”
She burst into tears again, but this time he heard relief, not panic. He felt their friends relax, and he saw Damien pull Sari into an embrace.
“It’s not possible,” she said again, sniffling.
“I know it’s not. It just… is.”
She picked her head up, narrowed her eyes on him, then leaned forward, shocking him when her lips met his.
It was everything. So much more than the liquid quality of their dreams, Ava’s lips were heat and life. His mouth opened to her tongue as she forced her way inside. Tasting him. Drawing back to bite the edge of his lip as he groaned in pleasure. He buried his hands in her hair, pressing her closer. Their teeth clashed. She drew back, only to have him pull her forward again.
“Listen,” Renata commanded. “Listen to him! I can hear his voice, and I’m not even his mate.”
“Ava, please!”
A muffled shout echoed down the hall, and everyone fell silent.
Her heart stopped, and her mind went blank.
It couldn’t be.
She’d finally broken. She’d been expecting it for years. Maybe it had all been an illusion. Some desperate construct of a sick and lonely mind. Her knees buckled and she went limp as Rhys lifted her.
“Take her to him,” Leo said.
“No.” Ava shook her head.
Rhys carried her down the hall. Ava fought the urge to vomit. Her head swam. The crawling feeling came to her skin again, and the dark voices fluttered at the edges of her mind.
“Rhys,” she whispered, eyeing the door with painful dread. “Don’t. Please, let me go.”
“You have to see,” he said. “You have to see it’s real.”
“Don’t. Please don’t.”
They were at the door. Rhys set her down and pushed it open. Ava drew back but could not stop her eyes from peering into the dimly lit room.
A dark figure was pacing in the lamplight, his hands tearing at his hair. He turned to her, and tortured grey eyes met her own.
A ghost. A dream.
“Ava.”
She slammed the door and ran.
Chapter Twenty-one
He shot out of the room. Waiting in the bedroom while she cried had almost broken him. He couldn’t lose her.
“Ava!”
They all got out of his way. He caught up to her before she could make it to the door.
“Ava, please!”
“No! No no no no no…” She said it over and over. She closed her eyes when his arms wrapped around her. She shook her head and turned her face away.
“I’m alive.”
“No.”
“It’s me.” He buried his face in her neck, inhaling the sweet smell of her skin. She was shivering, but her mating marks glowed against his. Gold on silver. Shining as he held her back from bolting to the door.
“You’re dead,” she whispered. “I felt it. I can’t—”
“I’m not dead. I came back.”
There was nothing from her but a sob. The tears leaked from her closed eyes, and he sank to the ground with Ava in his arms.
“I came back to you,” he whispered, his lips pressed to her temple. “Vashama canem, reshon. I heard you. It was the only thing I heard.”
She had stopped struggling, but her eyes were still closed.
“Look at me, Ava.”
She shook her head.
“You think you’re crazy, don’t you?”
She nodded, still silent.
“You’re not crazy.” Malachi forced his voice to harden, even as he held her as softly as he could. “Ava, look at me.”
Her head did not lift.
“Look at your mate.”
He felt her shoulders begin to soften. And the fists he gripped in his hands tentatively turned their palms to his.
“I saw you in the spice market,” he began, thinking back to the dreams he thought had only been illusions. The flickers of memory his mind had recovered. “It smelled of cloves and honey.”
Her head lifted a little.
“And you were carrying an old leather case. I followed you because… you fascinated me.”
She finally opened her eyes but didn’t look directly at him. Their friends stood, surrounding them, holding their collective breath, but Malachi pretended they weren’t even there.
He leaned down to her ear and whispered, “I met you in the forest. I found you, and I picked you up off the ground. I held you, and I loved you under the stars. You thought they were only dreams. I did, too.”
Ava finally turned to him, her eyes wide and wet with tears.
“I tried to ask you where you were. From the moment I woke, all I have searched for is you.”
She lifted a hand, tentatively touching his jaw. He saw her lips form his name, but no sound escaped.
“I was helpless in the forest. I lost you again, and I thought I would lose my mind.”
“This is real?”
He nodded.
“This is real?” she asked again, her voice rising. Her other hand joined the first, touching his face. Tracing his lips, then moving down his body. She turned in his arms, but her hands never left his face. His neck. His shoulders.
“It’s me, Ava.”
She laughed once. Sharp. Painful to his ears. Then she buried her face in his neck and inhaled. “Your smell,” she said, her lips pressed against his neck as his arms tightened around her. “It’s you. I smelled you on Leo’s shirt, and I thought—”
“It’s me, Ava. I promise. It’s not a trick.”
“It’s… impossible!”
“I know.”
She burst into tears again, but this time he heard relief, not panic. He felt their friends relax, and he saw Damien pull Sari into an embrace.
“It’s not possible,” she said again, sniffling.
“I know it’s not. It just… is.”
She picked her head up, narrowed her eyes on him, then leaned forward, shocking him when her lips met his.
It was everything. So much more than the liquid quality of their dreams, Ava’s lips were heat and life. His mouth opened to her tongue as she forced her way inside. Tasting him. Drawing back to bite the edge of his lip as he groaned in pleasure. He buried his hands in her hair, pressing her closer. Their teeth clashed. She drew back, only to have him pull her forward again.
