If I Die
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I dont think hed answer if I called. Id texted Sabine from Emmas, though, to check up on him. Shed reported that he was kind of drunk, and very pissed off, and that I should stay away and let him get over it.
My father sighed. Well, I cant blame him there. And neither could I. Kaylee, I have to go meet your uncle, and I dont want to leave you alone.
Dad, nothings going to happen today, I insisted.
You dont know that. I was going to see if Alec could come over again, but if Tods already here and hes willing to stay
I suppose I could clear my schedule Tod called from the living room, and I laughed out loud.
Yeah, I had a feeling, my dad mumbled.
Oh, hey, I said, jumping up from my bed when he headed for the door. Take this to Uncle Brendon I plopped into my desk chair and pressed the space bar on my laptop to wake it up, then jabbed the print screen button. My printer whirred to life and spat out a black-and-white copy of the Crestwood faculty page, including the yearbook photo of one Mr. David Allan. Maybe itll turn out to be the same incubus he knew.
I doubt that, but I guess its worth a shot. My dad took the page I held out, with Becks picture circled in red. Dont make me regret leaving you two alone, he warned, as I followed him into the living room.
When the front door closed behind him, I turned to find Tod watching me, and I knew that if my father had seen the heat churning fiercely in the reapers eyes, he never would have left the house at all.
Well, hes right about that, I guess, Tod whispered into my ear as I wrapped my arms around his neck. Theres no more time for regrets.
I parked across the lot from Sabines car on Wednesday morning and avoided Nashs locker on the way to class, but there was no way to avoid the rumors, and they were already buzzing by the time I got to school. She cheated on Nash? a girl from my French class said, clearly unaware that I was walking behind her in the hall. I would have thought itd be the other way around. Who was the other guy?
The girl next to her shrugged, hauling her backpack strap higher on one bony shoulder. Never saw him before. But he was thoroughly covetable.
It was hard not to laugh out loud, thinking of Tods potential ego boost. Too bad it came at the expense of my own self-image.
Sodoes that mean Nashs up for grabs again? the first girl asked, and I couldnt resistwhat did I have to lose?
Yeah, hes available, but you dont have a Popsicles chance in hell, I said, falling into step beside them, enjoying their twin shockedexpressions. And if you even try, Sabine Campbell will kick your face in. Sabine was still fairly new, but already working on infamy. Shes got dibs.
Both girls stopped and gaped at me, and I smiled all the way to class.
So, what happened last night? Did Tod come over? Emma demanded in a whisper the moment I slid into my chair. And evidently the flush I could feel crawling over my face wasnt answer enough for her.
Yeah. He stayed till his shift started at midnight.
And? Did you do it?
Shh! I glanced around the classroom, cheeks burning even hotter, but no one seemed to have heard. And no, we didnt.
Is it because hes dead? she whispered, leaning closer. Is that a problem? Does his blood still circulate?
Em! No, thats not the problem. Was it? I hadnt actually asked. But he was warm to the touch, which seemed to indicate good circulation Theres no problem. Weve been together less than twenty-four hours.
Emma frowned, like Id lapsed into Greek. If theres ever been justification for an accelerated physical connection, this is it. Hes been waiting for you for months, Kaylee, and you dont have much time left. The pained line across her forehead was the only indication of how upset she really was, in spite of an obvious determination to wear her brave face. And, if I can indulge in a moment of selfishness, were running out of time for the guess what I just lost phone call. Its, like a rite of passage.
You cant be serious.
She shrugged. Im not saying you should sleep with Tod just so we can have one last best friend tell-all. But, should you go down that path, I solemnly swear not to judge you. She placed one hand over her heart. And to provide the ice cream.
Ill keep that in mind.
Thats all Im asking. Sois it weird? she asked, while the other students settled in around us, most staring at Mr. Beck as he wrote last nights homework problems on the board.
Is what weird? The fact that Tod was dead? The fact that I soon would be? The fact that a couple dozen people had seen my very public breakup with Nash, over a stolen kiss from his brother?
Being with him, after thinking of him as a friend for so long.
Its kinda weird, I admitted, not quite able to hide my smile. But not because I already know him. In fact, that was kind of cool. We hadnt had any awkward getting-to-know-you moments, beyond his whole Peeping-Tom admission, which Id decided to forgive, on the condition that it never happened again.
My father sighed. Well, I cant blame him there. And neither could I. Kaylee, I have to go meet your uncle, and I dont want to leave you alone.
Dad, nothings going to happen today, I insisted.
You dont know that. I was going to see if Alec could come over again, but if Tods already here and hes willing to stay
I suppose I could clear my schedule Tod called from the living room, and I laughed out loud.
Yeah, I had a feeling, my dad mumbled.
Oh, hey, I said, jumping up from my bed when he headed for the door. Take this to Uncle Brendon I plopped into my desk chair and pressed the space bar on my laptop to wake it up, then jabbed the print screen button. My printer whirred to life and spat out a black-and-white copy of the Crestwood faculty page, including the yearbook photo of one Mr. David Allan. Maybe itll turn out to be the same incubus he knew.
I doubt that, but I guess its worth a shot. My dad took the page I held out, with Becks picture circled in red. Dont make me regret leaving you two alone, he warned, as I followed him into the living room.
When the front door closed behind him, I turned to find Tod watching me, and I knew that if my father had seen the heat churning fiercely in the reapers eyes, he never would have left the house at all.
Well, hes right about that, I guess, Tod whispered into my ear as I wrapped my arms around his neck. Theres no more time for regrets.
I parked across the lot from Sabines car on Wednesday morning and avoided Nashs locker on the way to class, but there was no way to avoid the rumors, and they were already buzzing by the time I got to school. She cheated on Nash? a girl from my French class said, clearly unaware that I was walking behind her in the hall. I would have thought itd be the other way around. Who was the other guy?
The girl next to her shrugged, hauling her backpack strap higher on one bony shoulder. Never saw him before. But he was thoroughly covetable.
It was hard not to laugh out loud, thinking of Tods potential ego boost. Too bad it came at the expense of my own self-image.
Sodoes that mean Nashs up for grabs again? the first girl asked, and I couldnt resistwhat did I have to lose?
Yeah, hes available, but you dont have a Popsicles chance in hell, I said, falling into step beside them, enjoying their twin shockedexpressions. And if you even try, Sabine Campbell will kick your face in. Sabine was still fairly new, but already working on infamy. Shes got dibs.
Both girls stopped and gaped at me, and I smiled all the way to class.
So, what happened last night? Did Tod come over? Emma demanded in a whisper the moment I slid into my chair. And evidently the flush I could feel crawling over my face wasnt answer enough for her.
Yeah. He stayed till his shift started at midnight.
And? Did you do it?
Shh! I glanced around the classroom, cheeks burning even hotter, but no one seemed to have heard. And no, we didnt.
Is it because hes dead? she whispered, leaning closer. Is that a problem? Does his blood still circulate?
Em! No, thats not the problem. Was it? I hadnt actually asked. But he was warm to the touch, which seemed to indicate good circulation Theres no problem. Weve been together less than twenty-four hours.
Emma frowned, like Id lapsed into Greek. If theres ever been justification for an accelerated physical connection, this is it. Hes been waiting for you for months, Kaylee, and you dont have much time left. The pained line across her forehead was the only indication of how upset she really was, in spite of an obvious determination to wear her brave face. And, if I can indulge in a moment of selfishness, were running out of time for the guess what I just lost phone call. Its, like a rite of passage.
You cant be serious.
She shrugged. Im not saying you should sleep with Tod just so we can have one last best friend tell-all. But, should you go down that path, I solemnly swear not to judge you. She placed one hand over her heart. And to provide the ice cream.
Ill keep that in mind.
Thats all Im asking. Sois it weird? she asked, while the other students settled in around us, most staring at Mr. Beck as he wrote last nights homework problems on the board.
Is what weird? The fact that Tod was dead? The fact that I soon would be? The fact that a couple dozen people had seen my very public breakup with Nash, over a stolen kiss from his brother?
Being with him, after thinking of him as a friend for so long.
Its kinda weird, I admitted, not quite able to hide my smile. But not because I already know him. In fact, that was kind of cool. We hadnt had any awkward getting-to-know-you moments, beyond his whole Peeping-Tom admission, which Id decided to forgive, on the condition that it never happened again.
