Trying Not to Love You
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"You have got to be f**king kidding me." He yelled.
"Maybe you should have been the one to make sure I was ok to get home, instead of worrying about that skank."
"I'm sorry Kenzie. I acted like a f**king idiot. I drank too much. I love you, and only you." He came over and cupped my face.
Sighing, I said, "I'm scared Dominic. I feel like you are changing, and I'm going to end up getting hurt."
"I'm not going to hurt you, I promise. Come on; let's eat before it gets any colder." He kissed my head, then put a slice of pizza on a plate and handed it me.
While we were eating, Dominic mentioned that he was not going to have a lot of time to spend with me, now that football was picking up. I told him I was going to look for a part time job to keep me busy. He agreed that would be a good idea, and offered to let me borrow his car to go job hunting. Times like this, I wished I had brought my own car. Dad had suggested I leave it home, since I really would not be using it. He figured that Dominic and Hunter would be here to help me out if I was stuck. Dominic stayed and watched a movie with me, and then he went back to his room to sleep since he had to be up so early in the morning.
Later that night, when Hailey came back, I asked if she wanted to go out with me tomorrow and look for a job. She agreed, saying she could use some money with the holidays coming up. She could not rely on her mom to help her out, since she was already helping her so much with school.
The next afternoon, Hailey and I got all dressed up and went out looking for jobs. Dominic had slid his key under the door as he said he would. We applied at a few local coffee shops that were within walking distance, and they all said they would get back to us. We stopped at a few places at the mall too, which were not too far from the dorm.
By the time we were done, Hailey and I were both hungry, so we decided to stop at the little café near campus. We ran into Gracie while we were there.
"Why don't you try the library? They are always looking for people. All the good shifts are probably taken, but it's worth a try." Gracie said.
Hailey looked over at me and knew that I would not last at a job like that. I always needed some kind of noise. This was something outside of what I would normally do and I needed to give it a shot. "Thanks. I think I'll stop over there tomorrow on my way home from class."
"Kenzie, you will never last at that job." Hailey said, shaking her head.
"I will be fine, plus if they hire the both of us, I won't have to worry about the quiet with your mouth always running." I said, smiling at her, because she knew I was right.
"With it being a Sunday, it's pretty quiet over there; you could try and see if anyone could talk to you now." Gracie smirked at Hailey. "I think Logan is working, actually." As I said, Hailey's mouth was always running, so I was not surprised Gracie knew about Logan.
Hailey practically jumped from her seat. "Running into Logan sounds good to me, so let's go."
When we walked up to the building, she turned to me. "Let me do the talking and we'll both have jobs." She winked, and then walked in.
There was a nerdy looking girl with pigtails and glasses sitting behind the desk. We walked up to her, and Hailey asked if she knew where we could find Logan. The nerdy girl looked from Hailey to me, then back again to Hailey. Then she pointed to a row of shelves to the right of where we were standing.
Hailey grabbed my arm and practically dragged me in the direction the girl pointed. We looked down the first couple of rows and did not see him. Finally, we found him in the last row; he was standing there with his back to us. We walked down the aisle towards him, but Hailey stopped dead in her tracks.
I nearly ran into her, but she turned to look at a book. She shushed me, and shifted her eyes to Logan and then back at me.
"Leave her the f**k alone Britt. She doesn't know anything about you." Logan said this just loud enough for us to hear. Hailey looked at me with wide eyes.
"He needs to tell her. I should have done it the night I showed up and she was in his room." Brittany said.
I raised my eyes brows at Hailey and she did the same to me.
Logan turned around, right as Hailey turned to look at him. "Oh, hey Hailey, what are you doing here?" He leaned back a little so that I was in his view. He cursed under his breath, and looked back at Brittany before acknowledging me. "Hey Kenzie."
"Hey Logan." I glared over his shoulder towards Brittany. She looked like she was caught doing something she was not supposed to be doing.
"We were looking for a book on…" Hailey grabbed a book off the shelf. "Ah, here it is, The Big Book of Lesbian Horse Stories."
Way to go Hailey. She was making this even more awkward. I snorted, and turned to walk away. I heard Hailey say something to Logan in a hushed voice, and then heard her groaning as she came up behind me.
"Let's never come into the library again, unless it's absolutely necessary." Hailey said.
I stopped and looked at her. "We came here to get a job, Hails. I'm at least trying. What did Logan say?"
She squeezed her eyes shut. "Nothing. Just go fill out the application with nerdy girl so we can get the hell out of here. I need a drink."
I asked the girl for an application, which she provided, and I filled it out while Hailey walked off to hide from Logan. I finished and handed in the application, found Hailey and went to the dorms. We stopped at Dominic's first, so I could drop off his keys. When we walked in, I went over to his desk to write him a thank you note.
"Um, Kenzie, what the hell is that?" Hailey said, pointing to a pair of panties on the floor by Dominic's bed.
I was dumbfounded. What the hell were those panties doing by his bed? They sure as shit were not mine. Dominic would not be stupid enough to bring someone here, would he? Was he cheating on me? I know everyone thought he was up to something, but I always brushed it off because he was so different when we were together.
After staring at them for what felt like forever, I looked at Hailey and said, "Come on. I think we both need that drink."
"Already taken care of. I texted Hunter; he's on his way." Hailey grabbed my hand to lead me away from the panties.
"Have I ever told you I love it when you take care of me?"
She nodded at me, but stopped suddenly. "Now what?" I asked.
She dropped my hand and walked back to the desk; she grabbed the pen, bent down to pick up the panties with it and then dropped them on the keys. She grabbed my hand again, and then said, "Now we can go."
"Maybe you should have been the one to make sure I was ok to get home, instead of worrying about that skank."
"I'm sorry Kenzie. I acted like a f**king idiot. I drank too much. I love you, and only you." He came over and cupped my face.
Sighing, I said, "I'm scared Dominic. I feel like you are changing, and I'm going to end up getting hurt."
"I'm not going to hurt you, I promise. Come on; let's eat before it gets any colder." He kissed my head, then put a slice of pizza on a plate and handed it me.
While we were eating, Dominic mentioned that he was not going to have a lot of time to spend with me, now that football was picking up. I told him I was going to look for a part time job to keep me busy. He agreed that would be a good idea, and offered to let me borrow his car to go job hunting. Times like this, I wished I had brought my own car. Dad had suggested I leave it home, since I really would not be using it. He figured that Dominic and Hunter would be here to help me out if I was stuck. Dominic stayed and watched a movie with me, and then he went back to his room to sleep since he had to be up so early in the morning.
Later that night, when Hailey came back, I asked if she wanted to go out with me tomorrow and look for a job. She agreed, saying she could use some money with the holidays coming up. She could not rely on her mom to help her out, since she was already helping her so much with school.
The next afternoon, Hailey and I got all dressed up and went out looking for jobs. Dominic had slid his key under the door as he said he would. We applied at a few local coffee shops that were within walking distance, and they all said they would get back to us. We stopped at a few places at the mall too, which were not too far from the dorm.
By the time we were done, Hailey and I were both hungry, so we decided to stop at the little café near campus. We ran into Gracie while we were there.
"Why don't you try the library? They are always looking for people. All the good shifts are probably taken, but it's worth a try." Gracie said.
Hailey looked over at me and knew that I would not last at a job like that. I always needed some kind of noise. This was something outside of what I would normally do and I needed to give it a shot. "Thanks. I think I'll stop over there tomorrow on my way home from class."
"Kenzie, you will never last at that job." Hailey said, shaking her head.
"I will be fine, plus if they hire the both of us, I won't have to worry about the quiet with your mouth always running." I said, smiling at her, because she knew I was right.
"With it being a Sunday, it's pretty quiet over there; you could try and see if anyone could talk to you now." Gracie smirked at Hailey. "I think Logan is working, actually." As I said, Hailey's mouth was always running, so I was not surprised Gracie knew about Logan.
Hailey practically jumped from her seat. "Running into Logan sounds good to me, so let's go."
When we walked up to the building, she turned to me. "Let me do the talking and we'll both have jobs." She winked, and then walked in.
There was a nerdy looking girl with pigtails and glasses sitting behind the desk. We walked up to her, and Hailey asked if she knew where we could find Logan. The nerdy girl looked from Hailey to me, then back again to Hailey. Then she pointed to a row of shelves to the right of where we were standing.
Hailey grabbed my arm and practically dragged me in the direction the girl pointed. We looked down the first couple of rows and did not see him. Finally, we found him in the last row; he was standing there with his back to us. We walked down the aisle towards him, but Hailey stopped dead in her tracks.
I nearly ran into her, but she turned to look at a book. She shushed me, and shifted her eyes to Logan and then back at me.
"Leave her the f**k alone Britt. She doesn't know anything about you." Logan said this just loud enough for us to hear. Hailey looked at me with wide eyes.
"He needs to tell her. I should have done it the night I showed up and she was in his room." Brittany said.
I raised my eyes brows at Hailey and she did the same to me.
Logan turned around, right as Hailey turned to look at him. "Oh, hey Hailey, what are you doing here?" He leaned back a little so that I was in his view. He cursed under his breath, and looked back at Brittany before acknowledging me. "Hey Kenzie."
"Hey Logan." I glared over his shoulder towards Brittany. She looked like she was caught doing something she was not supposed to be doing.
"We were looking for a book on…" Hailey grabbed a book off the shelf. "Ah, here it is, The Big Book of Lesbian Horse Stories."
Way to go Hailey. She was making this even more awkward. I snorted, and turned to walk away. I heard Hailey say something to Logan in a hushed voice, and then heard her groaning as she came up behind me.
"Let's never come into the library again, unless it's absolutely necessary." Hailey said.
I stopped and looked at her. "We came here to get a job, Hails. I'm at least trying. What did Logan say?"
She squeezed her eyes shut. "Nothing. Just go fill out the application with nerdy girl so we can get the hell out of here. I need a drink."
I asked the girl for an application, which she provided, and I filled it out while Hailey walked off to hide from Logan. I finished and handed in the application, found Hailey and went to the dorms. We stopped at Dominic's first, so I could drop off his keys. When we walked in, I went over to his desk to write him a thank you note.
"Um, Kenzie, what the hell is that?" Hailey said, pointing to a pair of panties on the floor by Dominic's bed.
I was dumbfounded. What the hell were those panties doing by his bed? They sure as shit were not mine. Dominic would not be stupid enough to bring someone here, would he? Was he cheating on me? I know everyone thought he was up to something, but I always brushed it off because he was so different when we were together.
After staring at them for what felt like forever, I looked at Hailey and said, "Come on. I think we both need that drink."
"Already taken care of. I texted Hunter; he's on his way." Hailey grabbed my hand to lead me away from the panties.
"Have I ever told you I love it when you take care of me?"
She nodded at me, but stopped suddenly. "Now what?" I asked.
She dropped my hand and walked back to the desk; she grabbed the pen, bent down to pick up the panties with it and then dropped them on the keys. She grabbed my hand again, and then said, "Now we can go."
