Vision in White
Page 52
“More or less. I’m sorry it took so long. Carter, you should’ve gone home. It’s after midnight. I should’ve gotten word back to you. Oh, your poor face.” She winced at the bruise on his jaw.
“It’s not so bad. But we decided I should stay here. If I’d come back out, I might’ve had to explain how I came by this.” He touched his fingers gingerly to the bruise. “I’m terrible at lying, so this was simpler. Plus, as promised, there was cake.”
She slid in across from him. “What are you reading?”
“Oh, Parker had a copy of a John Irving novel I hadn’t read yet. I’ve been tended, entertained, and fed. Your partners made sure of it. And both Jack and Del each came back for a while. I’ve been fine.”
“You didn’t even wobble.”
“Sorry?”
“When that stupid bastard belted you. You barely reacted.”
“He was half drunk so there wasn’t that much behind it. He shouldn’t have put his hands on you.”
“You never even raised your voice. You shut him down—I could see it happen in his face, even before the troops arrived. And you never touched him or raised your voice.”
“Teacher training, I suppose. And a wide and varied experience with bullies. Did the newlyweds get off all right?”
“Yes. They don’t know what happened. They’ll find out, I imagine, but they had their day—and that was the point. You were a big part of that.”
“Well, it was an experience. All it cost me was a sore jaw and a pair of shoes.”
“And you’re still here.”
“I was waiting for you.”
She stared at him, then just gave in to the shimmer inside her heart. “I guess you’d better come home with me, Carter.”
He smiled. “I guess I’d better.”
MISTAKES HAPPENED, RIGHT? MAC REMINDED HERSELF AS SHE opened the door of her studio. If this was a mistake, she’d fix it. Later. When she could think more clearly. But at the moment, it was after midnight, and there was Carter in his three-piece suit and ruined shoes.
“I’m not as tidy as you.”
“Tidy’s such a fussy word, don’t you think?” He gave her an easy smile. “The sort that makes you think of your great-aunt Margaret and her tea cozies.”
“I don’t have a great-aunt Margaret.”
“If you did, she’d probably be a tidy sort with a tea cozy. I prefer the word organized.”
Mac tossed her coat over the arm of her couch. Unlike Carter, she didn’t have a coat closet. “I’m organized then, when it comes to my work, my business.”
“I could see that today. It seemed you knew exactly what to do, where to be, what to look for before it was there.” He laid his coat over hers. “That’s creative instinct married to organization.”
“And I use them both for the work. Outside of that, I’m a messy woman.”
“Everyone’s messy, Mackensie. Some people just shove the disorder into a closet or a drawer—at least when company’s coming—but it’s still there.”
“And some people have more drawers and closets than others. But since it’s been a long day, let’s step back from the edge of the philosophical cliff, and just say I’m telling you this as my bedroom isn’t at its best.”
“Are you looking for a grade?”
“As long as there’s a very generous curve. Come on up, Dr. Maguire.”
“This used to be the pool house,” he said as she led the way.
“The Browns did a lot of entertaining, so they redesigned it as a kind of spare guest house. Then when we opened the business, we redesigned again for the studio. But up here, it’s all personal space.”
A master suite sprawled over the second story, layed out, Carter saw, to accommodate a sitting area where he imagined she might read, nap, watch TV.
Color dominated, with the muted, misty gold of the walls serving as a backdrop for strong blues, greens, reds. Like a jewel box, he thought, with everything cluttered in, tangled, and gleaming. Clothes draped over the arms of chairs. Bright sweaters, soft shirts. Throws and pillows tumbled over the bed, the couch, like bold stones and rivers.
A wildly ornate mirror hung over a painted chest that served as a dresser. The top held jumbled and fascinating pieces of her. Earrings, magazines, bottles, and pots. Photographs served as art, portraits of those close to her. Posed and candid, pensive and joyful. With them scattered over the walls, she’d never be alone here.
“There’s so much of you here.”
“I try to shovel some of it out every couple of weeks.”
“No, I mean it reflects. Downstairs reflects your professional side, and this, the personal.”
“Which circles back to my point about being a messy woman.” She opened a drawer, pushed in a discarded sweater. “With a lot of drawers.”
“So much color and energy in here.” It was how he saw her. Color and energy. “How do you sleep?”
“With the lights off.”
She stepped to him, laid her finger on his bruised jaw. “Still hurt?”
“Actually . . . yes.” Now, alone in her jewel-box room, he did what he’d wanted to do all day. He kissed her. “There you are,” he murmured when her lips warmed to his. “Right there.”
She let herself lean into him, let herself sigh as she rested her head on his shoulder. Yes, she’d think later. When he wasn’t holding her, when her mind wasn’t fuzzed with fatigue and longing.
“Let’s get you into bed.” He kissed the top of her head. “Where are your pajamas?”
It took her a minute to process the question, then she leaned back to stare at him. “My pajamas?”
“You’re so tired.” He stroked a finger down her cheek. “Look how pale you are.”
“Yeah, and me with my ruddy complexion. Carter, I’m confused here. I thought you were staying.”
“I am. You’ve been on your feet all day, and waged war for part of it. You’re tired.”
He unbuttoned her suit jacket in the practical way that reminded her of the way he’d once buttoned her coat.
“What do you sleep in? Oh, maybe you don’t.” His eyes came back to hers. “Sleep in anything, I mean.”
“It’s not so bad. But we decided I should stay here. If I’d come back out, I might’ve had to explain how I came by this.” He touched his fingers gingerly to the bruise. “I’m terrible at lying, so this was simpler. Plus, as promised, there was cake.”
She slid in across from him. “What are you reading?”
“Oh, Parker had a copy of a John Irving novel I hadn’t read yet. I’ve been tended, entertained, and fed. Your partners made sure of it. And both Jack and Del each came back for a while. I’ve been fine.”
“You didn’t even wobble.”
“Sorry?”
“When that stupid bastard belted you. You barely reacted.”
“He was half drunk so there wasn’t that much behind it. He shouldn’t have put his hands on you.”
“You never even raised your voice. You shut him down—I could see it happen in his face, even before the troops arrived. And you never touched him or raised your voice.”
“Teacher training, I suppose. And a wide and varied experience with bullies. Did the newlyweds get off all right?”
“Yes. They don’t know what happened. They’ll find out, I imagine, but they had their day—and that was the point. You were a big part of that.”
“Well, it was an experience. All it cost me was a sore jaw and a pair of shoes.”
“And you’re still here.”
“I was waiting for you.”
She stared at him, then just gave in to the shimmer inside her heart. “I guess you’d better come home with me, Carter.”
He smiled. “I guess I’d better.”
MISTAKES HAPPENED, RIGHT? MAC REMINDED HERSELF AS SHE opened the door of her studio. If this was a mistake, she’d fix it. Later. When she could think more clearly. But at the moment, it was after midnight, and there was Carter in his three-piece suit and ruined shoes.
“I’m not as tidy as you.”
“Tidy’s such a fussy word, don’t you think?” He gave her an easy smile. “The sort that makes you think of your great-aunt Margaret and her tea cozies.”
“I don’t have a great-aunt Margaret.”
“If you did, she’d probably be a tidy sort with a tea cozy. I prefer the word organized.”
Mac tossed her coat over the arm of her couch. Unlike Carter, she didn’t have a coat closet. “I’m organized then, when it comes to my work, my business.”
“I could see that today. It seemed you knew exactly what to do, where to be, what to look for before it was there.” He laid his coat over hers. “That’s creative instinct married to organization.”
“And I use them both for the work. Outside of that, I’m a messy woman.”
“Everyone’s messy, Mackensie. Some people just shove the disorder into a closet or a drawer—at least when company’s coming—but it’s still there.”
“And some people have more drawers and closets than others. But since it’s been a long day, let’s step back from the edge of the philosophical cliff, and just say I’m telling you this as my bedroom isn’t at its best.”
“Are you looking for a grade?”
“As long as there’s a very generous curve. Come on up, Dr. Maguire.”
“This used to be the pool house,” he said as she led the way.
“The Browns did a lot of entertaining, so they redesigned it as a kind of spare guest house. Then when we opened the business, we redesigned again for the studio. But up here, it’s all personal space.”
A master suite sprawled over the second story, layed out, Carter saw, to accommodate a sitting area where he imagined she might read, nap, watch TV.
Color dominated, with the muted, misty gold of the walls serving as a backdrop for strong blues, greens, reds. Like a jewel box, he thought, with everything cluttered in, tangled, and gleaming. Clothes draped over the arms of chairs. Bright sweaters, soft shirts. Throws and pillows tumbled over the bed, the couch, like bold stones and rivers.
A wildly ornate mirror hung over a painted chest that served as a dresser. The top held jumbled and fascinating pieces of her. Earrings, magazines, bottles, and pots. Photographs served as art, portraits of those close to her. Posed and candid, pensive and joyful. With them scattered over the walls, she’d never be alone here.
“There’s so much of you here.”
“I try to shovel some of it out every couple of weeks.”
“No, I mean it reflects. Downstairs reflects your professional side, and this, the personal.”
“Which circles back to my point about being a messy woman.” She opened a drawer, pushed in a discarded sweater. “With a lot of drawers.”
“So much color and energy in here.” It was how he saw her. Color and energy. “How do you sleep?”
“With the lights off.”
She stepped to him, laid her finger on his bruised jaw. “Still hurt?”
“Actually . . . yes.” Now, alone in her jewel-box room, he did what he’d wanted to do all day. He kissed her. “There you are,” he murmured when her lips warmed to his. “Right there.”
She let herself lean into him, let herself sigh as she rested her head on his shoulder. Yes, she’d think later. When he wasn’t holding her, when her mind wasn’t fuzzed with fatigue and longing.
“Let’s get you into bed.” He kissed the top of her head. “Where are your pajamas?”
It took her a minute to process the question, then she leaned back to stare at him. “My pajamas?”
“You’re so tired.” He stroked a finger down her cheek. “Look how pale you are.”
“Yeah, and me with my ruddy complexion. Carter, I’m confused here. I thought you were staying.”
“I am. You’ve been on your feet all day, and waged war for part of it. You’re tired.”
He unbuttoned her suit jacket in the practical way that reminded her of the way he’d once buttoned her coat.
“What do you sleep in? Oh, maybe you don’t.” His eyes came back to hers. “Sleep in anything, I mean.”
