Christmas on 4th Street
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Gabriel shook his head. “I’m fine.” He seemed more wary than interested in resting.
“You’re practically unconscious. This is a Christmas store. I really can’t be explaining the strange man slumped on the middle of my floor.” She collected a second blanket. “You don’t have anything else to do until Felicia picks you up. Come on. No one will bother you here.”
“You’re coaxing me. I’m not some wild dog you’re trying to rescue.”
She grinned. “I can’t help it. It’s a girl thing.”
He grumbled something under his breath, then finally walked to the sofa and shrugged out of his jacket. He lay down. He was too tall to stretch out, but he was able to turn on his side, with his legs not too bunched. She draped the second blanket on top of him.
“You don’t have to sleep.”
“I won’t.”
“Of course not. I’ll be back a little before five.”
She walked out of the storage room and went to help her customers. They each bought two bears. A family with a toddler in a stroller came in and wanted to talk about the train set. Ten minutes later they left with one, along with three holiday DVDs and an angel doll for their young daughter. Noelle tiptoed back into the storage room to check on her guest.
Gabriel’s eyes were closed and he didn’t stir as she approached. Good, she thought as she backed out toward the front of the store. He needed the rest. It was the best way to heal. While she’d never been cut as badly as he had, she knew something about what it took the body to recover.
* * *
The afternoon passed quickly. Noelle was kept busy with customers and brainstorming sales and events. Important when one was in retail, she thought. About ten minutes before five, she walked into the break room and stopped by the sofa. Gabriel didn’t look as if he’d moved at all, but his color was better and some of the tension seemed to have faded. She put a hand on his shoulder.
“Hey,” she began, her voice soft. “It’s nearly—”
He sat up instantly, his eyes wide with alarm. “What?”
She kept her voice low and calm. “It’s Noelle. You’re in my store. You’ve been sleeping.”
His dark blue gaze locked on her face. “I cut my hand. I don’t have a brain injury.”
“Just checking,” she told him as she straightened and walked to the refrigerator. She took out her pitcher of water and poured him a glass. “Felicia phoned. She’ll be here in about ten minutes.”
He shifted until he was facing front. “She didn’t have to leave work early for me.”
Noelle handed him the glass. “It’s nearly five. You’ve been asleep for three hours.”
Gabriel took the glass. “I was tired,” he admitted. “Thanks for letting me crash.”
She turned one of the dining chairs toward him and sat down. As always, by the end of the day, her feet were ready for a break.
“It’s the least I could do,” she told him. “You drove me down the mountain. Of course I could have done you in with an umbrella and chose not to, so maybe you owe me.”
“Not likely.”
He drank the water. She tried not to notice how appealing a warm and sleepy man could be. His light brown hair was mussed, his expression relaxed. She was sure the wariness would return soon enough, but it was nice to see him without his guard up.
For a second she allowed herself to think what it would be like to crawl up next to him—to feel his arms around her and maybe snuggle on the sofa. She hadn’t been in a relationship in what felt like a millennium, but was actually just about two years. Long enough for her to be lonely, she thought.
He finished the water then set the empty glass on the table by the sofa. “Thanks for all of this,” he said, motioning to the blanket and the sofa. “You were right.”
“I usually am.”
His mouth twitched. “And modest.”
She shrugged. “I live with the burden.”
The twitch turned into a smile. “Are you thinking sainthood or just a tasteful plaque?”
“We’ll start with a plaque.” She studied him. “You’re still exhausted. Jet lag?”
He nodded. “I spent the past two days traveling.”
“Where did you come from?”
“Germany. There’s a big hospital there.” He looked like he was going to say more, but didn’t.
“How’d you get back to the States? Military transport?”
“Part of the way. Then commercial. There was snow in Chicago.”
She looked at the lines around his eyes and mouth. “Your hand is bothering you,” she observed. “Can I get you something for it?”
“I’m fine.”
“You’re not.” She didn’t risk glancing at the bandage. “You’re forgetting I saw it earlier.”
“How could I forget? You fainted.”
“I didn’t. I nearly fainted. There’s a difference.”
He leaned back against the sofa, looking more relaxed. “Not much of one.”
“You’re trying to change the subject.”
One eyebrow rose. “From?”
“How you acting like a macho idiot isn’t going to help you get better.”
“This would be your medical opinion?”
She ignored that. “Pain is stress and stress inhibits healing. I read a lot,” she added, knowing she wasn’t ready to tell him why she knew what she was talking about. “Would it help if I said I wouldn’t tell?”
“No.”
“You’re so stubborn.”
“Do I get a plaque, too?”
She held up both hands. “Fine. Don’t heal. Have an open wound forever. See if I care.”
He stood slowly. She was tall, but he was taller. He looked all manly in her storage room, she thought. Out of place, but in a good way. If that was possible.
“I should go wait out front,” he said, reaching for his jacket. “So Felicia doesn’t have to park.”
“You up to this?” she asked, thinking that he hadn’t seen his brother in a long time. “Dealing with all the emotional stuff? If it gets too much, tell Felicia you’re still recovering from blood loss. She’ll force you to go lie down. Oh, but if you do that, don’t resist. She knows things.”
The amusement returned to Gabriel’s eyes. “What kind of things?”
“You know. Scary military stuff. Like how to twist you up like a pretzel and make you scream like a little girl.”
“I wouldn’t have guessed that about her.”
“It’s true. She’s not as good as Consuelo, but she has skills.”
He studied her for a second. She felt the heat of his gaze and hoped he was thinking how he’d like to rip her clothes off and have his manly way with her. Then he leaned close and kissed her on the cheek.
“Thanks for not running me through with the umbrella. And for the nap.”
“Anytime,” she murmured, holding in a sigh. Apparently Gabriel found her very resistible. Just her luck.
She walked him to the front door and was about to say she hoped to see him again when an older lady called for help by the glass ornaments.
“Be right there,” she said and turned back to say something to Gabriel.
But he was already gone.
Chapter 3
“Great view,” Gabriel said, tipping his beer bottle toward the darkness beyond the deck that wrapped around his brother’s house. During the day the side of the mountain was visible, but now there was only the outline of trees and the starry sky above. A little light spilled out from the house. Enough for him to make out the man sitting next to him and the railing of the deck. But beyond that was only the night.
Dinner had been more comfortable than he’d expected. Carter had done most of the talking. He’d asked a few questions, then gone on about his day and his friends. He was a good kid, Gabriel thought. Well-adjusted and friendly. Felicia had kept the conversation going, as well, but she’d been carefully watching Gideon, as if concerned this was all too much for him.
After the meal, she’d shooed the brothers out of the kitchen to “get caught up.” They’d come out on the deck, where it was cold and quiet.
“I like the light,” his brother said.
Gabriel thought of all the skylights in the house. He only knew the broad brushstrokes of his brother’s imprisonment, but suspected he’d been held somewhere indoors. It made sense to want to see as much sky as possible after that.
He sipped his beer, conscious of the constant throbbing in his hand. Later, when he was ready for bed, he would take something. Over-the-counter only, he amended, thinking that Noelle would mock him if she knew.
“Sweet setup,” he said. “You’ve done well.”
“I got lucky. I didn’t plan to settle here when I came to visit. Hell, I wasn’t planning to stay anywhere. But then I saw the radio stations for sale and I figured I might as well give it a go.”
“Because you know so much about radio.”
Gideon grinned. “I learned. I like what I do.”
“Oldies.” Gabriel shuddered. “Why?”
“It’s real music. Not everyone wants to listen to LL Cool J.”
“Then they’re missing out. Carter prefers my music over yours.”
His brother leaned his head back. “You’re guessing.”
“Maybe, but I’m right.”
“Everyone has flaws.” His brother turned toward him. “He’s impressive, isn’t he?”
“Yeah.”
“I want to take credit, but I can’t,” Gideon admitted. “It was all his mother. She did better than I ever could have. Then she got sick. That forced him to grow up fast.”
“Does he talk about her much?”
“Some. Felicia’s fine with it. She encourages him to make sure he has her picture around and that he tells stories about her. Keeping the memories fresh.”
“She’s great, too.”
Gideon nodded. “I can’t explain why she loves me, but she does. She’s fiercely loyal. Determined. When I was ready to give up on being part of a family, she wouldn’t. She was willing to take Carter and raise him herself.” He sounded impressed and a little in awe. “I didn’t want to let her in, but I couldn’t help myself. And once I stopped trying to fight her, it was easy to admit how much I loved her.”
Gabriel understood the concept of family. He’d been in one, had friends with families. He got that people loved each other. Some bonds couldn’t be avoided, but romantic love? It wasn’t worth the trouble. Life was tenuous. It could be over in an instant, so why bother?
“You’ve come a long way,” he said instead.
“I didn’t think I could make it,” Gideon told him. “But this damned town healed me. I can’t say how, but it did. I started to get involved.” He chuckled. “There are festivals practically every weekend. Wait until you see how they celebrate Christmas here. It’s an eye-opener.” He turned to his brother. “I know you only came because you got injured, but I’m glad you’re here.”
Gabriel was having trouble keeping up. As a kid Gideon had been open and friendly, but his time in Special Forces had changed him. The adult Gideon he knew was a taciturn soldier—a man who would rather cut off his right arm than discuss his feelings. Yet here he was, talking about belonging and love and connection.
“I should check the back of your neck for some kind of pod,” he mumbled.
Gideon laughed again. “I haven’t been taken over by aliens. I’m who I always was. Before everything else happened.” His humor faded. “Sometimes it’s hard, but Carter and Felicia are patient with me. I get through.”
Which sounded rational, Gabriel thought. Not like his brother, but healthy. “What happens next?” he asked.
His brother took a swallow of his beer. “We survive the parents’ visit.”
Something Gabriel didn’t want to think about. “How long will they be here?”
“Through Christmas. They have a vacation rental in town. They won’t be living here.”
“That’s something.” He couldn’t take too much of their old man.
“How you feeling?” Gideon asked.
Gabriel was about to point out that not everyone wanted to share at this meeting when he realized his brother was looking at his hand.
“It hurts.”
“What happened?”
Gabriel settled deeper into the chair. “A bunch of nineteen-year-olds got drunk.”
“It always starts that way.”
“You know it. My patient and his buddies got in a fight and one of them went through a plate glass window. They drove him directly to the hospital, which saved his life. There was a large piece of glass and I forgot I didn’t have superpowers and pulled it out bare-handed.”
The move had been stupid. He knew it and everyone in the E.R. had known it, too. One second he’d been a rational doctor, doing what had to be done to save his patient, and the next he’d been spurting blood everywhere.
Gideon raised his bottle. “We all have moments.”
“Not like that.” He’d tried to keep working on the teen, but there was no way. His team had stepped in and another doctor had seen to the kid. Gabriel had stabilized his own bleeding until the crisis was over and he could be looked at without endangering anyone. Unfortunately, he’d lost more blood than anyone had realized.
“You’re practically unconscious. This is a Christmas store. I really can’t be explaining the strange man slumped on the middle of my floor.” She collected a second blanket. “You don’t have anything else to do until Felicia picks you up. Come on. No one will bother you here.”
“You’re coaxing me. I’m not some wild dog you’re trying to rescue.”
She grinned. “I can’t help it. It’s a girl thing.”
He grumbled something under his breath, then finally walked to the sofa and shrugged out of his jacket. He lay down. He was too tall to stretch out, but he was able to turn on his side, with his legs not too bunched. She draped the second blanket on top of him.
“You don’t have to sleep.”
“I won’t.”
“Of course not. I’ll be back a little before five.”
She walked out of the storage room and went to help her customers. They each bought two bears. A family with a toddler in a stroller came in and wanted to talk about the train set. Ten minutes later they left with one, along with three holiday DVDs and an angel doll for their young daughter. Noelle tiptoed back into the storage room to check on her guest.
Gabriel’s eyes were closed and he didn’t stir as she approached. Good, she thought as she backed out toward the front of the store. He needed the rest. It was the best way to heal. While she’d never been cut as badly as he had, she knew something about what it took the body to recover.
* * *
The afternoon passed quickly. Noelle was kept busy with customers and brainstorming sales and events. Important when one was in retail, she thought. About ten minutes before five, she walked into the break room and stopped by the sofa. Gabriel didn’t look as if he’d moved at all, but his color was better and some of the tension seemed to have faded. She put a hand on his shoulder.
“Hey,” she began, her voice soft. “It’s nearly—”
He sat up instantly, his eyes wide with alarm. “What?”
She kept her voice low and calm. “It’s Noelle. You’re in my store. You’ve been sleeping.”
His dark blue gaze locked on her face. “I cut my hand. I don’t have a brain injury.”
“Just checking,” she told him as she straightened and walked to the refrigerator. She took out her pitcher of water and poured him a glass. “Felicia phoned. She’ll be here in about ten minutes.”
He shifted until he was facing front. “She didn’t have to leave work early for me.”
Noelle handed him the glass. “It’s nearly five. You’ve been asleep for three hours.”
Gabriel took the glass. “I was tired,” he admitted. “Thanks for letting me crash.”
She turned one of the dining chairs toward him and sat down. As always, by the end of the day, her feet were ready for a break.
“It’s the least I could do,” she told him. “You drove me down the mountain. Of course I could have done you in with an umbrella and chose not to, so maybe you owe me.”
“Not likely.”
He drank the water. She tried not to notice how appealing a warm and sleepy man could be. His light brown hair was mussed, his expression relaxed. She was sure the wariness would return soon enough, but it was nice to see him without his guard up.
For a second she allowed herself to think what it would be like to crawl up next to him—to feel his arms around her and maybe snuggle on the sofa. She hadn’t been in a relationship in what felt like a millennium, but was actually just about two years. Long enough for her to be lonely, she thought.
He finished the water then set the empty glass on the table by the sofa. “Thanks for all of this,” he said, motioning to the blanket and the sofa. “You were right.”
“I usually am.”
His mouth twitched. “And modest.”
She shrugged. “I live with the burden.”
The twitch turned into a smile. “Are you thinking sainthood or just a tasteful plaque?”
“We’ll start with a plaque.” She studied him. “You’re still exhausted. Jet lag?”
He nodded. “I spent the past two days traveling.”
“Where did you come from?”
“Germany. There’s a big hospital there.” He looked like he was going to say more, but didn’t.
“How’d you get back to the States? Military transport?”
“Part of the way. Then commercial. There was snow in Chicago.”
She looked at the lines around his eyes and mouth. “Your hand is bothering you,” she observed. “Can I get you something for it?”
“I’m fine.”
“You’re not.” She didn’t risk glancing at the bandage. “You’re forgetting I saw it earlier.”
“How could I forget? You fainted.”
“I didn’t. I nearly fainted. There’s a difference.”
He leaned back against the sofa, looking more relaxed. “Not much of one.”
“You’re trying to change the subject.”
One eyebrow rose. “From?”
“How you acting like a macho idiot isn’t going to help you get better.”
“This would be your medical opinion?”
She ignored that. “Pain is stress and stress inhibits healing. I read a lot,” she added, knowing she wasn’t ready to tell him why she knew what she was talking about. “Would it help if I said I wouldn’t tell?”
“No.”
“You’re so stubborn.”
“Do I get a plaque, too?”
She held up both hands. “Fine. Don’t heal. Have an open wound forever. See if I care.”
He stood slowly. She was tall, but he was taller. He looked all manly in her storage room, she thought. Out of place, but in a good way. If that was possible.
“I should go wait out front,” he said, reaching for his jacket. “So Felicia doesn’t have to park.”
“You up to this?” she asked, thinking that he hadn’t seen his brother in a long time. “Dealing with all the emotional stuff? If it gets too much, tell Felicia you’re still recovering from blood loss. She’ll force you to go lie down. Oh, but if you do that, don’t resist. She knows things.”
The amusement returned to Gabriel’s eyes. “What kind of things?”
“You know. Scary military stuff. Like how to twist you up like a pretzel and make you scream like a little girl.”
“I wouldn’t have guessed that about her.”
“It’s true. She’s not as good as Consuelo, but she has skills.”
He studied her for a second. She felt the heat of his gaze and hoped he was thinking how he’d like to rip her clothes off and have his manly way with her. Then he leaned close and kissed her on the cheek.
“Thanks for not running me through with the umbrella. And for the nap.”
“Anytime,” she murmured, holding in a sigh. Apparently Gabriel found her very resistible. Just her luck.
She walked him to the front door and was about to say she hoped to see him again when an older lady called for help by the glass ornaments.
“Be right there,” she said and turned back to say something to Gabriel.
But he was already gone.
Chapter 3
“Great view,” Gabriel said, tipping his beer bottle toward the darkness beyond the deck that wrapped around his brother’s house. During the day the side of the mountain was visible, but now there was only the outline of trees and the starry sky above. A little light spilled out from the house. Enough for him to make out the man sitting next to him and the railing of the deck. But beyond that was only the night.
Dinner had been more comfortable than he’d expected. Carter had done most of the talking. He’d asked a few questions, then gone on about his day and his friends. He was a good kid, Gabriel thought. Well-adjusted and friendly. Felicia had kept the conversation going, as well, but she’d been carefully watching Gideon, as if concerned this was all too much for him.
After the meal, she’d shooed the brothers out of the kitchen to “get caught up.” They’d come out on the deck, where it was cold and quiet.
“I like the light,” his brother said.
Gabriel thought of all the skylights in the house. He only knew the broad brushstrokes of his brother’s imprisonment, but suspected he’d been held somewhere indoors. It made sense to want to see as much sky as possible after that.
He sipped his beer, conscious of the constant throbbing in his hand. Later, when he was ready for bed, he would take something. Over-the-counter only, he amended, thinking that Noelle would mock him if she knew.
“Sweet setup,” he said. “You’ve done well.”
“I got lucky. I didn’t plan to settle here when I came to visit. Hell, I wasn’t planning to stay anywhere. But then I saw the radio stations for sale and I figured I might as well give it a go.”
“Because you know so much about radio.”
Gideon grinned. “I learned. I like what I do.”
“Oldies.” Gabriel shuddered. “Why?”
“It’s real music. Not everyone wants to listen to LL Cool J.”
“Then they’re missing out. Carter prefers my music over yours.”
His brother leaned his head back. “You’re guessing.”
“Maybe, but I’m right.”
“Everyone has flaws.” His brother turned toward him. “He’s impressive, isn’t he?”
“Yeah.”
“I want to take credit, but I can’t,” Gideon admitted. “It was all his mother. She did better than I ever could have. Then she got sick. That forced him to grow up fast.”
“Does he talk about her much?”
“Some. Felicia’s fine with it. She encourages him to make sure he has her picture around and that he tells stories about her. Keeping the memories fresh.”
“She’s great, too.”
Gideon nodded. “I can’t explain why she loves me, but she does. She’s fiercely loyal. Determined. When I was ready to give up on being part of a family, she wouldn’t. She was willing to take Carter and raise him herself.” He sounded impressed and a little in awe. “I didn’t want to let her in, but I couldn’t help myself. And once I stopped trying to fight her, it was easy to admit how much I loved her.”
Gabriel understood the concept of family. He’d been in one, had friends with families. He got that people loved each other. Some bonds couldn’t be avoided, but romantic love? It wasn’t worth the trouble. Life was tenuous. It could be over in an instant, so why bother?
“You’ve come a long way,” he said instead.
“I didn’t think I could make it,” Gideon told him. “But this damned town healed me. I can’t say how, but it did. I started to get involved.” He chuckled. “There are festivals practically every weekend. Wait until you see how they celebrate Christmas here. It’s an eye-opener.” He turned to his brother. “I know you only came because you got injured, but I’m glad you’re here.”
Gabriel was having trouble keeping up. As a kid Gideon had been open and friendly, but his time in Special Forces had changed him. The adult Gideon he knew was a taciturn soldier—a man who would rather cut off his right arm than discuss his feelings. Yet here he was, talking about belonging and love and connection.
“I should check the back of your neck for some kind of pod,” he mumbled.
Gideon laughed again. “I haven’t been taken over by aliens. I’m who I always was. Before everything else happened.” His humor faded. “Sometimes it’s hard, but Carter and Felicia are patient with me. I get through.”
Which sounded rational, Gabriel thought. Not like his brother, but healthy. “What happens next?” he asked.
His brother took a swallow of his beer. “We survive the parents’ visit.”
Something Gabriel didn’t want to think about. “How long will they be here?”
“Through Christmas. They have a vacation rental in town. They won’t be living here.”
“That’s something.” He couldn’t take too much of their old man.
“How you feeling?” Gideon asked.
Gabriel was about to point out that not everyone wanted to share at this meeting when he realized his brother was looking at his hand.
“It hurts.”
“What happened?”
Gabriel settled deeper into the chair. “A bunch of nineteen-year-olds got drunk.”
“It always starts that way.”
“You know it. My patient and his buddies got in a fight and one of them went through a plate glass window. They drove him directly to the hospital, which saved his life. There was a large piece of glass and I forgot I didn’t have superpowers and pulled it out bare-handed.”
The move had been stupid. He knew it and everyone in the E.R. had known it, too. One second he’d been a rational doctor, doing what had to be done to save his patient, and the next he’d been spurting blood everywhere.
Gideon raised his bottle. “We all have moments.”
“Not like that.” He’d tried to keep working on the teen, but there was no way. His team had stepped in and another doctor had seen to the kid. Gabriel had stabilized his own bleeding until the crisis was over and he could be looked at without endangering anyone. Unfortunately, he’d lost more blood than anyone had realized.
