Waiting For Nick
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"Fred, I wanted to talk to you about this afternoon."
"All right. You know, if we clean up any more, Zack will think we don't need him. I don't want to hurt his feelings."
But she wandered over to the jukebox, loitered over the choices. Inspired, she pushed buttons, turned. "You didn't dance with me tonight, Nick."
"Didn't I?" He knew very well he hadn't, and why.
"No." She walked to him as the slow, shuffling notes seeped out. "If I Didn't Care," she thought. The Platters.
Perfect.
"You don't want to hurt my feelings, do you, Nicholas?"
"No, but—"
But she was already slipping her arms around him. He laid his hand on the small of her back and led her into the dance.
His movements were smooth and surprisingly stylish. Always had been, she remembered as she rested her head on his shoulder. The first time she danced with him, she'd thrilled to them.
But there was a different kind of thrill now, for the woman, rather than the adolescent girl.
She fit so well, he thought. Always had, he remembered as he drew her closer. But she'd never smelled like this before, and he couldn't remember her hair teasing him into brushing his lips over it.
They were alone, and the music was right. He'd always been susceptible to music. It tempted him now to rub his lips over her temple, nibble lightly at her ear.
Catching himself, he swung her out in a slow spin that made her laugh. Her eyes were glowing when she turned back into his arms.
She followed his every move as though she'd been born in his arms. Seemed to anticipate him as he walked her, circled her, twirled her again. In a move as gracefully choreographed as the dance, she lifted her head.
And his mouth was waiting.
He simply slid into her. Into the kiss, the warmth, the simplicity of it. Her arms came up, encircled his neck, her fingers skimming up threading into his hair.
He didn't hear the music end, for it was playing in his head. Their own intimate symphony. He thought he could absorb her if she would let him. Her skin, her scent, that wonderfully generous mouth.
As the kiss deepened, lengthened, he imagined how perfectly simple it would be to pick her up, carry her upstairs. To his bed.
The clarity of the vision shocked him enough to have him pulling her back. "Fred—"
"No, don't talk." Her eyes were clouded, dreamily. "Just kiss me, Nick. Just kiss me."
Her mouth was on his again, making him long to forget all the reasons why it shouldn't be. However confused those reasons were becoming, he put his hands firmly on her shoulders and stepped back.
"We're not doing this."
"Why?"
"You're on dangerous ground here," he warned her. "Now get your things, your purse, whatever. I'm taking you home."
"I want to stay here, with you." Her voice was calm, even if her pulse rate wasn't. "I want to go upstairs with you, to bed."
The knot in his stomach tightened like a noose. "I said get your purse. It's late."
Her experience might be limited, but she thought she knew when to advance and when to retreat. On legs that weren't quite steady, she walked behind the bar to get her purse.
"Fine. We'll play it your way. But you don't know what you're missing."
Afraid he did, he dragged a hand through his hair. "Where did you learn this stuff?"
"I pick it up as I go along," she said over her shoulder as she yanked open the door. "Coming?"
It had just occurred to him that it might be a better—safer—idea to get her a cab. But she was already outside.
"Just hold on." He slammed the bar door behind him and locked it.
Freddie began to stroll down the street. "Beautiful night."
Nick muffled his muttering and methodical cursing. "Yeah, just dandy. Give me your purse."
"What?"
"Just give it to me." He snatched the glittery fancy and shoved it into his jacket pocket. For the first time, he noticed her earrings. "I bet those rocks are real."
"These?" Automatically she lifted a hand to the sapphire-and-diamond clusters. "Yes, why?"
"You should know better than to walk around with a year's rent on your earlobes."
"It's no use having them if I'm not going to wear them," she pointed out with perfect logic.
"There's a time and a place. And walking on the Lower East Side at 3:00 a.m. doesn't qualify for either."
"Want to put them in your pocket, too?" Freddie said dryly.
Before he could tell her it was just what he had in mind, someone called his name.
"Yo, Nick!"
Glancing across the deserted street, Nick saw the shadow, recognized it. "Just keep walking," he told Freddie, automatically shifting her to his far side. "And don't say anything."
Breathless from the short jog, a thin-faced man in baggy pants fell into step beside them. "So, Nick, how's it hanging?"
"Can't complain, Jack."
Freddie opened her mouth, but only a muffled squeak came out when Nick crushed all the major bones of her hand.
"Fancy stuff." Jack winked at Nick and gave him an elbow dig. "You always had the luck."
The man was too pitiful to bother decking. "Yeah, I'm loaded with it. We've got places to go, Jack."
"Bet. Thing is, Nick, I'm short until payday."
When wasn't he? Nick thought. "Come by the bar tomorrow, I'll float you."
"Appreciate it. Thing is, I'm short now."
Still walking, Nick dug into his pocket, pulled out a twenty. He knew exactly where it would go, if Jack could link up with his dealer at this hour.
"Thanks, bro." The bill disappeared into the baggy pants. "I'll get it back to you."
"Sure." When icicles drip in hell. "See you around, Jack."
"Bet. Once a Cobra, always a Cobra."
Not, Nick thought, if he could help it. Furious at being forced into the encounter, and that Freddie had been touched by the slimy edge of his past, he quickened his pace.
"You know him from the gang you used to belong to," Freddie said quietly.
"That's right. Now he's a junkie."
"Nick—"
"He hangs around the neighborhood, sometimes during the day. Odds are he won't remember you, he was already buzzed, but if you run into him, just keep running. He's bad news."
"All right. You know, if we clean up any more, Zack will think we don't need him. I don't want to hurt his feelings."
But she wandered over to the jukebox, loitered over the choices. Inspired, she pushed buttons, turned. "You didn't dance with me tonight, Nick."
"Didn't I?" He knew very well he hadn't, and why.
"No." She walked to him as the slow, shuffling notes seeped out. "If I Didn't Care," she thought. The Platters.
Perfect.
"You don't want to hurt my feelings, do you, Nicholas?"
"No, but—"
But she was already slipping her arms around him. He laid his hand on the small of her back and led her into the dance.
His movements were smooth and surprisingly stylish. Always had been, she remembered as she rested her head on his shoulder. The first time she danced with him, she'd thrilled to them.
But there was a different kind of thrill now, for the woman, rather than the adolescent girl.
She fit so well, he thought. Always had, he remembered as he drew her closer. But she'd never smelled like this before, and he couldn't remember her hair teasing him into brushing his lips over it.
They were alone, and the music was right. He'd always been susceptible to music. It tempted him now to rub his lips over her temple, nibble lightly at her ear.
Catching himself, he swung her out in a slow spin that made her laugh. Her eyes were glowing when she turned back into his arms.
She followed his every move as though she'd been born in his arms. Seemed to anticipate him as he walked her, circled her, twirled her again. In a move as gracefully choreographed as the dance, she lifted her head.
And his mouth was waiting.
He simply slid into her. Into the kiss, the warmth, the simplicity of it. Her arms came up, encircled his neck, her fingers skimming up threading into his hair.
He didn't hear the music end, for it was playing in his head. Their own intimate symphony. He thought he could absorb her if she would let him. Her skin, her scent, that wonderfully generous mouth.
As the kiss deepened, lengthened, he imagined how perfectly simple it would be to pick her up, carry her upstairs. To his bed.
The clarity of the vision shocked him enough to have him pulling her back. "Fred—"
"No, don't talk." Her eyes were clouded, dreamily. "Just kiss me, Nick. Just kiss me."
Her mouth was on his again, making him long to forget all the reasons why it shouldn't be. However confused those reasons were becoming, he put his hands firmly on her shoulders and stepped back.
"We're not doing this."
"Why?"
"You're on dangerous ground here," he warned her. "Now get your things, your purse, whatever. I'm taking you home."
"I want to stay here, with you." Her voice was calm, even if her pulse rate wasn't. "I want to go upstairs with you, to bed."
The knot in his stomach tightened like a noose. "I said get your purse. It's late."
Her experience might be limited, but she thought she knew when to advance and when to retreat. On legs that weren't quite steady, she walked behind the bar to get her purse.
"Fine. We'll play it your way. But you don't know what you're missing."
Afraid he did, he dragged a hand through his hair. "Where did you learn this stuff?"
"I pick it up as I go along," she said over her shoulder as she yanked open the door. "Coming?"
It had just occurred to him that it might be a better—safer—idea to get her a cab. But she was already outside.
"Just hold on." He slammed the bar door behind him and locked it.
Freddie began to stroll down the street. "Beautiful night."
Nick muffled his muttering and methodical cursing. "Yeah, just dandy. Give me your purse."
"What?"
"Just give it to me." He snatched the glittery fancy and shoved it into his jacket pocket. For the first time, he noticed her earrings. "I bet those rocks are real."
"These?" Automatically she lifted a hand to the sapphire-and-diamond clusters. "Yes, why?"
"You should know better than to walk around with a year's rent on your earlobes."
"It's no use having them if I'm not going to wear them," she pointed out with perfect logic.
"There's a time and a place. And walking on the Lower East Side at 3:00 a.m. doesn't qualify for either."
"Want to put them in your pocket, too?" Freddie said dryly.
Before he could tell her it was just what he had in mind, someone called his name.
"Yo, Nick!"
Glancing across the deserted street, Nick saw the shadow, recognized it. "Just keep walking," he told Freddie, automatically shifting her to his far side. "And don't say anything."
Breathless from the short jog, a thin-faced man in baggy pants fell into step beside them. "So, Nick, how's it hanging?"
"Can't complain, Jack."
Freddie opened her mouth, but only a muffled squeak came out when Nick crushed all the major bones of her hand.
"Fancy stuff." Jack winked at Nick and gave him an elbow dig. "You always had the luck."
The man was too pitiful to bother decking. "Yeah, I'm loaded with it. We've got places to go, Jack."
"Bet. Thing is, Nick, I'm short until payday."
When wasn't he? Nick thought. "Come by the bar tomorrow, I'll float you."
"Appreciate it. Thing is, I'm short now."
Still walking, Nick dug into his pocket, pulled out a twenty. He knew exactly where it would go, if Jack could link up with his dealer at this hour.
"Thanks, bro." The bill disappeared into the baggy pants. "I'll get it back to you."
"Sure." When icicles drip in hell. "See you around, Jack."
"Bet. Once a Cobra, always a Cobra."
Not, Nick thought, if he could help it. Furious at being forced into the encounter, and that Freddie had been touched by the slimy edge of his past, he quickened his pace.
"You know him from the gang you used to belong to," Freddie said quietly.
"That's right. Now he's a junkie."
"Nick—"
"He hangs around the neighborhood, sometimes during the day. Odds are he won't remember you, he was already buzzed, but if you run into him, just keep running. He's bad news."
