Waiting For Nick
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"I didn't let him hurt me, Uncle Alex."
"No, baby, you took care of yourself. Just let me take over now."
Rio let out a shout of alarm when Alex pushed the kitchen door open. "Sit her down, sit her down right here! Who hurt my baby? Who hurt my sweetheart? Nick!" He bellowed it out before either Alex or Freddie could answer. "Get your ass down here, now!" Moving like a bulldozer, he shoved open the door between the kitchen and bar. "Muldoon, I want the good brandy in here, pronto. You just sit easy, honey," he continued, in a voice that had lowered by several decibels and softened like silk.
"I'm all right, Rio. Really." Already soothed, she turned her face into the wide paw he'd laid on her cheek.
"Looks shallow." Alex sighed with relief. He'd expected the worst when he tugged Freddie's blouse out of her waistband to examine the cut. "We'll patch it up for you."
"What the hell's all the commotion?" Obviously annoyed by the shouted orders, Zack came in, holding a bottle of brandy. One look at Freddie had him darting over and crouching in a position that mirrored Alex's.
"Give her room to breathe." Though shaken, Rio snatched the bottle and poured a hefty two fingers into a tumbler. "Drink it down, Freddie."
She would have obeyed, if Nick hadn't come stalking down the stairs. His injured eye was more open than closed now, but a rainbow of bruises and scrapes had bloomed on his face.
When he saw her, the blood drained out of it.
"What happened? Were you in an accident? Fred, are you hurt?"
He snagged her free hand, nearly crushing the bones.
"Give her a minute," Alex ordered. "Drink the brandy, Freddie. Take your time."
"I'm okay." But the jolt of brandy as it hit her system cleared the fog and brought on the trembling.
"Is that blood?" Nick stared, horrified, at the stain on her blouse. "For God's sake, she's bleeding!"
"We're taking care of it." Alex took the antiseptic Rio passed him and dabbed it on gently. "I want you to come home with me, Freddie. When you're feeling better, I'll take your statement."
"I can do it now. I'd rather do it now."
"What do you mean, statement? Were you mugged?" Nick demanded. "Damn it, Fred, how many times have I told you to be careful?"
"She wasn't mugged," Alex snapped out. "Your old pal, Jack, wasn't interested in her money."
As soon as he said it, Alex cursed himself. Pale as death, Nick dropped Freddie's hand and stepped back.
"Jack." As fury filled the hole shock had dug, his eyes turned to hard green slits. "Where is he?"
"In custody. What's left of him." Alex stroked a hand over Freddie's hair before taking out a pad and switching into cop mode. "Tell me from the beginning, everything you remember."
"I was going home," she began.
Nick listened, the bitterness burning his throat, the impotence dragging at him.
Because of him, he thought. All of it. Every instant of terror she'd been through was because of him. His need to settle debts, to handle a problem his own way, could have cost Freddie her life.
"Then I called you," Freddie finished. "I could see he was bleeding. His eyes…" She had to swallow.
"Let me worry about him," Alex told her. "I want you to put it all out of your mind for now. I'll go back to your place and get some things for you. You can stay with us as long as you like."
"I appreciate that, really I do, but I need to go home." She took his hand before he could protest. "I can't be afraid to stay in my own home, Uncle Alex. He'd have gotten to me then, don't you see? I'm not going to let that happen."
"Hardhead." He kissed her gently. "If you change your mind, it only takes a call." He rose then, skimmed his gaze over the three men standing by. "You look after her. I've got to get to the station and take care of this." In a mute apology, he laid a hand on Nick's shoulder. "Make her rest. She'll listen to you."
When he left, Freddie felt three pairs of eyes on her. "I'm not going to fall apart," she said.
Nick said nothing, simply stepped to her, scooped her off the chair.
"I don't need to be carried."
"Shut up. Just shut up. I'm taking her upstairs. She's going to lie down."
"I can lie down at home."
Ignoring her, he started up the steps.
"You don't want me here." As if to complete the day, tears began to burn her eyes. "Do you think I can't tell you don't want me here?"
"Here's where you're staying." He carried her inside and straight to the bedroom. "You're going to rest until you get some color back in your face."
"I don't want to be with you."
A quick stab in the heart made him wince. But he couldn't blame her. "I'm going to leave you alone, don't worry." His voice was quiet, distant. "Don't fight me on this, Fred. Please."
He drew the rumpled spread over her, neglecting to take off her shoes. "I'm going downstairs." He stepped back, dipped his hands into his pockets. "Do you want anything? Want me to call Rachel, or one of me others?''
"No." She closed her eyes. Now that she was horizontal, she wasn't sure she could get up again. "I don't want anything."
"Try to sleep for a while." He moved over to tug down the shades on the window and plunged the room into soft gloom. "If you need anything, just call down to the bar."
She kept her eyes closed, wishing him to leave, willing it. Even when she heard the soft click of the door closing, she didn't open them again.
He hadn't offered the loving compassion Alex had, or the quick, forceful concern of Rio or Zack. Oh, he'd been angry, she thought, furious over what had nearly happened to her. She knew he cared. They'd been part of each other's lives for too long for him not to.
But he hadn't held her. Not the way she so desperately needed him to.
She wondered if he ever would.
Chapter Twelve
She hadn't thought she would sleep. It was a surprise to wake, groggy, in the half-light. Freddie wasn't certain if it was a good sign or a bad one that she remembered immediately, and clearly, what had happened and why she was alone in Nick's bed in the middle of the day.
"No, baby, you took care of yourself. Just let me take over now."
Rio let out a shout of alarm when Alex pushed the kitchen door open. "Sit her down, sit her down right here! Who hurt my baby? Who hurt my sweetheart? Nick!" He bellowed it out before either Alex or Freddie could answer. "Get your ass down here, now!" Moving like a bulldozer, he shoved open the door between the kitchen and bar. "Muldoon, I want the good brandy in here, pronto. You just sit easy, honey," he continued, in a voice that had lowered by several decibels and softened like silk.
"I'm all right, Rio. Really." Already soothed, she turned her face into the wide paw he'd laid on her cheek.
"Looks shallow." Alex sighed with relief. He'd expected the worst when he tugged Freddie's blouse out of her waistband to examine the cut. "We'll patch it up for you."
"What the hell's all the commotion?" Obviously annoyed by the shouted orders, Zack came in, holding a bottle of brandy. One look at Freddie had him darting over and crouching in a position that mirrored Alex's.
"Give her room to breathe." Though shaken, Rio snatched the bottle and poured a hefty two fingers into a tumbler. "Drink it down, Freddie."
She would have obeyed, if Nick hadn't come stalking down the stairs. His injured eye was more open than closed now, but a rainbow of bruises and scrapes had bloomed on his face.
When he saw her, the blood drained out of it.
"What happened? Were you in an accident? Fred, are you hurt?"
He snagged her free hand, nearly crushing the bones.
"Give her a minute," Alex ordered. "Drink the brandy, Freddie. Take your time."
"I'm okay." But the jolt of brandy as it hit her system cleared the fog and brought on the trembling.
"Is that blood?" Nick stared, horrified, at the stain on her blouse. "For God's sake, she's bleeding!"
"We're taking care of it." Alex took the antiseptic Rio passed him and dabbed it on gently. "I want you to come home with me, Freddie. When you're feeling better, I'll take your statement."
"I can do it now. I'd rather do it now."
"What do you mean, statement? Were you mugged?" Nick demanded. "Damn it, Fred, how many times have I told you to be careful?"
"She wasn't mugged," Alex snapped out. "Your old pal, Jack, wasn't interested in her money."
As soon as he said it, Alex cursed himself. Pale as death, Nick dropped Freddie's hand and stepped back.
"Jack." As fury filled the hole shock had dug, his eyes turned to hard green slits. "Where is he?"
"In custody. What's left of him." Alex stroked a hand over Freddie's hair before taking out a pad and switching into cop mode. "Tell me from the beginning, everything you remember."
"I was going home," she began.
Nick listened, the bitterness burning his throat, the impotence dragging at him.
Because of him, he thought. All of it. Every instant of terror she'd been through was because of him. His need to settle debts, to handle a problem his own way, could have cost Freddie her life.
"Then I called you," Freddie finished. "I could see he was bleeding. His eyes…" She had to swallow.
"Let me worry about him," Alex told her. "I want you to put it all out of your mind for now. I'll go back to your place and get some things for you. You can stay with us as long as you like."
"I appreciate that, really I do, but I need to go home." She took his hand before he could protest. "I can't be afraid to stay in my own home, Uncle Alex. He'd have gotten to me then, don't you see? I'm not going to let that happen."
"Hardhead." He kissed her gently. "If you change your mind, it only takes a call." He rose then, skimmed his gaze over the three men standing by. "You look after her. I've got to get to the station and take care of this." In a mute apology, he laid a hand on Nick's shoulder. "Make her rest. She'll listen to you."
When he left, Freddie felt three pairs of eyes on her. "I'm not going to fall apart," she said.
Nick said nothing, simply stepped to her, scooped her off the chair.
"I don't need to be carried."
"Shut up. Just shut up. I'm taking her upstairs. She's going to lie down."
"I can lie down at home."
Ignoring her, he started up the steps.
"You don't want me here." As if to complete the day, tears began to burn her eyes. "Do you think I can't tell you don't want me here?"
"Here's where you're staying." He carried her inside and straight to the bedroom. "You're going to rest until you get some color back in your face."
"I don't want to be with you."
A quick stab in the heart made him wince. But he couldn't blame her. "I'm going to leave you alone, don't worry." His voice was quiet, distant. "Don't fight me on this, Fred. Please."
He drew the rumpled spread over her, neglecting to take off her shoes. "I'm going downstairs." He stepped back, dipped his hands into his pockets. "Do you want anything? Want me to call Rachel, or one of me others?''
"No." She closed her eyes. Now that she was horizontal, she wasn't sure she could get up again. "I don't want anything."
"Try to sleep for a while." He moved over to tug down the shades on the window and plunged the room into soft gloom. "If you need anything, just call down to the bar."
She kept her eyes closed, wishing him to leave, willing it. Even when she heard the soft click of the door closing, she didn't open them again.
He hadn't offered the loving compassion Alex had, or the quick, forceful concern of Rio or Zack. Oh, he'd been angry, she thought, furious over what had nearly happened to her. She knew he cared. They'd been part of each other's lives for too long for him not to.
But he hadn't held her. Not the way she so desperately needed him to.
She wondered if he ever would.
Chapter Twelve
She hadn't thought she would sleep. It was a surprise to wake, groggy, in the half-light. Freddie wasn't certain if it was a good sign or a bad one that she remembered immediately, and clearly, what had happened and why she was alone in Nick's bed in the middle of the day.
