With All My Soul
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Very real. Her smile was back. Your father and mother were so very much in love that some small part of their souls melded.
Melded? That sounded more like metalwork than love.
Yes. He carried a bit of hers, and she carried a bit of his.
Seriously? I said, and she nodded. What does that have to do with her death?
Harmonys smile faded, and her eyes went so uncharacteristically still that I hadnt realized I was seeing emotion in them until she hid her thoughts from me entirely. Your mothers soul wasnt so much reaped as stolen, and because it wasnt turned in to the proper authorities, your father never got that bit of his own soul back. Likewise, he still carries a part of your mothers with him. He is quite literally lovesick, and he wont be able to truly let her go until her soul finds rest and his is made whole again.
The sudden deep ache in my chest caught me by surprise. My father missed my mother so much that he was actually sick from the loss. His soul was incomplete. He might never get over her, and she...
My mother...
That ache deepened until I almost couldnt stand it. So, we know that for sure, then, that shes not resting in peace?
Harmony nodded slowly. Sadly. Im sorry, Kaylee. I didnt realize you didnt understand that.
Id had no idea. So, theyre both still suffering. Together.
Yes. Your fathers soul isnt his own, and he wont be able to move on from her death until its intact again. And, obviously, the same goes for your mother.
I sat there staring at nothing. Stunned. My parents were soul mates. Literally. They carried a part of each other, and neither of them would have peace until their souls were whole again and my mother was finally at rest.
My parents had to be the most romantic couple in history, which would have been mind-blowingly cool...if their love story didnt have the most tragic ending ever.
Chapter Thirteen
We stood in pairs, holding hands in front of Lakeside, the mental health ward attached to the hospital where Tod and Harmony both worked, one to treat people, the other to kill them. Holding hands was the only way Harmony and Sabine could keep my uncle and Nash invisible.
Tod and I just...didnt want to let go.
I hate this place, I said, and Tod squeezed my hand. Something tells me itll only be worse on the other side of the world barrier.
Again, no one argued.
So, what? Nash said, staring up at the three-story building. We cross over first, then head into the basement? Or we blink into the basement, then cross over?
In truth, there were risks either way. I vote forblinking in, then crossing over, because once we cross over, there can be no blinking.
Good point, my uncle said.
I let go of Tod and held my hands out to Nash and Uncle Brendon, while Tod took his mothers hand and Sabines. A second later, we all six stood in the basement of the mental health building, and I wished Id thought to bring a flashlight. If the basement had ever been in common use, I couldnt tell from the dripping water, dank smell, and almost total absence of light.
Sabine pulled her cell phone from her pocket and turned on a flashlight app, but I realized quickly that I didnt want to see any of what she was showing me, even in the human world. With some additional light from our cell phones, we found the largest room of the basementthere were only a few of themand decided that would be the best place to cross over. Even if my dad wasnt actually in that room, if Avari had an audience, or even just a few current victims to play with, hed probably like room to spread out.
Ira hadnt actually told me that Avari was with my dad at Lakeside, but planning for anything less than the worst-case scenario would have been foolish.
We split into our pairs again and agreed that Tod and I would cross over first, to capture Avaris attention. Then the other pairs would cross over in two different areas of the basement, to increase their chances of finding my dad quickly. Instead of walking around in the Netherworld version of the basement, as soon as theyd determined that a room didnt contain my father, they would cross back to the human world, go to another room, then cross over and search again. That would surely decrease the chances of them being caught.
Sabine and Nash had instructions to cross back to the human world immediately if they ran into something they couldnt handle or if either of them got hurt. Tod and I were given the same instructions, but I dismissed them immediately. I had no plans to leave the Netherworld without my father.
My uncle seemed to realize that. He pulled me aside and took both of my hands, staring straight into my eyes, though he couldnt possibly have seen them very well in the dark basement. Kaylee, please be careful.
Im always careful.
Nash laughed out loud.
Okay, I always try to be careful. But the truth was that careful doesnt always get the job done. If youre not willing to risk everything you have and everything you are for those you love, whats the point in living? Er, in my case, not living? My afterlife wouldnt be worth having without my friends and my family, and I wasnt going to let Avari take any more of them from me. From the rest of us.
Just...dont do anything heroic, okay?
Melded? That sounded more like metalwork than love.
Yes. He carried a bit of hers, and she carried a bit of his.
Seriously? I said, and she nodded. What does that have to do with her death?
Harmonys smile faded, and her eyes went so uncharacteristically still that I hadnt realized I was seeing emotion in them until she hid her thoughts from me entirely. Your mothers soul wasnt so much reaped as stolen, and because it wasnt turned in to the proper authorities, your father never got that bit of his own soul back. Likewise, he still carries a part of your mothers with him. He is quite literally lovesick, and he wont be able to truly let her go until her soul finds rest and his is made whole again.
The sudden deep ache in my chest caught me by surprise. My father missed my mother so much that he was actually sick from the loss. His soul was incomplete. He might never get over her, and she...
My mother...
That ache deepened until I almost couldnt stand it. So, we know that for sure, then, that shes not resting in peace?
Harmony nodded slowly. Sadly. Im sorry, Kaylee. I didnt realize you didnt understand that.
Id had no idea. So, theyre both still suffering. Together.
Yes. Your fathers soul isnt his own, and he wont be able to move on from her death until its intact again. And, obviously, the same goes for your mother.
I sat there staring at nothing. Stunned. My parents were soul mates. Literally. They carried a part of each other, and neither of them would have peace until their souls were whole again and my mother was finally at rest.
My parents had to be the most romantic couple in history, which would have been mind-blowingly cool...if their love story didnt have the most tragic ending ever.
Chapter Thirteen
We stood in pairs, holding hands in front of Lakeside, the mental health ward attached to the hospital where Tod and Harmony both worked, one to treat people, the other to kill them. Holding hands was the only way Harmony and Sabine could keep my uncle and Nash invisible.
Tod and I just...didnt want to let go.
I hate this place, I said, and Tod squeezed my hand. Something tells me itll only be worse on the other side of the world barrier.
Again, no one argued.
So, what? Nash said, staring up at the three-story building. We cross over first, then head into the basement? Or we blink into the basement, then cross over?
In truth, there were risks either way. I vote forblinking in, then crossing over, because once we cross over, there can be no blinking.
Good point, my uncle said.
I let go of Tod and held my hands out to Nash and Uncle Brendon, while Tod took his mothers hand and Sabines. A second later, we all six stood in the basement of the mental health building, and I wished Id thought to bring a flashlight. If the basement had ever been in common use, I couldnt tell from the dripping water, dank smell, and almost total absence of light.
Sabine pulled her cell phone from her pocket and turned on a flashlight app, but I realized quickly that I didnt want to see any of what she was showing me, even in the human world. With some additional light from our cell phones, we found the largest room of the basementthere were only a few of themand decided that would be the best place to cross over. Even if my dad wasnt actually in that room, if Avari had an audience, or even just a few current victims to play with, hed probably like room to spread out.
Ira hadnt actually told me that Avari was with my dad at Lakeside, but planning for anything less than the worst-case scenario would have been foolish.
We split into our pairs again and agreed that Tod and I would cross over first, to capture Avaris attention. Then the other pairs would cross over in two different areas of the basement, to increase their chances of finding my dad quickly. Instead of walking around in the Netherworld version of the basement, as soon as theyd determined that a room didnt contain my father, they would cross back to the human world, go to another room, then cross over and search again. That would surely decrease the chances of them being caught.
Sabine and Nash had instructions to cross back to the human world immediately if they ran into something they couldnt handle or if either of them got hurt. Tod and I were given the same instructions, but I dismissed them immediately. I had no plans to leave the Netherworld without my father.
My uncle seemed to realize that. He pulled me aside and took both of my hands, staring straight into my eyes, though he couldnt possibly have seen them very well in the dark basement. Kaylee, please be careful.
Im always careful.
Nash laughed out loud.
Okay, I always try to be careful. But the truth was that careful doesnt always get the job done. If youre not willing to risk everything you have and everything you are for those you love, whats the point in living? Er, in my case, not living? My afterlife wouldnt be worth having without my friends and my family, and I wasnt going to let Avari take any more of them from me. From the rest of us.
Just...dont do anything heroic, okay?
