Without You

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“Lex…baby, you’re so damn wet.” Will leaned down and began sucking on my nipple.
Oh God. Oh God. That feels…so…amazing. How does he know what to do to make me—
“Will…Oh my God…oh God, I’m going to come again. Will!”
I couldn’t believe how I was calling out his name over and over, but I couldn’t help it. I would forever be addicted to this feeling. The most amazing orgasm hit me so hard and so fast that I almost couldn’t take it. It felt like it was going on forever. I squeezed down on Will’s fingers as he moved them in and out while he continued to suck on my nipple. When he gently bit down on it, I lost it.
“Fuck, Lex. I can’t wait any longer.”
I shook my head quickly to clear my thoughts. I’d never in my life felt so amazing. I looked at Will as he moved between my legs. He kissed my stomach, and then he moved up to one nipple and then the next. I tried to talk, but I couldn’t. I was lost in ecstasy.
When his lips reached my neck, he said, “I love you, Lex.”
“I…love…you.”
“I want you so badly, sweetheart.”
“Will, I want you, too.”
Then, I felt him at my entrance, and I tensed up.
Will moved his lips up to my ear. His hot breath on my body was pushing me back to the edge of another orgasm.
How? How does he do this to me?
“Lex…baby…relax.”
I closed my eyes and completely relaxed. I knew Will would never do anything to hurt me. I opened my eyes, and Will stopped moving at the same time. He pulled back and looked into my eyes.
“Fuck! The condom!” He jumped up, quickly grabbed the box, and ripped it open.
I couldn’t help but giggle at how fast he was moving. I smiled, knowing that we had realized it at the same time. I watched his shaking hands as he rolled the condom onto his shaft. I licked my lips and dreamed of the day I could take him with my mouth.
Will quickly moved back to where he was and smiled at me. He barely pushed against my entrance as he leaned down and kissed me. The kiss was utterly romantic and sweet.
“Lex…I’ll love you forever.”
My eyes were burning from the tears I was attempting to hold back as he began moving into me. I wasn’t sure if it was from the sweet words he’d whispered to me or from the pain of him stretching my body to fit him.
“I’m going to make you mine forever, Lex. Mine. Forever.”
“Yes…” A sob escaped my throat.
Will stopped moving, but I opened my legs more and grabbed him to pull him closer.
“Don’t…please don’t stop.”
Will pulled back and looked at me. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Will…I need to feel you inside me. Please.”
He buried his face in my neck as he began pushing in. I wasn’t sure if him going so slow was making it worse or not. He pushed in and then pulled out some. He moved in more and let out a long, soft moan.
“Oh…God, you feel so good,” he whispered against my neck.
I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him to me. It was hurting like a bitch, and I closed my eyes tightly. “How much more?”
“I’m almost all the way in.”
“Will…just do it…please,” I said as I let out a whimper.
When he pulled out and pushed in again, something happened. It felt like heaven and hell at the same time.
“Ah…shit…Lex. I’m all the way in.”
When he looked at me, he sucked in a breath of air. He reached up with his thumb and gently wiped my tears away. “Lex, you’ll never know how much this moment means to me.”
I started crying more.
Will stopped moving. “Talk to me, Lex. Please tell me I’m not hurting you.”
I shook my head. “Will…I love you so much. Please don’t stop.”
He slowly pulled out some and began moving. At first, the pain was almost too much, but the more he moved, the more incredible it felt.
I arched my back. I needed him deeper in me. I needed more of him. I squeezed my legs around him, and he let out a moan.
“It feels so amazing…Will…I love you. Oh God. Will…don’t stop.”
I couldn’t believe it. I swore I could feel the buildup in my toes, and as it traveled up my body, it hit my core so hard that I let out a scream.
“I’m coming, Will! Jesus…oh God, I’m coming.”
I could feel him getting bigger inside me, and I squeezed down around him.