Torn
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I pull back and smile at him, pointing to the one thing remaining on my body—the red ribbon around my waist, and say, “Happy Birthday, River, you can unwrap your present now.”
***
As River zips his pants back up, he jokes that he would’ve been fine with me wearing the sheer black dress to dinner. But I’m already slipping into the new outfit Aerie helped me pick out—a short strapless silver beaded dress with matching strappy sandals. He also suggests we stay in for dinner, but I tell him I want to take him out to celebrate his birthday. I have to get him out of the house so Bell and Charlotte can set up for the party.
Our quiet dinner is a welcome distraction from all the chaos at home. It’s nice to be able to just sit and talk. I finally tell him about my argument with Grace. He listens but refrains from judging her. We talk in detail about his reservations concerning the upcoming tour, mainly his lack of interest in being out on the road—but we know there is no real solution for that. Discussing it further is fruitless because it always comes back to the fact that he can’t let his brother and the other band members down.
We also talk a little bit about Tyler Records. Jack has recently acquired some small production companies and is looking for someone to run them. River tells me Jack asked him if he knew of anyone and River had suggested me. Jack has been trying to get River to take one over for a while.
I’m shocked. “I can’t run a production company! Besides, I haven’t even managed to get the business I’m working on now off the ground.”
He grabs my hand. “I’ll help you. We can find unknown talent and help them kick-start their dreams.”
I shake my head. “This isn’t the time to start a new business, River. You have to get through this tour and then we can talk about next steps.”
River nods and with his eyes fixed on mine he says, “Yeah, I know you’re right, it’s just something I wouldn’t mind doing some day.”
Once our food arrives we push the heavy conversations aside and just enjoy each other’s company. He runs his hand up my thigh and I kick off a shoe, sliding a toe down the inside of his leg. By the time we leave the restaurant we are both ready to get home—too bad we aren’t going to be alone for a long while.
Pulling into the driveway after our romantic dinner, he parks in the garage and we head up the stairs toward the kitchen door. I have to fend off his wandering hands. I don’t want him to get too carried away when I know we are going to be opening the door to a house full of people who have parked their cars in River’s mother’s driveway. Charlotte helped Bell with all the details for the party, but she didn’t want to hang around and invade her children’s space. I laughed at this because all three of her children love having her around, and to be honest, so do I.
Opening the door first, I walk into the kitchen. He’s behind me and his hands are on my hips. He’s kissing my neck when everyone yells, “Surprise!” Judging by the look of shock on his face, he really is surprised, and that thrills me.
I grab my camera and start snapping pictures. As we greet everyone in the kitchen, Bell brings us both a drink. She looks amazing and sexy as hell in her red lace dress with nude underlay. The deep V-neck and red leather waistband make it unlike any dress I’ve ever seen before and her heels must be at least five inches. With stick-straight hair now more red than copper she looks like a movie star. I snap a photo of her with River and can’t help but think that she really outdid herself. The house is packed. Party decorations stream across every room, and there is a fully stocked bar in the kitchen. She even had a stage set up down on the pool patio and the band we heard at the bar the other night is supposed to be playing.
When we finally make our way into the living room, Garrett is busy serving drinks, Xander is sitting on the couch with some girl I’ve never seen before, and Nix is out back with the band. Aerie couldn’t make it. At the last minute she got called to Las Vegas to conduct an interview because the employee who was scheduled to do it quit. Ellie, on the other hand, is here and lighting up the room in her wrap dress that’s more unwrapped than wrapped. Hers is one picture I purposely don’t take. She’s talking to someone from the label I’ve met, but can’t recall his name. She sees us, deposits her gift on the coffee table, and heads our way. I can just barely see the gift through the designer wrapping paper—it’s a baseball of some sort in a case. Hmmm . . . she doesn’t even know River prefers basketball. In fact, for the rest of his gift, I got us courtside season tickets for the Lakers and I plan to put on my jersey and give them to him tonight.
Smiling as she approaches with her cl**vage on full display she says, “Happy Birthday, River,” and reaches up to kiss him. I’m not sure if she was aiming for his lips, but I notice him turn his head and she kisses him on the cheek. We chat with her for a bit until River excuses us to go greet the other guests.
As we mingle, I sip another glass of champagne and River is handed a birthday shot every time he starts a new conversation. I leave him chatting with Xander and join Bell in the kitchen where she looks insanely mad as she chews on her bottom lip. “What’s wrong?”
“Tom was supposed to be here thirty minutes ago!”
“Tom who?”
“Doesn’t River tell you anything? Tom is the bassist for the Mighty Storm.”
“He’s coming here? Why?”
She puts her hands on her h*ps and says, “Because he’s my boyfriend!”
“I thought the drummer from the band that played at Smitten’s the other night was your boyfriend.”
“Reston and I broke up ages ago, I met Tom last night,” she says, completely exasperated.
“Isn’t he here now?”
“Tom?”
“No, Reston, isn’t he down there playing?”
“Yeah, why wouldn’t he be?”
“Never mind. By the way, thank you so much for getting this all together on such short notice. You did a great job.”
“No problem. Now enough with the compliments and the boyfriend talk. I’m dying to know if my pole-dancing classes paid off . . . was I a good teacher? Were you able to pull off the dance?”
I look at her and raise my eyebrow. “Of course I was, I’m not completely incompetent when it comes to seduction.”
She puts her hands over her ears as she says, “La la la! Can’t hear you!”
I start laughing. “You asked.”
“All I wanted to know was if my teaching skills paid off, I didn’t mean I wanted to hear about the seduction of my brother.”
“Definitely paid off!” I wink. “I’m going to go find him now,” I tell her as I leave the kitchen.
Looking for River, I run into a few people along the way. Spotting him, I head his way as Scandalicious plays “Some Nights.” He’s downing another shot at the pool table. He sees me and motions for me to dance with him just as the band moves into “TiK ToK.” The female lead singer sounds similar to Ke$ha, but when Reston chimes in he sounds exactly like P. Diddy. As soon as Reston starts the song with “Hey, what up, girl?” River starts to rock his head from one shoulder to the other in an almost robotic movement and I laugh, knowing we’re going to have a good time. I raise my hands above my head and move my h*ps to the beat. As they hit the chorus River presses his body flush against mine and grinds his h*ps into me while dropping a kiss on my neck.
“What the fuck? Don’t tell me you’re just as pussy-whipped as this as**ole over here!” yells a guy about ten feet away. Twisting around to see who it is, I can only assume it’s Tom since he has his arm slung over Bell’s shoulder. He’s good-looking and Bell certainly seems to be attracted to him. He’s about my height, his hair is the same light-brown color as River’s but his face is rounder.
My head snaps to the right when I see a taller figure standing beside him. I can’t believe it—and I have what I can only describe as a fan-girl moment. As my mouth drops, so do my hands. I take a step back and just stand in shock. River sees Jake and grins from ear to ear. It’s Jake, Jake Wethers in the flesh! The ultimate bad boy of rock is at my house wearing his trademark black jeans and black T-shirt.
Looking at me suspiciously, River grabs my hand and leads me over to them. I can see Jake’s famous tattoos on his arms and his blue eyes really do look like the ocean in contrast to his black hair. As we approach them, River sticks his hand out to Jake. “Hey man, how are you? Long time no see.”
Jake clasps his hand and shakes it. “Too long, man. I heard you guys are hitting the road soon. Would have been nice to have joined up again. Who knows?—the Mighty Storm might be opening for you one day.”
River chuckles then swings his arm over my shoulder and says, “This is my girl, Dahlia. Dahlia, you know Jake. I’m pretty sure you told me you follow his career.”
I shoot River an I-just-might-kill-you look. I can’t believe he essentially just introduced me as a groupie.
“Nice to meet you, Dahlia,” Jake says and I can’t help but smile.
“And this is my Tru,” Jake says but continues draping his arm over the shoulder of the girl next to him.
River reaches out his hand and as she shakes it she says, “Nice to meet you. I’ve heard all about you and the band. Jake only has nice things to say about you.”
River says hello and graciously accepts the compliment.
Tru and I then shake hands and exchange niceties. I can’t help but notice how beautiful she is.
Tom sticks his hand out to River and says, “Hey man, good to see you, but am I the only one with a dick around here?”
He nods to me and says, “Hello, gorgeous.”
Jake punches him in the arm. “Paws to yourself.”
Tom rolls his eyes and turns, grabbing Bell by the ass. I guess Bell knows everyone already and she’s skipping the introductions since Tom now has his tongue down her throat.
“Don’t mind Tom, he likes to think he’s hot shit,” Tru says and I can’t help but laugh.
Tru and I then start talking about life on the road. She has been on tour with Jake so I have a ton of questions for her.
At some point I notice Bell and Tom have disappeared, but the rest of the party is in full swing. Everyone is singing along with the band, drinking, dancing, and having a great time. When Scandalicious takes a break, all the guys gather around River and start pouring shots of tequila.
I drag Tru to the kitchen with me and leave River with the guys. We need to do the cake because if we don’t sing “Happy Birthday” soon, I’m not sure River will be able to blow out the candles. After giving Tru a brief tour of the house, we walk into the kitchen and I see Bell.
“Bell, I think it’s time . . .” I trail off when I see she’s on the phone with her head down and her hand over her free ear. I turn back to Tru and see Jake in the kitchen doorway.
“Sweetheart, we have to go,” he says to Tru.
“Baby, they haven’t even had the cake yet.”
“Fucking Tom’s already in the car,” he mutters to her.
She rolls her eyes. “Tell me again why we rode with him?”
“No f**king idea, baby.”
We say our goodbyes and I walk them to the door. Looking outside I can see Tom sitting in his car on the phone and another car behind him, which I can only guess holds the security team.
After they leave, I make my way back to the kitchen and see Bell step into the other room, still on the phone and seemingly arguing. I’m sure she’s talking to Tom and I wonder if they broke up already. As I’m putting the candles on the cake, Caleb walks in and looks around before waving me over.
I walk over as he heads my way and we meet in the living room. “Hey Caleb, what’s going on?”
“Sorry Dahlia, didn’t know you were having a party. I tried calling you and River, but neither one of you answered.”
“Oh, sorry. I’m throwing a surprise party for River. It’s his birthday.”
“Again, sorry to intrude, but I got a call that your security system is down, and I thought I should check it out.”
“I have no idea what’s going on with the security system but it seems to be causing you a lot of trouble.”
“Dahlia, it’s no trouble. It’s my job.”
“I know, but it’s still nice of you.”
He drops his head. “I won’t be long, I just want to check the main fuse box.”
“Okay, you know where it is.”
He heads downstairs and I’m wondering if I should talk to him about Ben or ask him to stay for a drink, when the front door swings open, and Ben walks into my house. He closes the door behind him and I stand there, staring. When he starts to walk into the living room I hastily move to stop him. “What do you think you’re doing here?”
His eyes flash down my body and back up as he fingers the flower of my pearl necklace. “You added a necklace to your collection? It’s beautiful, just like you.”
I lean back and he drops his hand. “Ben, what are you doing? You shouldn’t be here.”
“Dahl, I’m with Caleb. We were out together when he got the call about the house. I was waiting in the car for him and I heard a lot of noise so I wanted to make sure everything was okay.”
I stare at him in disbelief. “Really, Ben. Well, you’ve made sure now and everything is fine. So you can leave.”
“Since I’m here, I want to talk to you. I’ve been trying to talk to you. Why won’t you answer my calls?”
Holding back my agitation, I try to keep calm. “Ben, this is not the time or the place.”
***
As River zips his pants back up, he jokes that he would’ve been fine with me wearing the sheer black dress to dinner. But I’m already slipping into the new outfit Aerie helped me pick out—a short strapless silver beaded dress with matching strappy sandals. He also suggests we stay in for dinner, but I tell him I want to take him out to celebrate his birthday. I have to get him out of the house so Bell and Charlotte can set up for the party.
Our quiet dinner is a welcome distraction from all the chaos at home. It’s nice to be able to just sit and talk. I finally tell him about my argument with Grace. He listens but refrains from judging her. We talk in detail about his reservations concerning the upcoming tour, mainly his lack of interest in being out on the road—but we know there is no real solution for that. Discussing it further is fruitless because it always comes back to the fact that he can’t let his brother and the other band members down.
We also talk a little bit about Tyler Records. Jack has recently acquired some small production companies and is looking for someone to run them. River tells me Jack asked him if he knew of anyone and River had suggested me. Jack has been trying to get River to take one over for a while.
I’m shocked. “I can’t run a production company! Besides, I haven’t even managed to get the business I’m working on now off the ground.”
He grabs my hand. “I’ll help you. We can find unknown talent and help them kick-start their dreams.”
I shake my head. “This isn’t the time to start a new business, River. You have to get through this tour and then we can talk about next steps.”
River nods and with his eyes fixed on mine he says, “Yeah, I know you’re right, it’s just something I wouldn’t mind doing some day.”
Once our food arrives we push the heavy conversations aside and just enjoy each other’s company. He runs his hand up my thigh and I kick off a shoe, sliding a toe down the inside of his leg. By the time we leave the restaurant we are both ready to get home—too bad we aren’t going to be alone for a long while.
Pulling into the driveway after our romantic dinner, he parks in the garage and we head up the stairs toward the kitchen door. I have to fend off his wandering hands. I don’t want him to get too carried away when I know we are going to be opening the door to a house full of people who have parked their cars in River’s mother’s driveway. Charlotte helped Bell with all the details for the party, but she didn’t want to hang around and invade her children’s space. I laughed at this because all three of her children love having her around, and to be honest, so do I.
Opening the door first, I walk into the kitchen. He’s behind me and his hands are on my hips. He’s kissing my neck when everyone yells, “Surprise!” Judging by the look of shock on his face, he really is surprised, and that thrills me.
I grab my camera and start snapping pictures. As we greet everyone in the kitchen, Bell brings us both a drink. She looks amazing and sexy as hell in her red lace dress with nude underlay. The deep V-neck and red leather waistband make it unlike any dress I’ve ever seen before and her heels must be at least five inches. With stick-straight hair now more red than copper she looks like a movie star. I snap a photo of her with River and can’t help but think that she really outdid herself. The house is packed. Party decorations stream across every room, and there is a fully stocked bar in the kitchen. She even had a stage set up down on the pool patio and the band we heard at the bar the other night is supposed to be playing.
When we finally make our way into the living room, Garrett is busy serving drinks, Xander is sitting on the couch with some girl I’ve never seen before, and Nix is out back with the band. Aerie couldn’t make it. At the last minute she got called to Las Vegas to conduct an interview because the employee who was scheduled to do it quit. Ellie, on the other hand, is here and lighting up the room in her wrap dress that’s more unwrapped than wrapped. Hers is one picture I purposely don’t take. She’s talking to someone from the label I’ve met, but can’t recall his name. She sees us, deposits her gift on the coffee table, and heads our way. I can just barely see the gift through the designer wrapping paper—it’s a baseball of some sort in a case. Hmmm . . . she doesn’t even know River prefers basketball. In fact, for the rest of his gift, I got us courtside season tickets for the Lakers and I plan to put on my jersey and give them to him tonight.
Smiling as she approaches with her cl**vage on full display she says, “Happy Birthday, River,” and reaches up to kiss him. I’m not sure if she was aiming for his lips, but I notice him turn his head and she kisses him on the cheek. We chat with her for a bit until River excuses us to go greet the other guests.
As we mingle, I sip another glass of champagne and River is handed a birthday shot every time he starts a new conversation. I leave him chatting with Xander and join Bell in the kitchen where she looks insanely mad as she chews on her bottom lip. “What’s wrong?”
“Tom was supposed to be here thirty minutes ago!”
“Tom who?”
“Doesn’t River tell you anything? Tom is the bassist for the Mighty Storm.”
“He’s coming here? Why?”
She puts her hands on her h*ps and says, “Because he’s my boyfriend!”
“I thought the drummer from the band that played at Smitten’s the other night was your boyfriend.”
“Reston and I broke up ages ago, I met Tom last night,” she says, completely exasperated.
“Isn’t he here now?”
“Tom?”
“No, Reston, isn’t he down there playing?”
“Yeah, why wouldn’t he be?”
“Never mind. By the way, thank you so much for getting this all together on such short notice. You did a great job.”
“No problem. Now enough with the compliments and the boyfriend talk. I’m dying to know if my pole-dancing classes paid off . . . was I a good teacher? Were you able to pull off the dance?”
I look at her and raise my eyebrow. “Of course I was, I’m not completely incompetent when it comes to seduction.”
She puts her hands over her ears as she says, “La la la! Can’t hear you!”
I start laughing. “You asked.”
“All I wanted to know was if my teaching skills paid off, I didn’t mean I wanted to hear about the seduction of my brother.”
“Definitely paid off!” I wink. “I’m going to go find him now,” I tell her as I leave the kitchen.
Looking for River, I run into a few people along the way. Spotting him, I head his way as Scandalicious plays “Some Nights.” He’s downing another shot at the pool table. He sees me and motions for me to dance with him just as the band moves into “TiK ToK.” The female lead singer sounds similar to Ke$ha, but when Reston chimes in he sounds exactly like P. Diddy. As soon as Reston starts the song with “Hey, what up, girl?” River starts to rock his head from one shoulder to the other in an almost robotic movement and I laugh, knowing we’re going to have a good time. I raise my hands above my head and move my h*ps to the beat. As they hit the chorus River presses his body flush against mine and grinds his h*ps into me while dropping a kiss on my neck.
“What the fuck? Don’t tell me you’re just as pussy-whipped as this as**ole over here!” yells a guy about ten feet away. Twisting around to see who it is, I can only assume it’s Tom since he has his arm slung over Bell’s shoulder. He’s good-looking and Bell certainly seems to be attracted to him. He’s about my height, his hair is the same light-brown color as River’s but his face is rounder.
My head snaps to the right when I see a taller figure standing beside him. I can’t believe it—and I have what I can only describe as a fan-girl moment. As my mouth drops, so do my hands. I take a step back and just stand in shock. River sees Jake and grins from ear to ear. It’s Jake, Jake Wethers in the flesh! The ultimate bad boy of rock is at my house wearing his trademark black jeans and black T-shirt.
Looking at me suspiciously, River grabs my hand and leads me over to them. I can see Jake’s famous tattoos on his arms and his blue eyes really do look like the ocean in contrast to his black hair. As we approach them, River sticks his hand out to Jake. “Hey man, how are you? Long time no see.”
Jake clasps his hand and shakes it. “Too long, man. I heard you guys are hitting the road soon. Would have been nice to have joined up again. Who knows?—the Mighty Storm might be opening for you one day.”
River chuckles then swings his arm over my shoulder and says, “This is my girl, Dahlia. Dahlia, you know Jake. I’m pretty sure you told me you follow his career.”
I shoot River an I-just-might-kill-you look. I can’t believe he essentially just introduced me as a groupie.
“Nice to meet you, Dahlia,” Jake says and I can’t help but smile.
“And this is my Tru,” Jake says but continues draping his arm over the shoulder of the girl next to him.
River reaches out his hand and as she shakes it she says, “Nice to meet you. I’ve heard all about you and the band. Jake only has nice things to say about you.”
River says hello and graciously accepts the compliment.
Tru and I then shake hands and exchange niceties. I can’t help but notice how beautiful she is.
Tom sticks his hand out to River and says, “Hey man, good to see you, but am I the only one with a dick around here?”
He nods to me and says, “Hello, gorgeous.”
Jake punches him in the arm. “Paws to yourself.”
Tom rolls his eyes and turns, grabbing Bell by the ass. I guess Bell knows everyone already and she’s skipping the introductions since Tom now has his tongue down her throat.
“Don’t mind Tom, he likes to think he’s hot shit,” Tru says and I can’t help but laugh.
Tru and I then start talking about life on the road. She has been on tour with Jake so I have a ton of questions for her.
At some point I notice Bell and Tom have disappeared, but the rest of the party is in full swing. Everyone is singing along with the band, drinking, dancing, and having a great time. When Scandalicious takes a break, all the guys gather around River and start pouring shots of tequila.
I drag Tru to the kitchen with me and leave River with the guys. We need to do the cake because if we don’t sing “Happy Birthday” soon, I’m not sure River will be able to blow out the candles. After giving Tru a brief tour of the house, we walk into the kitchen and I see Bell.
“Bell, I think it’s time . . .” I trail off when I see she’s on the phone with her head down and her hand over her free ear. I turn back to Tru and see Jake in the kitchen doorway.
“Sweetheart, we have to go,” he says to Tru.
“Baby, they haven’t even had the cake yet.”
“Fucking Tom’s already in the car,” he mutters to her.
She rolls her eyes. “Tell me again why we rode with him?”
“No f**king idea, baby.”
We say our goodbyes and I walk them to the door. Looking outside I can see Tom sitting in his car on the phone and another car behind him, which I can only guess holds the security team.
After they leave, I make my way back to the kitchen and see Bell step into the other room, still on the phone and seemingly arguing. I’m sure she’s talking to Tom and I wonder if they broke up already. As I’m putting the candles on the cake, Caleb walks in and looks around before waving me over.
I walk over as he heads my way and we meet in the living room. “Hey Caleb, what’s going on?”
“Sorry Dahlia, didn’t know you were having a party. I tried calling you and River, but neither one of you answered.”
“Oh, sorry. I’m throwing a surprise party for River. It’s his birthday.”
“Again, sorry to intrude, but I got a call that your security system is down, and I thought I should check it out.”
“I have no idea what’s going on with the security system but it seems to be causing you a lot of trouble.”
“Dahlia, it’s no trouble. It’s my job.”
“I know, but it’s still nice of you.”
He drops his head. “I won’t be long, I just want to check the main fuse box.”
“Okay, you know where it is.”
He heads downstairs and I’m wondering if I should talk to him about Ben or ask him to stay for a drink, when the front door swings open, and Ben walks into my house. He closes the door behind him and I stand there, staring. When he starts to walk into the living room I hastily move to stop him. “What do you think you’re doing here?”
His eyes flash down my body and back up as he fingers the flower of my pearl necklace. “You added a necklace to your collection? It’s beautiful, just like you.”
I lean back and he drops his hand. “Ben, what are you doing? You shouldn’t be here.”
“Dahl, I’m with Caleb. We were out together when he got the call about the house. I was waiting in the car for him and I heard a lot of noise so I wanted to make sure everything was okay.”
I stare at him in disbelief. “Really, Ben. Well, you’ve made sure now and everything is fine. So you can leave.”
“Since I’m here, I want to talk to you. I’ve been trying to talk to you. Why won’t you answer my calls?”
Holding back my agitation, I try to keep calm. “Ben, this is not the time or the place.”
