Welcome to Rosie Hopkins' Sweet Shop of Dreams
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‘Yes,’ said Rosie. ‘But I have to look after her business as well.’ She was feeling horribly guilty in the pit of her stomach, knowing she had taken the afternoon off. If she hadn’t, if she’d been just next door … Maybe that would have made a difference. Maybe not. She’d tried to interest Lilian in a mobile phone, but Lilian had looked at her as if she’d suggested she started carrying a shark in her pocket, so she hadn’t insisted. And she had a panic alarm but hadn’t used it, for whatever reason. It was entirely possible, Moray had assured Rosie, that if she’d been in the shop all day, rushed off her feet, she wouldn’t have got there any faster. It didn’t really help.
‘She needs someone watching her all the time,’ scolded the nurse. ‘If you can’t look after her, she should be in a place where people can.’
Rosie nodded. The fact that she knew this was coming – it was, she supposed, inevitable – didn’t make up for the fact that she couldn’t bear, suddenly, to have to tell Lilian that she’d need to move. Move out of the cosy cottage, with its beautiful pictures and little ornate grate. The house, indeed, she’d been born in; the high attic room, and the garden. Her beautiful, beautiful garden. How could she tell her to give that up? What would Roy Blaine do to it? She knew the answer instantly of course: he would turn it into a car park.
Oh God, why were things so complicated? Rosie rushed into the little side ward. Lilian was sitting up, looking around her.
‘Henry?’ she said as Rosie came through the door.
‘Uhm, no,’ said Rosie. ‘It’s me, Rosie. Who’s Henry?’
Lilian shrugged, and her eyes blinked.
‘Rosie,’ she said. ‘What kind of a hellhole is this?’
‘Uhm, it’s the hospital,’ said Rosie. She didn’t think the cottage hospital was bad at all; she’d seen a lot worse.
‘It’s horrible. Can I go home? I’m hungry.’
‘Well, that’s a good sign,’ said Rosie. Behind her the nurse was shaking her head crossly. ‘You can’t go home quite yet, though. They have to check you over. But I’ll stay with you. We’ll play Scrabble, it’ll be good.’
Lilian’s face looked perturbed.
‘But who’s going to mind the shop tomorrow?’ she asked. Rosie didn’t want to pick a vulnerable moment to remind her that before she’d arrived, the shop hadn’t been open for years.
‘Uhm,’ she said, taking out her phone. The nurse gave her a warning glance, but Rosie knew perfectly well that nothing was going to happen to the machines if she used it, so she scrolled through it defiantly. ‘I might have someone in mind.’
The nurse sniffed. ‘Well,’ she said, ‘you might have got away with it this time.’
There was no doubt in Rosie’s mind, two days later, when she took a chastened, frightened Lilian home, exactly what she meant.
Tina was absolutely delighted. And as soon as they got Lilian home, and comfortably ensconced, Rosie offered her a job. Rosie knew it was only a temporary solution, but she had placed a baby monitor next to Lilian, taken the other end into the shop, and scared Lilian half out of her wits by talking into it every so often to check she was OK. Lilian got her revenge by listening to Rosie advising customers on their sweet choice and then vigorously advising them some other way. It took a bit of getting used to, not least for the children who were startled by the disembodied voice, but after a while it became obvious to Rosie that Lilian was loving her involvement in the life of the shop and had started turning down Radio 4 (except for Gardeners’ Question Time) in order to take part.
Tina dropped Kent and Emily at school, then worked a long lunch so Rosie could sit with Lilian, organise her prescriptions and run any errands, while Tina served the lunchtime rush and helped with stock control, product suggestions and some gentle marketing tips. Then she would leave at three and Rosie could finish up the day and make supper for Lilian, who, while technically recovered, was still rather wobbly.
So life continued, the year moving deeper and deeper into autumn. It wasn’t like the city, where you hardly noticed the seasons come and go, merely adding or removing a jacket as needed, and complaining about the bits in between, where it wasn’t clear whether you could go bare-legged or not and ended up leaving the house in flipflops and a mackintosh.
Here, the colours of the hills changed so magnificently; the whole world gone russet. Rosie woke one morning to the very first frost on the ground and, on the doorstep, a huge basket of apples. At first she was touched, until she started to receive, every couple of days, more apples and realised it was simply a bumper crop, sweetened by the Indian summer; too many for people to sell or eat. She made apple jam and apple pies and roast pork with apple sauce and compotes and juice until Lilian begged for mercy.
Every morning now, as Rosie looked out of her window, she would see a mist curling off the grass, the precipitation of the night before turning to frost, then gradually melting under an occasional autumn sun. Some mornings, the skies ouside her window were black as pitch, and the rain and the wind howled down the vale. She could only just make out, in the far distance, tiny blobs of white that must be sheep, and knew that moving among them would be Jake, and Farmer Stirling: everyone out – the dairy boys out even earlier – on a morning when the only thing she wished to do was huddle under her duvet. Even the locals, coming in to pick up their white mice and Saturday night bonbons, talked of it as a shocker for the time of year, cold beyond memory. Which was how Rosie found herself, one lunchtime, as Tina was hand-crayoning their half-price offer on candyfloss, outside Lipton’s clothes shop.
She stared in the window. This was the place, on her first day here, she’d sworn never to enter. But she had been here a lot longer than expected, and hadn’t even heard from Gerard. For all she knew, he’d made a bonfire of her clothes on their tiny balcony. On a whim, she took out her mobile and called Mike, her best mate back at the hospital.
‘Yo!’ she said, checking her watch and hoping he wouldn’t be up to his elbows in something, or someone.
It took Mike a second or two to figure it out. But when he did, his pleasure was gratifying.
‘Rose-oh!’ he yelled. ‘Where the hell have you been? You’ve just totally disappeared off the face of the planet.’
‘Off the face of London you mean,’ said Rosie.
‘She needs someone watching her all the time,’ scolded the nurse. ‘If you can’t look after her, she should be in a place where people can.’
Rosie nodded. The fact that she knew this was coming – it was, she supposed, inevitable – didn’t make up for the fact that she couldn’t bear, suddenly, to have to tell Lilian that she’d need to move. Move out of the cosy cottage, with its beautiful pictures and little ornate grate. The house, indeed, she’d been born in; the high attic room, and the garden. Her beautiful, beautiful garden. How could she tell her to give that up? What would Roy Blaine do to it? She knew the answer instantly of course: he would turn it into a car park.
Oh God, why were things so complicated? Rosie rushed into the little side ward. Lilian was sitting up, looking around her.
‘Henry?’ she said as Rosie came through the door.
‘Uhm, no,’ said Rosie. ‘It’s me, Rosie. Who’s Henry?’
Lilian shrugged, and her eyes blinked.
‘Rosie,’ she said. ‘What kind of a hellhole is this?’
‘Uhm, it’s the hospital,’ said Rosie. She didn’t think the cottage hospital was bad at all; she’d seen a lot worse.
‘It’s horrible. Can I go home? I’m hungry.’
‘Well, that’s a good sign,’ said Rosie. Behind her the nurse was shaking her head crossly. ‘You can’t go home quite yet, though. They have to check you over. But I’ll stay with you. We’ll play Scrabble, it’ll be good.’
Lilian’s face looked perturbed.
‘But who’s going to mind the shop tomorrow?’ she asked. Rosie didn’t want to pick a vulnerable moment to remind her that before she’d arrived, the shop hadn’t been open for years.
‘Uhm,’ she said, taking out her phone. The nurse gave her a warning glance, but Rosie knew perfectly well that nothing was going to happen to the machines if she used it, so she scrolled through it defiantly. ‘I might have someone in mind.’
The nurse sniffed. ‘Well,’ she said, ‘you might have got away with it this time.’
There was no doubt in Rosie’s mind, two days later, when she took a chastened, frightened Lilian home, exactly what she meant.
Tina was absolutely delighted. And as soon as they got Lilian home, and comfortably ensconced, Rosie offered her a job. Rosie knew it was only a temporary solution, but she had placed a baby monitor next to Lilian, taken the other end into the shop, and scared Lilian half out of her wits by talking into it every so often to check she was OK. Lilian got her revenge by listening to Rosie advising customers on their sweet choice and then vigorously advising them some other way. It took a bit of getting used to, not least for the children who were startled by the disembodied voice, but after a while it became obvious to Rosie that Lilian was loving her involvement in the life of the shop and had started turning down Radio 4 (except for Gardeners’ Question Time) in order to take part.
Tina dropped Kent and Emily at school, then worked a long lunch so Rosie could sit with Lilian, organise her prescriptions and run any errands, while Tina served the lunchtime rush and helped with stock control, product suggestions and some gentle marketing tips. Then she would leave at three and Rosie could finish up the day and make supper for Lilian, who, while technically recovered, was still rather wobbly.
So life continued, the year moving deeper and deeper into autumn. It wasn’t like the city, where you hardly noticed the seasons come and go, merely adding or removing a jacket as needed, and complaining about the bits in between, where it wasn’t clear whether you could go bare-legged or not and ended up leaving the house in flipflops and a mackintosh.
Here, the colours of the hills changed so magnificently; the whole world gone russet. Rosie woke one morning to the very first frost on the ground and, on the doorstep, a huge basket of apples. At first she was touched, until she started to receive, every couple of days, more apples and realised it was simply a bumper crop, sweetened by the Indian summer; too many for people to sell or eat. She made apple jam and apple pies and roast pork with apple sauce and compotes and juice until Lilian begged for mercy.
Every morning now, as Rosie looked out of her window, she would see a mist curling off the grass, the precipitation of the night before turning to frost, then gradually melting under an occasional autumn sun. Some mornings, the skies ouside her window were black as pitch, and the rain and the wind howled down the vale. She could only just make out, in the far distance, tiny blobs of white that must be sheep, and knew that moving among them would be Jake, and Farmer Stirling: everyone out – the dairy boys out even earlier – on a morning when the only thing she wished to do was huddle under her duvet. Even the locals, coming in to pick up their white mice and Saturday night bonbons, talked of it as a shocker for the time of year, cold beyond memory. Which was how Rosie found herself, one lunchtime, as Tina was hand-crayoning their half-price offer on candyfloss, outside Lipton’s clothes shop.
She stared in the window. This was the place, on her first day here, she’d sworn never to enter. But she had been here a lot longer than expected, and hadn’t even heard from Gerard. For all she knew, he’d made a bonfire of her clothes on their tiny balcony. On a whim, she took out her mobile and called Mike, her best mate back at the hospital.
‘Yo!’ she said, checking her watch and hoping he wouldn’t be up to his elbows in something, or someone.
It took Mike a second or two to figure it out. But when he did, his pleasure was gratifying.
‘Rose-oh!’ he yelled. ‘Where the hell have you been? You’ve just totally disappeared off the face of the planet.’
‘Off the face of London you mean,’ said Rosie.
