Waiting For Nick
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"Wherever you like." He wished she wouldn't look at him as if he'd just conked her on the head with a bat. They'd gone out before. More or less.
"I've got some connections, I could get tickets for a show. Not mine," he added before she could speak. "I don't want my own tunes competing inside my head."
She shifted again, foolishly delighted by the idea of a date. "It's kind of late in the day to snag tickets for anything."
"Not if you know who to call." He trailed a finger lightly down her arm in a way that made her want to sigh. She wondered if he knew he touched her just like that now and again, without thinking about it. "We could have a late supper afterward. At that French place you like."
Not just a date, she thought, dazed. A power date. "That would be nice." She wasn't sure how to react, and before she could, he was up and tugging on his clothes. "Get spruced up, then. I'll go make some calls and meet you at my place. An hour."
He leaned over to give her a quick kiss, then was gone, leaving her staring after him.
Maybe he wasn't Sir Lancelot, she thought with a shake of her head. But, tarnished armor or not, he had his moments.
It took her every bit of an hour to pull herself together. She hoped Nick would consider the off-the-shoulder plum silk jazzy enough. She did wish they'd arranged to meet at her place, however, when she narrowly avoided getting her heel caught in the sidewalk.
She breezed past Rio with a wave, and a quick pirouette when he whistled at her. A quick knock at the top of the stairs, and she walked in.
"This time you're late," she called out.
"Had to help Zack with a delivery."
"Oh." She nibbled on her lip. "I didn't even think about your shift."
"It's my night off." He strolled out of the bedroom, still tugging on his jacket. He gave her a long look and a nod of approval. "Very nice."
"You've got such a way with compliments, Nicholas."
"How about this?" He grabbed her, lifted her to her toes and kissed her until her head threatened to blow off her shoulders.
"Okay," she said when she could breathe again. "That's pretty good."
Abruptly nervous, he let her go again. "We've got enough time before curtain for a drink. Why don't I play your personal bartender?"
"Why don't you, then? A little white wine—bartender's choice."
"I think I've got something you'll approve of." He'd snagged the bottle of Cristal from Zack's stash.
"Well." Freddie's eyes widened. "This is certainly turning into a night to remember."
"That's the idea." He decided he liked surprising her. Doing something out of the ordinary for her. He popped the cork with an expert's flourish, and poured it into two flutes he'd commandeered from the bar. "To family ties," he said, and touched his glass to hers.
She smiled as she lifted her own glass. "What kind of a mood are you in? I can't quite pin it down."
That stirring was going on again, needs and longings tangling together in his stomach, just around his heart. "I'm not so sure myself."
And the fact that he wasn't didn't make him as nervous as it should have. Because he was happy. Incredibly, completely happy. And he only got happier every time he looked at her.
He was certain he could go on looking at her for a lifetime.
And when that unexpected curve rounded like a fastball in his stomach, his breath caught and wheezed out slowly.
"Are you all right?" Solicitous, Freddie thumped him on the back.
"I'm fine." Love. A lifetime. "I'm… fine."
Now it was her turn for nerves, so she took a small step back. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Like what?"
"Like you've never seen me before."
"I don't know." But that was a lie. He hadn't seen her before, not through the eyes of a man flustered by love.
He had, he realized, done the most amazing thing. He'd fallen head over heels in love with his closest friend.
"Let's sit down." He needed to.
"All right." Cautious, she settled on the sofa. "Nick, if you're not feeling well, we can take a rain check on the show."
"No, I'm fine. Didn't I say I was fine?"
"You don't look fine. You're pale."
He supposed he was. He'd never been in love before. He'd danced around it, toyed with it, teased the edges of it. But now it looked as though he'd fallen headfirst into the pit.
With Fred.
He was just getting used to the fact that he could make love to her. But being in love was going to take a lot more thought. It was a pity he couldn't wrap his brain around anything that wasn't sheer emotion.
"Fred… things have moved pretty fast between us."
She lifted a brow. "Do you call a decade-plus fast?"
He waved that away. "You know what I mean. I was thinking that I might be hemming you in, between the work and everything else."
The shiver that ran up her spine was icy and full of fear. But her voice was calm enough. "Are you trying to let me down gently, Nick?''
"No." The very thought appalled him. Losing her now—it was unthinkable. "No," he repeated, and gripped her hand so tightly she jolted. "I want you, Fred. I'm just beginning to realize how much."
Her heart turned slowly over in her breast, and swelled. "You have me, Nick," she said quietly. "You always have."
"Things have changed." He wasn't sure how to phrase it, not in a way that would satisfy them both. But he had to let her know something of what he was feeling. "Not just because we've gone to bed together. Not just because what I have with you there is different, stronger than anything I've ever had before."
"Nick." Swamped with love, she lifted their joined hands to her cheek. "You've never said anything like that to me before. I never thought you would."
Neither had he. Now, all at once, he was afraid he wouldn't get the words, the right ones, out fast enough. "I don't want to push things, Fred, for either of us, but I think you should know—"
The thud of heavy footsteps on the stairs had Nick swearing and Freddie cursing fate. Neither of them moved when Rio opened the door, looking grim.
"I've got some connections, I could get tickets for a show. Not mine," he added before she could speak. "I don't want my own tunes competing inside my head."
She shifted again, foolishly delighted by the idea of a date. "It's kind of late in the day to snag tickets for anything."
"Not if you know who to call." He trailed a finger lightly down her arm in a way that made her want to sigh. She wondered if he knew he touched her just like that now and again, without thinking about it. "We could have a late supper afterward. At that French place you like."
Not just a date, she thought, dazed. A power date. "That would be nice." She wasn't sure how to react, and before she could, he was up and tugging on his clothes. "Get spruced up, then. I'll go make some calls and meet you at my place. An hour."
He leaned over to give her a quick kiss, then was gone, leaving her staring after him.
Maybe he wasn't Sir Lancelot, she thought with a shake of her head. But, tarnished armor or not, he had his moments.
It took her every bit of an hour to pull herself together. She hoped Nick would consider the off-the-shoulder plum silk jazzy enough. She did wish they'd arranged to meet at her place, however, when she narrowly avoided getting her heel caught in the sidewalk.
She breezed past Rio with a wave, and a quick pirouette when he whistled at her. A quick knock at the top of the stairs, and she walked in.
"This time you're late," she called out.
"Had to help Zack with a delivery."
"Oh." She nibbled on her lip. "I didn't even think about your shift."
"It's my night off." He strolled out of the bedroom, still tugging on his jacket. He gave her a long look and a nod of approval. "Very nice."
"You've got such a way with compliments, Nicholas."
"How about this?" He grabbed her, lifted her to her toes and kissed her until her head threatened to blow off her shoulders.
"Okay," she said when she could breathe again. "That's pretty good."
Abruptly nervous, he let her go again. "We've got enough time before curtain for a drink. Why don't I play your personal bartender?"
"Why don't you, then? A little white wine—bartender's choice."
"I think I've got something you'll approve of." He'd snagged the bottle of Cristal from Zack's stash.
"Well." Freddie's eyes widened. "This is certainly turning into a night to remember."
"That's the idea." He decided he liked surprising her. Doing something out of the ordinary for her. He popped the cork with an expert's flourish, and poured it into two flutes he'd commandeered from the bar. "To family ties," he said, and touched his glass to hers.
She smiled as she lifted her own glass. "What kind of a mood are you in? I can't quite pin it down."
That stirring was going on again, needs and longings tangling together in his stomach, just around his heart. "I'm not so sure myself."
And the fact that he wasn't didn't make him as nervous as it should have. Because he was happy. Incredibly, completely happy. And he only got happier every time he looked at her.
He was certain he could go on looking at her for a lifetime.
And when that unexpected curve rounded like a fastball in his stomach, his breath caught and wheezed out slowly.
"Are you all right?" Solicitous, Freddie thumped him on the back.
"I'm fine." Love. A lifetime. "I'm… fine."
Now it was her turn for nerves, so she took a small step back. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Like what?"
"Like you've never seen me before."
"I don't know." But that was a lie. He hadn't seen her before, not through the eyes of a man flustered by love.
He had, he realized, done the most amazing thing. He'd fallen head over heels in love with his closest friend.
"Let's sit down." He needed to.
"All right." Cautious, she settled on the sofa. "Nick, if you're not feeling well, we can take a rain check on the show."
"No, I'm fine. Didn't I say I was fine?"
"You don't look fine. You're pale."
He supposed he was. He'd never been in love before. He'd danced around it, toyed with it, teased the edges of it. But now it looked as though he'd fallen headfirst into the pit.
With Fred.
He was just getting used to the fact that he could make love to her. But being in love was going to take a lot more thought. It was a pity he couldn't wrap his brain around anything that wasn't sheer emotion.
"Fred… things have moved pretty fast between us."
She lifted a brow. "Do you call a decade-plus fast?"
He waved that away. "You know what I mean. I was thinking that I might be hemming you in, between the work and everything else."
The shiver that ran up her spine was icy and full of fear. But her voice was calm enough. "Are you trying to let me down gently, Nick?''
"No." The very thought appalled him. Losing her now—it was unthinkable. "No," he repeated, and gripped her hand so tightly she jolted. "I want you, Fred. I'm just beginning to realize how much."
Her heart turned slowly over in her breast, and swelled. "You have me, Nick," she said quietly. "You always have."
"Things have changed." He wasn't sure how to phrase it, not in a way that would satisfy them both. But he had to let her know something of what he was feeling. "Not just because we've gone to bed together. Not just because what I have with you there is different, stronger than anything I've ever had before."
"Nick." Swamped with love, she lifted their joined hands to her cheek. "You've never said anything like that to me before. I never thought you would."
Neither had he. Now, all at once, he was afraid he wouldn't get the words, the right ones, out fast enough. "I don't want to push things, Fred, for either of us, but I think you should know—"
The thud of heavy footsteps on the stairs had Nick swearing and Freddie cursing fate. Neither of them moved when Rio opened the door, looking grim.
